During the Spring Festival of 2005, I had a very cute little niece. I named her: Xia Xuan. Because Xuan is the grass of forgetting worries in everyone's hearts. I hope she's happy. There is no sorrow.

On the day of the full moon wine for my little niece, Xiaohong happened to come to my house to play with me.

When the banquet was about to start at noon, all the relatives came, but Liu Yang's family did not come. My mother hurriedly ran over to ask, I was talking to Xiaohong.

"Xue, you call Yangyang. Ask them if they're coming. ”

"I don't ask, I ask you."

"You kid, people ask me where my in-laws are?"

"I don't really ask!"

While he was talking, Liu Yang's car drove over. Only Liu Yang and his father got out of the car.

My mom hurried over to greet him again.

"Alas, my brother is here, Yangyang and my brother and sister are not here?"

"I'm sorry, they all have something to do, and they can't make it in time."

Liu Yang's father looked at me.

"Uncle." I shouted, and hid back in my room in the old house.

Xiaohong followed.

"Well, what's going on? Why is Liu Yang's father here too? Also in-laws! ”

I looked at Xiaohong, whom I hadn't seen for half a year, and wanted to tell her the whole thing. So he took her to the top of the hill behind the house.

We sat on the top of the hill and looked at the temple in the same way. In winter, the temple looks a little bleak in the gray light.

Hearing me tell me the whole thing, Xiaohong burst into tears.

"What, you're exaggerating."

"You are so happy to meet such a good Liu Yang."

"You're also very happy, Gurry who loves you so much."

She smiled coldly with tears in her eyes.

"Gurry, we broke up."

"What? No, you've been talking for three years. How could it be divided? ”

"After only two months of college, he called and said they were breaking up. I went to his school, and he talked about girlfriends again! ”

"How is Gurry such a person!" I was so angry! Angry and wanted to become a superwoman, she flew over and beat Gurry hard.

Xiaohong hugged me and cried even more sadly.

"The night the college entrance examination ended, I gave myself to him. I thought he would always love and we got married! But now that he's had enough, he's saying we're not fit at all! Said that he liked gentle, ladylike girls. But what did he tell me in the first place! ”

"How can this be ......"

"I tell you, no matter how much you love someone, you can't give yourself to him!"

On the top of the mountain that day, Xiaohong cried for a long time and said a lot.

Later, after calming down, she asked me:

"You are all married, so why didn't Liu Yang come to see you?"

"Didn't his dad say he had something?"

"What could he do more than look at you."

"I don't know."

I didn't care if he came to see me or not, so I didn't care all the time.

"Honestly, do you love Liu Yang?"

"I didn't love before, but now I try to love."

"Who did you love before?"

I was silent, trying to say his name several times. But I can't say it, I just can't say anything.

"If you don't tell, I can guess who it is. It's Yang An who sent you spring flowers, right? ”

Hearing Xiaohong say his name, my face burned. I lowered my head and pressed my face to my knees.

"Can you really forget him?"

"I can! We didn't have anything, and we didn't say it a few times, and besides, he always liked Wang Feifei. I never thought about anything. ”

"But what if, what if he doesn't like Wang Feifei?"

"My family is married to Liu Yang's family, and I won't have any other ideas."

"He doesn't like Fifi. The last time I saw Fei Fei, I only found out when I talked about her and Yang An. That day, Yang An at the top of the mountain called her out and just said: He wants to study hard and doesn't think about other things, so he took her hand for a while and was sorry. Fei Fei thought that Yang An liked her, but she didn't want to delay her studies. After the college entrance examination, she found Yang An, and Yang An told her: He already has someone else in his heart. Maybe Yang An likes you too. ”

"It doesn't matter to me who he likes. I just want to go to college now, marry myself to Liu Yang after graduation, and live this life. ”

I said it naturally and easily. But Xiaohong's sentence: "Maybe Yang An likes you too." "It's always stuck in my mind. Does he really like me too?

Xiaohong told me again in a serious voice.

"Before the wedding day, you must not give yourself to others."