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Although this is just my guess, the more I think about it, the more likely it is! Today's Felena is really not the simple girl she was four years ago. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info she endured humiliation and burden, quietly, and quietly, grasped the power of the family, and made all the people who were loyal to her mother swear allegiance to her.

How can these things be done without scheming and means? How could a person who is so determined and resolute and has the ability to turn the clouds and rain go crazy so easily?

In an instant, I realized that I might have been deceived by the way Felena behaved. Her mind is very clear at the moment, and the emotions that seem to be about to get out of control just now are probably what she pretended. The purpose was to make me mistakenly think that she would go crazy with the blow, and to use my compassion to temporarily stop me from saying what she didn't want to hear.

Then, she began to seduce me. Not only teased me with her actions, but also said that she would go to the hotel to open a room, as long as I wanted, she would be mine tonight!

If Felena is still the innocent girl I remember, so bold, can she say it? If I did go to the hotel with her, I would have fallen for her tricks. Since then, she has been firmly grasped by her, and she no longer has the right to choose!

These thoughts only flashed through my heart. Immediately, I calmed down, stretched out my hand and gently pulled down Ferena's arm around my neck, stood up and said, "I have my own home, what are I going to do in the hotel?" Sorry, it's about time, it's time for me to go home! ”

Ferena's face suddenly changed color, and she was as smart as she was, and she immediately realized that the situation was not good. I saw her roll her eyes, and immediately smiled: "What's wrong?" I'm just kidding, are you serious? ”

I shook my head expressionlessly, picked up my coat from the other end of the couch, and said as I wore it, "I'm really leaving, if you still want to sing, then you can stay by yourself." ”

With that, I didn't look at her again, turned around and walked directly to the door of the box, opened the door and walked out. Hearing in her ears, Felena shouted angrily in the box: "Dai Yong, you...... What are you doing? Come back, don't go! ”

But I didn't hesitate and strode towards the exit of the cabaret. At the same time, I decided in my heart that I didn't have to worry so much. When I got out, I called Felena and told her my final choice. Anyway, that's what I came to her for. As for why I don't talk to her in person now, it's because I'm afraid that Ferena's expression will bewitch me and shake my resolve.

When I got to the ground floor and stepped out of the elevator, I pulled out my phone from my pocket. Still striding towards the exit, he dialed Ferena's number.

It's just when I put my phone to my ear and look up ahead. Suddenly, I stopped.

Because, I saw that outside the glass door of the building, there was a white expanse! The neon lights outside the building were shining, and I could clearly see the goose-feather-like snowflakes fluttering in the air!

Snowing? Unexpectedly...... Snowing?

Four years ago, it was snowing that spurred my love with Ferena. Unexpectedly, four years later, when I made up my mind to break off with her, God turned out to be ...... It's snowing again!

I stared blankly at the heavy snow, and my heart was soft for a while, and I felt inexplicable!

At this time, the mobile phone in my ear suddenly turned on, and Ferena's panting voice was immediately heard: "Dai Yong, where are you?" I know I'm wrong, please don't go, you listen to my explanation......"

I didn't answer, just stared blankly at the snowflakes flying outside. The deepest scene buried deep in my memory once again surfaced in my mind.

Immediately after, I seemed to hear a rush of footsteps in the hallway behind me. After a while, footsteps rushed out of the corridor, and someone shouted: "Dai Yong, wait for me, listen to my explanation." ”

The footsteps were getting closer, and I could hear Ferena's heavy breathing. I remained motionless, staring blankly at the snow outside.

Three seconds later, Felena had run to my side and grabbed my arm. The violent running made her gasp for breath for a while, and she couldn't say anything.

I didn't look at her, I just slowly put down my phone and said softly, "Ferena, it's snowing!" ”

Felena didn't seem to pay attention to the outside at all, gasping for breath as she said, "What...... What? What's under ......"

At this point, she suddenly lost any sound. I turned my head and saw that her gaze had already looked outside, and her expression was so surprised.

I know that Felena also remembers the heavy snowfall four years ago. And now, in the same place, at the same time, seeing the same snowfall. Her mood must have felt the same way as mine.

It was a long time before I heard her murmur, "It's snowing, it's really ...... It's snowing! ”

Then she let go of my arm and walked straight forward. The induction glass door opened automatically, and a cold wind blew in immediately. But Felena didn't seem to feel the cold at all, and she just walked out, out into the snow as she had done four years ago.

It's just that I didn't see her dancing merrily, or even her hands raised to the sky like a child. She just stood stupidly in the snow, letting the snow fall on her.

In my heart, I suddenly felt a little unbearable, and before the glass door was closed, I immediately walked out and shouted: "Ferena, you are no longer a child, beware of catching a cold if you get wet!" ”

Felena slowly turned around in the snow, and just like that, looked at me silently. Under the flickering neon lights above the building, I noticed that there seemed to be tears reflecting in her eyes.

I had no choice but to walk into the heavy snow, and was about to open my mouth to persuade her, but she suddenly whispered, "Really...... Didn't you give me a chance at all? Even if I work so hard, even if I am willing to give everything for you? ”

I stood still, silent.

