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Seeing Felena crying, my heart was also sore, and I felt unspeakably remorseful. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 At this moment, I was still a little hesitant, and immediately shouted in a low voice: "No! Who says I don't want you? I want yours! Ferena, I know now that I was wrong, and without you, I wouldn't be alive. Forgive me, okay? I won't let you leave me again. In this life, we're all in this together, okay? ”

Felena Huo Ran opened her eyes, looked at me in surprise and surprise, her small mouth trembled, and she asked as if she couldn't believe it, "You...... What did you say? This is...... It's true? ”

I nodded vigorously and said, "Really! Of course it's true! If I lie to you, it's a beast that is inferior to a pig and a dog! ”

Felena immediately smiled, although she smiled reluctantly because of the pain, but her eyes showed great excitement and happiness.

It's just that this smile didn't last long, and she suddenly retracted it. His eyes were still looking at me, but he said faintly: "I know, you said that because you were afraid that I would commit suicide again, didn't you?" If I don't have anything to do now, will you continue to live with Tang Xiaoru with peace of mind? ”

I...... Faced with Ferena's question, I really can't answer it. In all fairness, if she didn't seek death, I would definitely live with Tang Xiaoru. But how can I admit it at this time? What if it irritates her and she doesn't want to live anymore?

Although I tried my best to comfort Felena and encourage her to continue to live. But because of my stupid mouth, for a while, I couldn't find the right words to say.

Seeing my stammering appearance, Felena let out a long sigh, and her expression darkened. She closed her eyes again and said softly, "I want your love, not your mercy." I won't be happy if you force you to be with me like this. Let's go, I'm tired and want to be still. ”

Seeing Felena like this, where would I dare to leave? I had to rub my hands together, and said to Ai Ai, "Ferena, listen to me." I have no pity for you, I ...... I really want to be with you. You don't know, but I don't know how uncomfortable it was when I said those things to you that night. If there is no way, who is willing not to love you? But...... I'm a family man, and even if I want to, I have to be responsible for my wife. ”

Felena suddenly opened her eyes again and said, "What about now?" Now you don't have to be responsible for your wife? ”

I...... I have to lament in my heart, isn't this all because you are looking for death and life, do I still watch you die for me? Ferena, don't make me so embarrassed, okay? Now what are you going to let me say that you are happy and satisfied?

Felena sighed again and said, "Speaking of which, is it because you are afraid that I will die?" In that case, then I'm alive. Save you so much pain, for me to leave your favorite woman. ”

As she spoke, Felena burst into tears again, seeing that she was about to slide down the corners of her eyes again. I felt even more sad in my heart, and I only hated myself for being stupid and not being able to say anything to make Felena happy.

I know that even if Felena no longer seeks death, she is afraid that this kind of life is more painful than death. Now that I feel how important she is in my heart, how can I bear to watch her exist like a living dead?

Ferena's love for me is worth cherishing for the rest of my life. Even if I lose everything else, I want her to be happy and happy. It's just that I may not be able to express my will, so I have to prove it with my actions.

Thinking of this, I said to Ferena, "Ferena, I know you won't believe what I say now. But it doesn't matter, the important thing is that your body can get better quickly. Have a good rest, I'm right there with you, what do you need, call me, huh? ”

Felena closed her eyes and stopped talking. Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes and slowly flowed down again. I reached out and carefully wiped away her tears, leaned down, and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

After that, the room began to be quiet again. Ferena didn't know if she was asleep, but she never opened her eyes to look at me again. I could only sit on the edge of the hospital bed and sigh silently. I thought to myself, since it is impossible for me to abandon Felena anymore, what should my wife Tang Xiaoru do?

Tang Xiaoru's surname is different from Ferena's, and she is also in this situation, I believe that she will not seek death and life. Of course, when that time really comes, the pain in her heart will never be any less than that of Ferena. If I hurt her, I will feel extremely sad and uncomfortable. But in this world, there is no way to get the best of both worlds and solve this problem smoothly.

Thinking of the words the best of both worlds, I suddenly remembered that during the day, Tang Xiaoru once told me that she had a way to solve this matter, and said that it was the best of both worlds.

What's so magical? If so, why didn't you say it sooner rather than now?

I began to rack my brains and wonder, what is the best solution to my current problem? But with my intelligence, I really can't think of anything useful. Tang Xiaoru was not there at this time, and I couldn't ask her. I had to just sit like this, while worrying my nerve, while waiting for Tang Xiaoru to come back.

Time passed again minute by minute. Outside, the sky began to brighten, and it seemed to have finally stopped after a day and a night of heavy snowfall.

I couldn't control my sleepiness and took a nap with my head down. Suddenly, I heard a groan of pain in the haze, and I woke up suddenly.

Opening my eyes, I hurriedly stood up and leaned over to check on Ferena, and saw that she was frowning and humming quietly. I was terrified and hurriedly shouted, "Ferena, what's wrong with you?" Where is it uncomfortable? ”

Felena snorted and groaned, "It hurts, I want to turn around, but ...... I can't move. ”

I said anxiously, "Where does it hurt?" The doctor told you not to move, what did you turn around for? ”

Felena opened her eyes, but she gave me a blank look, and said angrily: "It's just that I have to turn around because of the pain, why don't you come to help me?" ”

I was a little at a loss, remembering what the female doctor had just said that if there was anything abnormal, I would quickly notify her to deal with it. I said, "Bear with me, I'll call the doctor right away." ”

As I spoke, I turned around and was about to run outside, but I heard Felena shout: "Oh, no, the frostbite on my butt hurts, won't it hurt me if you call her?" Hurry up, help me turn around, press on the bed like this, it's uncomfortable for me to die. ”

I let out an oh and walked back and reached out to gently help her turn over. While working carefully, he said distressedly: "Ferena, it's all my fault, I'm really sorry for causing you to be so seriously injured." ”

After two oops, Felena finally managed to turn around and let her ass off the bed. Exhaled, and said, "Mom, I'm finally more comfortable." I wouldn't have sat on that stone chair, it was cold and wet, and it made my ass freeze the most. Hey, by the way, how did you find me? Did you save me? ”

I didn't know how to answer, so I sighed and said, "Ferena, no matter what happens in the future, don't think about it anymore, okay?" If it weren't for your bodyguard doing his duty and looking for you everywhere when he saw that you didn't come back, all of us would have died of sadness, you know? ”

Felena was facing away from me at the moment, and I couldn't see her expression, but I heard her say, "Oh, it turned out that Sister Jian found me." Hum! Do you think I'm going to die for you if you don't want to? I was just sitting in the park and trying to be alone, but I didn't expect to pass out somehow, and when I woke up, I was already here. ”

I...... I couldn't laugh or cry, it was snowing so much, it was several degrees below zero, she braved the cold wind and ice and snow, and sat in the park just to be alone and want to be quiet?

(To be continued)