Wronged, I became very homesick, and I missed my father and mother very much. My cousin was hell-bent on getting me to school. So she insisted on sending me home.

When we got off the bus, it was getting late. When I was about to get home, I saw from a distance that there seemed to be a lot of people in the house. Thinking something was wrong, he ran home as fast as he could.

Many people in my family were eating, and I saw piles of building materials not far from my house. They weigh me down!

"Why are you back?" My mother, who was picking up building materials outside, was surprised to see me.

"Oh. Qian is also here. Haven't eaten yet, eat quickly, eat quickly. "My mom greeted my cousin.

I saw my father come out of the dining table in the house, greet my cousin, look at me, and go in again without saying a word.

At that moment, I felt that that home could no longer give me the warmth I wanted. began to hate the father who he had loved innocently for nineteen years......

I didn't eat, I went back to my room, feeling the loneliness of being at home. I felt that the majestic mountain was falling, and the splendid world was collapsing......

The next morning, I heard my sister-in-law say loudly, "Alas, now the little girl goes out to work more." Some people can still make a lot of money. How can there be so many bad guys? Work honestly, and nothing will happen......"

"You girl, give me attention when you speak! Don't talk about it ugly, she's your sister! ”

"It's what my sister is going to talk about, do you think she takes us seriously, did she call me sister-in-law when she came back?"

"She didn't call you! It's up to you to find something! ”

"Okay, you think I'm too busy, then I'll go!"

My mom and sister-in-law quarreled, and my brother grabbed my sister-in-law who was going to leave in an emotional way.

"Okay, let's not talk about it!" My dad grabbed my mom......

"I'm going to school."

"Don't go anywhere, stay at home for me. It's too busy to build a house now. You can't give your mom a hand! "My father reprimanded me very harshly.

"It's just that I've been busy with this. You can find a job near your home and talk about it in two years. ”

"Sister, you see that you are so good-looking, you must be able to talk about the happiness of a good mother-in-law." My sister-in-law came to comfort me with an unusually calm mood.

"You can go if you want, I'm busy."

After sending my cousin to the bus, it was already noon, and I walked straight to school without eating. The flaming honor roll was still posted at the school gate, and I walked slowly through the campus where I had struggled. The younger students hurriedly walked past me with longing.

At first, I really wanted to be with Xiaohong day and night for three years. So she went to the top of the hill where she held flowers. The hilltop trees are still so green, but there is no such thing as the beautiful four-leaf clover; There is no flickering music, no happy laughter; Only the silent tears of the year were left. Later, I went to Shi He, where we said goodbye. It is supposed that the reservoir has opened the gates, the water level has risen a lot, and the river is deep and calm.

Sit on the edge of the river with your feet submerged in the undercurrent.

The thought of jumping rushed to his head in bursts.

Jumping down, there is not so much unwillingness; There are not so many grievances; Not so careful; There will be no more hatred for his own father......

Jumping down, the father will be blamed; The mother will quarrel with her sister-in-law for the rest of her life; My brother's happy event will turn into a funeral......

If I'm not afraid to die, why should I be afraid to live......

I don't know how long I've been thinking about it like this. Suddenly, someone grabbed me tightly from behind and dragged me back.

When I turned my head, it turned out to be Liu Yang! In the dim light, he gasped for breath from exhaustion.

"Why are you here?"

"Your dad called me. I searched several times, the places that Zhang Xiaohong said on the phone. It's good that I came to see you this time. "When he saw that I was calm, he let me go.

"My dad told me about you on the phone. Don't blame him. ”

"I don't blame him? I didn't blame him before, but why did he treat me like that! I felt so sorry for him that I gave up my university without saying a word and went out to work. But what about him, he helped my brother build a house and protected his sister-in-law to murder me! He can not let me go to school, but why did he even confiscate his previous love! ”

Liu Yang gently put my head on his shoulder. I felt it: my brother's protection, my father's favor. I hugged him tightly, took off my pretense of strength, and cried.

"I'm going to have to let you go to school!" His voice was small, but he was very determined.

I stopped crying, collected my mood, and comforted him in turn.

"I've already decided that I'm not going to do it myself! I'm sad just because I feel that my father is so partial! College isn't the only thing that's beautiful. You don't have to worry about me! I believe that if I don't go to college, I will have a good life! ”。

The cost of college is astronomical for us kids, and I'm scared that he'll do something he shouldn't do! I can't go to college anymore, but I can't hurt him anymore!

Seeing that he bowed his head and did not speak. I tilted my head to look at his face: "I'm in a good mood now." I'm so hungry! Accompany me to dinner. ”

"Hmm!" He looked at me and smiled.