Ferena, sure enough, knew in her heart why I was looking for her tonight. In other words, she deliberately pretended to be emotionally out of control, and even offered to open a room with me at the expense of her daughter's face, all of which was a last-ditch effort.

But at this moment, my mind has been decided, and there will be no more wavering!

So, I hardened my heart, nodded, and said, "Yes, I'm sorry! ”

Ferena's tears finally crept down. She remained motionless, letting the snow fall and cover her entire body.

Time seems to stand still. Felena and I stood in silence in the snow, relatively speechless.

In my heart, I feel very uncomfortable, if there is no way, I really don't want to hurt a girl who loves me like this. However, if you don't hurt her, this matter can't be solved. In order to protect my wife, for the sake of the family I already have, even if I will go to hell after I die, I must commit this sin today.

So, even though Ferena's tears cut my heart like a knife, I still gritted my teeth and showed that I was unmoved. At the moment, I just want to get the words clear and leave quickly. I didn't have the courage to keep looking at Ferena's desperate and painful expression.

So, I spoke. Holding back the trembling in his heart, he said word by word: "Ferena, forget me!" It's me who is sorry for you, it's me who has failed you. No matter how much you hate me, I have no complaints. Just beg you, take care of yourself, want to open a little, ah? ”

Felena didn't answer, she just looked at me without saying a word, as if the whole person had lost her ability to react.

I had to sigh under my breath and try to say something more, only to find that whatever I said, it was so pale and weak.

Then let's not talk about it, anyway, what I mean has already been made clear. What Felena needs is not my consolation, but quietly, slowly digesting and accepting this reality.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, so I whispered "goodbye" and left the place in the snowstorm. Instead of going home, I found a bar and tried my best to get drunk.

When you're drunk, you don't think so much. I was so drunk that I was unconscious, and that feeling of being cut like a knife wouldn't have tormented me all the time.

When I woke up, it was already dawn. It's just that I have a terrible headache, and I can't figure out where I am all of a sudden. Struggling to sit up, I shook my head vigorously, and I saw that I was at home, lying on my own bed. But when I came back, I don't remember at all.

"Huh? Are you awake? Lie still, I'll pour you a glass of warm water. ”

I heard the voice of my wife Tang Xiaoru in my ears, and I turned my head with great difficulty to see that she was hurrying out of the room, and came in with a glass of warm water in a blink of an eye.

"Come, take a sip of warm water, are you hungry? I'll make you breakfast right away. ”

Seeing my wife taking care of me diligently, although I was still a little confused, I still subconsciously asked, "What time is it?" ”

"Well, it's almost nine o'clock in the morning."

I took the glass and said, "Really?" Then he threw his head up and drank it cleanly.

After drinking the water, my mind became clearer, and I looked down to see that I was only wearing underwear, which Tang Xiaoru had helped me take off. After thinking about it carefully, he still couldn't remember how I came back, so he asked, "Did I come back by myself last night?" ”

Tang Xiaoru smiled and took the cup from which I finished drinking, shook her head and said, "No, I called you, and a bar waiter picked you up and said that you were drunk and unconscious, so I went over to pick you up." ”

I sighed, reached out and patted my head, and said with a wry smile: "I'm sorry, I must have exhausted you, right?" ”

Tang Xiaoru still shook her head, stretched out her hand to straighten my messy hair, and said softly: "Why do you drink so much wine?" Is it because of Ferena? ”

The mention of Felena makes my heart ache. With a sigh, I lifted the covers and got out of bed. Tang Xiaoru hurriedly said: "What are you doing when you get up?" You've drunk so much, get some rest at home today! ”

I laughed a little and said, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

At this time, Tang Xiaoru finally had nothing to say. She took my coat and put it on for me and helped me out of the house. I didn't want her to help me, but after a hangover, my steps were a little vain. If you don't be supported, you really can't fall down. Anyway, Tang Xiaoru is my wife, I don't need to be strong in front of her, so I let her help me.

Just as I was urinating, Tang Xiaoru suddenly said: "By the way, around two o'clock in the morning, your confidante Lu Fei once called you twice. ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "Two o'clock in the morning?" What's the matter? ”

Tang Xiaoru shook her head and said, "I didn't answer, and I thought she was too noisy, so I turned off your phone." If you want to know what she's looking for you, you can call back and ask her now. ”

When I saw that when I said this, Tang Xiaoru was with her mouth cocked and her expression was very dissatisfied. Thinking about it, it's no wonder that she. Let's ask, how happy would that woman be when she saw another woman calling her husband in the morning? Now that she can tell me, it's pretty good.

I had to smile apologetically at my wife, shake my little brother, and put it back in my pants. On the way back to the bedroom, I had already guessed why Lu Fei called me at two o'clock in the morning. Most likely Felena went to her last night and cried to her about being abandoned by me. Lu Fei felt angry, so he called me, ready to scold me, right?

Alas, I deserve to be scolded. Even if Lu Fei breaks off relations with me in a fit of anger, I have nothing to say. These...... It's all my retribution, and my sins are unforgivable!

