Chapter 30: The loss of Liu Yang
Some time ago, the company began to do a batch of imported projects. So this period will always be busy from work to work, from the company to the customs back and forth.
I dragged my tired body back to where I was staying. I didn't want to eat dinner, so I washed up and lay down.
Liu Yang hasn't called me for a long time, and now I call him every time. He always says things like "it's okay". So, I gambled and didn't call him. Holding the phone, he fell asleep disappointed and angry.
In the middle of the night, the phone in my hand rang. When I opened my eyes in a daze, I saw that it was Liu Yang calling. My heart blossomed, and I thought I couldn't help but miss me!
After connecting, only his drunken voice could be heard from there. Spoke staccato and slurred words.
"We broke up! I don't want ~ to marry you! ”
I heard every word very clearly, as if engraved in my heart! This is the call that I am waiting for with joy.
The suspicions of these days are vividly and clearly portrayed by him word by word!
"Liu Yang~ You bastard!" After scolding, I cried to death. Tears welled up like a flood. It's getting more and more turbulent. My heart was biting like something crazy. Bloody, nowhere to be bruised.
Alone in a room, in a city, in a world, no matter how loud I cried, no one heard, no one comforted, no one cast a sympathetic look......
Unexpectedly, my first scolding sentence was left here to tell you. The man who loved me so innocently and so deeply. That is the person I fell in love with with a long time.
Why? It's all why! Why! My life is so miserable!
Why do you cry to me when I just feel happy?
Why do you all hate me? Will not love me! It will mix my feelings with a lot of impurities! I'm so bad! So unworthy of love! Can it be betrayed so easily, can it be discarded?
I thought about it all night, and I was not willing to be separated from the sky like this.
As soon as dawn came, I went to Nanjing for the second time.
I finally found his company just in time for him to get off work. Standing at the exit of the building, watching the crowd walk out one by one.
I saw him, he lost weight, lost a lot of weight. Keep your head down and approach slowly. When I saw him, I felt that yesterday's phone call was like a dream, so unreal. I went up and grabbed him.
He looked up at me. The expression was shocked. There was a gleam in his eyes. Then he turned his face away from me coldly. Take care of yourself and move forward. I grabbed his arm and followed him closely. I'm afraid he'll leave me behind.
He walked to a small park and sat down. I sat down with him in my arms.
When he didn't speak, I cheekily pleaded with him.
"I want to come to Nanjing, I'm too lonely in Hangzhou alone. I'm not going to leave this time, okay? ”
Only then did I realize that I was really useless, and I burst into tears when I started to speak. I hugged his neck tightly and lay on his shoulder and cried out loud.
Yes, I didn't dare to speak out, for fear that he would think I was like a helpless shrew, and that he would hate me like that. I hugged him with all my strength and decided never to let go in this life!
He pushed me away very hard and slowly, and walked away without looking back.
He left me like that. I was left alone to cry bitterly.
Feeling his indifference, looking at the back of the resolute departure. I couldn't take it anymore and cried loudly......
cried heartbreakingly: "Liu Yang~ Why are you doing this to me!" ”
Don't lose it, never know how precious it is!
For Liu Yang who left, I was so deeply heartbroken, so reluctant, and so unwilling......
I can't remember how long I cried like that. It's like crying and drying up all the water in your body. I rushed back to Hangzhou overnight, went to the West Lake overnight, and went to the hotel where he hugged me......
I began to hate myself for why I didn't fall in love with him earlier, so that at least, I could feel happy for a little longer!