"Damn." Zhang Peng was extremely excited, and heard Fang Shaoyun say to Ji Zhong on the phone: "What are you doing Ji Zhong, play with me?" ”

"What are you playing, I'm on the CPL scene!"

"Didn't you joke with me." Fang Shaoyun said: "Obscene cheats? How did I not know there was such a thing? ”

"Damn, talk to your junior yourself. Your junior has just reached the top 16 of the CPL offline competition. Ji Zhong handed the phone to Zhang Peng, and said to Zhang Peng: "He didn't say that there are any obscene cheats!" ”

"You said you didn't get any dirty cheats?" Zhang Peng's hand trembled a little.

"Of course not." Fang Shaoyun said: "What fluid mechanics, heat transfer I have lost a bunch of. ”

With a bang, Zhang Peng's brain suddenly went blank.

"I see!" A few seconds later, Zhang Peng stuffed his mobile phone directly to Ji Zhong, and then ran directly outside the arena.

Ji Zhong was dumbfounded all of a sudden.

"What are you doing, this player?" When he ran to the side of the passage, Zhang Peng was stopped by a referee on the spot.

"I see!" Zhang Peng's face turned a little pale and repeated these words again.

"I'm afraid this guy is sick, right?"

Such a thought flashed through the minds of Ji Zhong and the on-site referee at the same time. After hesitating for a moment, the on-site referee said in a very official tone: "This player is not allowed to leave the field before the game is finished." ”

"I abstain!" After Zhang Peng said these three words, he ignored everyone's surprised eyes, broke free from the referee's hand, and walked out from the athletes' passage.

In the contestant channel, Zhang Peng turned on his mobile phone, and then dialed the phone number that he had dialed countless times.

"The phone you dialed is turned off..."

The sound of this prompt soon came from the phone.

When Zhang Peng dialed this phone many times, he heard such a prompt, but this time, Zhang Peng felt that his chest was empty all of a sudden.

He didn't know how he ran out of the gymnasium, under the usual slightly gray sky of Changsha, Zhang Peng dialed Ai Jing's number, and the familiar sound of mobile phone music sounded not far behind him. Zhang Peng turned his head and saw Ai Jing standing not far behind him.

"Why did you run out before you finished the game?"

Zhang Peng didn't answer Ai Jing's question, nor did he ask when Ai Jing arrived at the gymnasium, he just looked at Ai Jing and asked, "That obscene cheats book was made up by Guo Xi for me?" ”

Ai Jing was stunned, but looking at Zhang Peng's gaze and pale face, she still nodded and said yes.

"Where is she now?! Where is she now? ”

Looking at Zhang Peng, who became excited, Ai Jing's heart was also a little confused, and she was also a little overwhelmed and said: "I don't know, I found that she was gone when I got up this morning, and she also turned off her phone when I called her, I thought she was here, but..."

"You said it was fine." Zhang Peng interrupted Ai Jing's words a little rudely, "You told me that it was okay. ”

In Zhang Peng's roar, Ai Jing's eyes suddenly became a little blurred, and she bit her lip tightly, not knowing what to say.

"Zhang Peng..."At this time, I don't know when the books and others who came shouted Zhang Peng, and after hesitating for a while, a group of people pushed the books forward, and then books made up their minds, looked at Zhang Peng and said: "When we came in the morning, I saw Guo Xi carrying a big bag and leaving with Gu Cheng, and I heard Gu Cheng say to the taxi driver that he was going to the airport." We wanted to pull Guo carefully, but she ignored us..."

With a "bang", Zhang Peng's chest seemed to be punched, and he looked at the books group, "Why didn't you tell me earlier!" ”

"You and her..."Books glanced at Zhang Peng, and finally didn't continue, just said weakly, "I'm afraid that speaking out will affect your game." ”

"Race?" Zhang Peng felt that his chest was empty, he smiled bitterly, and immediately turned around and ran towards the road.

When he turned around and ran two steps, Zhang Peng heard Ai Jing calling his name again, Zhang Peng turned his head, and saw Ai Jing looking at him and said, "Zhang Peng, bring her back." ”

***

In the surprised eyes of many people, Zhang Peng looked for Guo Xixi in the waiting hall of the airport like a madman.

He looked for it many times, and then went directly to the broadcast studio, but when "Guo Xixi, if you are still there, I will wait for you in front of the No. 5 departure hall", after such a voice sounded in the waiting hall many times, Zhang Peng, who was standing in front of the No. 5 departure hall, still did not see Guo Xixi.

Twice he seemed to see Guo Xixian walking towards him, but when he ran quickly, he realized that he had seen the wrong person.

It's like when you're waiting for a bus, you always feel like she's standing under the billboard on the other side, but when a car drives by, you find that she's gone.

Thinking of the time when he used to be with Guo Xixiao, thinking of the nights when many heads met and playing interstellar together, thinking of the cup with a toothbrush inserted next to Guo Xixiao's mouthwash, and thinking of Guo Xixian helping him wipe the saliva off his clothes in the corridor of the teaching building, Zhang Peng felt that his legs were weak.

People came and went strangely and watched him sit on the ground on the side of the departure hall.

He took out his mobile phone and pressed it for a long time before finally pressing Wu Yingda's phone, "Do you also know that the obscene cheats book was made by Guo Xixi?" ”

"Yes."

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Didn't I want to tell you two nights ago, you said that Ai Jing had already told you."

It turned out that what he wanted to tell himself was not that Guo Xixian was waiting for him to make a statement, but that he wanted to tell himself that the obscene cheats book was made by Guo Xixi.