Lying back on the bed, I didn't go to my mobile phone to call Lu Fei back. Instead, he leaned back on the pillow and stared blankly at the opposite wall. Tang Xiaoru seemed to see that I was in a bad mood, so she just said that she was going to make breakfast, and then quietly walked out.

It took a long, long time before I came to my senses and felt that I should call this call back. Not for anything else, just to ask about Ferena's situation.

I know that last night must have been the most painful moment in Ferena's life, although having Lu Fei with her made me feel a little at ease, but I was still worried that if something happened, then I would really die.

So, I found my mobile phone, turned on the power, pulled out Lu Fei's number and dialed it. The phone was quickly connected, and before I could speak, I heard Lu Fei's roar in my ears: "Dai Yong, what's the matter with you?" I called you last night, why didn't you answer? Do you know that something big is wrong? ”

I was suddenly in a state of excitement, and a feeling of extreme foreboding came over me in an instant. I almost jumped out of bed, and in my trembling voice, I asked eagerly, "What...... What's up? What's wrong? Say it quickly! ”

"Felena is now in the hospital, and I don't know if she is dead or alive. When we found her this morning, she was buried in the snow, frozen like a popsicle, and her heart was beating out. I ask you, did you ever be with her last night? What did you do with her? Why did she ......"

Hearing this, my hand trembled, and my phone fell to the ground with a thud and fell to pieces. Then, my head just buzzed. Great fear and remorse pierced my heart like a sharp sword...... It wasn't until someone shook me and asked me what was wrong that I woke up from my extreme fear. When I turned my head, I saw that it was my wife Tang Xiaoru. Immediately, my eyes were red, and the huge stimulation of remorse made me lose my mind, and I yelled at her desperately: "Lu Fei's call, why didn't you answer it?" Why didn't you tell me someone called me until now? ”

Tang Xiaoru's face suddenly turned white with fright, and she said in horror: "What...... What's wrong? Go out...... Is something wrong? ”

When I heard the word "something happened", I almost spurted blood on the spot.

What's wrong? Yes, something really happened. In fact...... I should have expected it a long time ago, it was my fault, it was all my fault. I deserve death, I cannot forgive!

At this time, I can't put into words the remorse and pain in my heart. I could have avoided it! I could have avoided it! Dai Yong, you bastard, you killed Ferena, you killed her with your own hands!

Thinking of this, I raised my fist, roared, and began to smash my head. While smashing, he screamed: "I'm not human!" I'm not human! I'm a murderer! I deserve death! ”

After only two hits, Tang Xiaoru on the side was already crying in fright, and hurriedly rushed over and grabbed my hand, shouting: "Dai Yong, Dai Yong, don't do this, what happened, what do you say?" ”

The two punches on my head hurt terribly, but they brought me back to my senses at once. I ignored my wife, pushed her away, and rushed out into the living room barefoot.

My mobile phone was broken, so I directly picked up the landline phone in the living room, dialed Lu Fei's mobile phone again from memory, and asked, "Lu Fei, which hospital is Felena in now?" How's she doing? Is there any salvation? ”

In fact, when I asked this sentence, I was ready in my heart. If Felena is dead, I will never live. If she hadn't died, I would never have let that happen again.

At this moment, I have clearly realized that if Ferena loses me, she will die! I have no choice, and I can't choose!

On the phone, Lu Fei cried and replied: "We are in the city's No. 1 Hospital, and Felena is still in the emergency room, and it has been several hours." I do not know...... Is there ...... she can save her?"

I said, "I'll come right over!" He put down the phone, turned around and rushed to the door. When I opened the door, I heard Tang Xiaoru shouting: "Where are you going?" You don't even have any clothes on! ”

But, I don't care so much anymore. While rushing out of the door and running, he shouted in his heart: "Ferena, I'm here!" Whether it's dead or alive, I'm going to accompany you! ”

Forty minutes later, I had rushed to the city's No. 1 Hospital. Tang Xiaoru also came with me, because without her driving, I couldn't have arrived so quickly. In the car, I put on the clothes and shoes she brought, because I had calmed down and was no longer so impulsive and desperate.

Although, I kind of regret the yelling and questioning I just made to her, all this was actually not her fault. But I'm not in the mood to explain this at the moment, I just want to hurry up to Ferena's side and wait for me and her to live or die.

Along the way, Tang Xiaoru didn't dare to ask me a word. As smart as she is, she actually guessed what was going on. Seeing my grim expression, she could only drive silently while silently shedding tears.

After getting out of the car and rushing into the hospital, I saw Lu Fei waiting in the hall downstairs at a glance. I didn't say a word, just went over and asked, "How is it?" Is there a result? ”

Then, I saw Lu Fei's smile, she nodded and said, "Well, I just came out twenty minutes ago." The doctor said that he had finally saved his life, but he was still very weak and weak......

Hearing this, the strength of my whole body seemed to be sucked away by something all at once, and I almost couldn't support it and fell softly. I knelt down, lay on the ground and touched the ground with my forehead, and muttered, "Thank you...... Thank you to the earth ......."

(To be continued)