Chapter 325: Thinking Alone
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As soon as I walked into the private room, the two women, who had been glaring at each other, immediately looked away and pretended that nothing had happened. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but I've seen the scene just now, how can I not perceive the truth?
I don't know what happened to them during the time I was out, but there are things I don't need to ask, and I can guess a few points.
So, I had to sigh to myself. After slowly sitting down, I glanced at Tang Xiaoru and Ferena, who were eating silently. I thought that all the joys, sorrows and sorrows of these two women were completely because of me! Looks like I'm really going to have to make a decision quickly. Otherwise, it will be unfair to anyone who drags on like this.
Picking up the chopsticks, I didn't ask what they just said, but I just counted in my heart while eating the food. Is it time to make a statement and put an end to this pointless competition?
It's just that when I haven't made up my mind yet, I suddenly saw Tang Xiaoru pick up a wet towel and wipe her mouth, then turned her head to me and said, "Dai Yong, I'm full, what about you?" ”
I groaned, stunned for a moment, but immediately understood what she meant. Fortunately, although this decision must be made, it should not be hastily decided. Since Tang Xiaoru is leaving, let's go back first. Think about it again in the evening, and whatever my decision is, try to minimize the damage.
So, I nodded and said, "Well, almost." ”
When Tang Xiaoru heard this, she immediately turned back to Felena and said, "Miss Rena, thank you so much for your hospitality tonight, we are all full." In the evening, Dai Yong and I still have something to do, so I have to say goodbye to you early. Next time I have a chance, we will be the husband and wife, and invite Miss Rena to dinner, okay? ”
Ferena's face suddenly became extremely ugly. He looked away and glared at me fiercely, and put down the chopsticks in his hand. Snorted and said, "Miss Tang, you are too polite!" Sister Jian, send off! ”
The female bodyguard answered, and hurriedly went to pick up my and Tang Xiaoru's coats. I couldn't bear to look at Ferena's expression again, and after putting on my coat, I immediately went out with Tang Xiaoru.
Sitting in the car, I kept silent, Tang Xiaoru drove it, and after a long time, I couldn't help but say, "Why don't you ask me, what did Felena and I say just now?" ”
I smiled faintly and said, "What did you say?" ”
Tang Xiaoru snorted and said, "Felena is too deceitful! I would like to thank her for making so many sacrifices for you over the years, and I meant to make peace with her. Unexpectedly, as soon as she heard it, she immediately turned her face with me, and said that I was not qualified to love you at all! Hum! What kind of people this is, people's kindness is regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs! ”
All of a sudden, I understood everything! No wonder Ferena turned her face, in this world, everyone can praise her for the sacrifice she made for love, but Tang Xiaoru can't, right? Hearing this sentence in Ferena's ears, she must have felt that it was a great insult and sarcasm, how could there be any reason not to be angry? Tang Xiaoru may really have good intentions, but this kindness really pierced Ferena's heart.
Thinking of this, I suddenly turned my head to look at my wife, and suddenly thought to myself: Is she really kind? 'M afraid...... Not necessarily, right? Even I understand why Ferena is angry, how could she, who is usually Bing Xue smart, not think of it?
I realized that it was almost impossible to imagine a rapprochement between these two women who loved me. is as kind as Tang Xiaoru, and she has to take great pains to retaliate against her rivals. If I continue to hesitate like this, things will only get worse and worse, and it will become more and more difficult to manage.
Really, really, it's time to make a decision! Otherwise, I'd hurt more than just one of them. It's all of us, and we'll all be suffering for the rest of our lives!
Seeing that I didn't speak, Tang Xiaoru, who was a little weak-hearted, secretly glanced at me, bit her little mouth, and said inwardly: "Why don't you speak?" I ask you, is Ferena excessive? ”
I smiled and didn't answer her question, but said very seriously: "Xiaoru, I want to be alone at night and think about some questions, okay?" ”
Tang Xiaoru was stunned for a moment and said, "What...... Meaning? ”
"I mean, you go home by yourself first, and let me walk around outside."
"What?"
Tang Xiaoru was taken aback, hurriedly pulled over the car, turned around and said to me eagerly, "You ...... Are you mad at me? I...... I didn't mean to, but when I saw Ferena's fake look, I couldn't help but want to unmask her. ”
I smiled and shook my head, "No, I'm not angry, really, Xiaoru." It's just that I feel very uneasy to see that you have worked so hard for me. I thought, right tonight, think about what I can do to really put this matter to a close. ”
Tang Xiaoru understood, but she panicked even more and said, "You...... You're saying you're ready to choose between me and her, right? Dai Yong, I'm your wife, what else is there to consider? Don't...... You...... Still hesitating? ”
I stretched out a hand and gently caressed my wife's little face, still smiling, but replied with certainty: "Don't worry, I said that I will never leave you." You are my wife, and you will always be my wife. ”
Tang Xiaoru was a little relieved at this time, but she was still puzzled and asked, "Then what else do you need to consider?" Wouldn't it be okay to just reject Ferena? ”
I shook my head and said, "Ferena has a deep affection for me, don't you think it's too cruel to reject her like this?" Besides, I haven't even figured out how to repay her kindness to me, and I will feel uneasy about my conscience if I refuse her like this. So, tonight, I need to calm down and think about it. How about reciprocating her feelings for me, and how about mitigating the damage to her a little, okay? ”
Tang Xiaoru nodded at this time, no longer anxious and opposed, but asked softly: "That...... So where are you going to think about these questions? At night...... Are you still coming back? ”
I laughed and said, "Of course I'm coming back, I can't sleep on the street, right?" As for where to go...... I don't know, it's just walking around anyway. When I think it out, I'll come back when I want. ”
After speaking, I pushed the door and got out of the car, waving my hand to signal Tang Xiaoru to go first. When she finally drove away reluctantly, I tightened the collar of my coat and pulled a cigarette out of my pocket. I'm going to take a slow walk with a cigarette and think about these questions.
It's the middle of December, and the winter nights are particularly cold. I lit a cigarette and looked up at the night sky over the city. Under the colorful lights, the sky is even darker and colder.
I'm thinking, on such a cold day, it is estimated that it will snow in these two days (to be continued)