"How did she know those tricks?" Zhang Peng's eyes were blurry, and when he asked this sentence, he himself felt that his voice had become as if it had come from the clouds, distant and empty without a trace of strength.

"Zhang Peng, what's wrong with you?" Wu Yingda explained strangely: "Those are all things that Fang Xiang taught me, I made notes, Guo carefully took my notes..."

"Then why is that notebook already yellowing and moldy?"

"It's a notebook that Guo Xixian pressed under the bed board in their dormitory, it may be that the previous boundary stayed in their dormitory, and it has been pressed under the bed board for several years, can it not turn yellow and moldy?"

“……”

The mobile phone slipped silently from Zhang Peng's hand, and jumped twice on the smooth mirror-like beige floor, but it was not broken, and Wu Yingda's voice was a little nervous inside, "Zhang Peng, what's wrong?" ”

Zhang Peng picked up his mobile phone and said, nothing, I heard what Ai Jing said today, just ask casually. After saying this, Zhang Peng wanted to press the phone. But when Wu Yingda said oh and hung up the phone, Zhang Peng couldn't press the hang up button.

***

"I can't do it without you..."

"Hedong Lion's Roar"

"Practicing a Flower Alone"

"Labyrinth"

"Overboard"

"Misalignment"

“…”

The names and meanings of each style that had been memorized on the "obscene cheats" slowly slipped through Zhang Peng's mind.

"I can't do it without you... If you don't go to the ends of the earth, just be by my side..."

"The lion roars in Hedong... It's also a story about an ordinary woman who fights for love..."

"The lyrics of the labyrinth... I didn't dare to let go of my head, and I still couldn't find an exit from it... I'm standing at the entrance to heaven, and you suddenly let go, and I've heard that this path is hard to follow, and there is no turning back..."

"Over-the-top lyrics... Since love is hard to distinguish between right and wrong, don't run away and face it bravely..."

……

When this formula on the obscene cheats slid through Zhang Peng's mind, when the last formula of the obscene cheats, "There is a love called letting go", slid through Zhang Peng's mind, Zhang Peng finally couldn't help but tighten his hair, and scolded himself in his heart in pain, "Zhang Peng, you are really confused!" ”

***

At this time, Zhang Peng finally understood that he was wrong.

Zhang Peng finally knew that he couldn't make a choice, not because he didn't have enough time, but because he didn't really face the choice.

However, now that I understand, is it too late?

"Could she have returned to CUHK already?"

In the blur, Zhang Peng, who had been in the airport lobby until one o'clock in the afternoon, persuaded himself to take a taxi back to CUHK.

On the way to the gymnasium, Zhang Peng kept telling himself that Guo Xixian would not go like this, and she would definitely come back to play this Yuelu Cup.

But after running into the gymnasium, he only heard the deafening cheers that sounded because of his arrival, he only saw that Wu Yingda was already playing on the field, and he heard Ah Bai ask him: "Zhang Peng, are you done with the game?" What about Guo Xixi? Why didn't she come back with you? ”

What about Guo Xixi?

Zhang Peng didn't know how he answered Ah Bai, and he didn't know how Wu Yingda defeated his opponent and helped the material department win the Yuelu Cup.

When the hustle and bustle passed, and the stands were all dispersed, Wu Yingda asked Ah Bai and them to leave first, and when he patted Zhang Peng's shoulder for the second time and asked what was going on, Zhang Peng slowly believed that this was true, and only then did he believe that Guo Xixian was really not here.

He continued to stand in a daze, did not answer Wu Yingda's words, and looked at the white mouse that Guo Xixian had given him all the time in his hand.

Suddenly, when he flipped the mouse, he suddenly found a line of small, graceful handwriting that he had never noticed: "Big pig head, big pig head, big pig head".

Memory is an uncontrollable thing, Zhang Peng seems to see Guo Xixian constantly changing channels on the sofa to watch TV, and seems to see Guo Xixian with hazy eyes, getting up from the quilt, muttering to brush his teeth and wash his face.

What was her mood when she wrote these lines?

Zhang Peng thought of the sleeve that he had secretly stuffed into Guo's thin bag.

Thinking of these, Zhang Peng felt that his heart was empty, and only at this time did he understand how deep his heart was, and he understood how important Guo was to himself.

At this time, I don't know who walked in front of the gymnasium, and in the mp4 without headphones, there was a faint message that Karen Mok didn't love me... He doesn't love me, he's too cold when he's holding hands, he's not close enough when he's hugging... When you speak, you don't take it seriously, and when you are silent, you are too attentive... I saw his heart, and it was all about him and hers... I also like Mi Wei, and Mi Wei is also a good girl, but she is not Guo Xixi.

At this moment, Zhang Peng's tears finally slipped from his face wantonly, and he shouted in tears at the empty stands, as if there was no one next to Zhang Peng, "I am the big pig's head, I am the big pig's head, I am the big pig's head!" ”

"Huh?"

At this time, a voice that made Zhang Peng suddenly freeze sounded at the door of the gymnasium, "What are you doing here?" ”

***

Zhang Peng froze for two seconds, then immediately turned around and rushed towards the door.

Guo Xixian was still looking at Zhang Peng in surprise, and before she could react, she was hugged by Zhang Peng all of a sudden.

Zhang Peng hugged so hard that Guo Xixi seemed to be able to hear her bones rattling, and she was almost out of breath, but she only felt a burst of happy dizziness, and in this burst of dizziness, Guo Xixi just spit out three words dreamily: "What are you doing?" ”