Yang An took my hand with one hand and held my waist with the other, and forcefully separated me from the little sapling.

"I'll take you to the place where you and Liu Yang held hands for the first time. Let you reminisce and reminisce. ”

"I just broke my foot. It's you and Wang Feifei holding hands. I corrected him.

Yang An stopped and asked me in a low voice, "Are you jealous?" Did you like me back then? ”

"Yang An, put it down." Now I only have hatred for Yang An. I don't want to admit that I once loved him.

"Let it go, we can't go back to the beginning. I ......" Yang An let go of me and walked down the mountain with his head down.

Yes, we can't go back. Even if I leave Yang An today, can I still go back to the innocent happiness of the past with Liu Yang? Sometimes we're like that, knowing it's wrong, and continuing with it. No apologies, no repentance. At least I can't, the pure love in my heart is gone, and I pretend to hate, hate the person who ruthlessly abused me and hurt me......

Later, we went to the provincial capital, and he took me to the hotel to stay, without the slightest intention of going back to Beijing.

"Why don't we go back to Beijing?" Seeing him book a room at the front desk, I asked him anxiously. Because I don't want to be alone with him anymore. He ignored me, looked at the front desk clerk, and only cared about booking a room.

"Sir, how many rooms do you need?"

"Two."

As soon as I heard that it was two, I didn't say anything more. followed Yang An upstairs. When I walked to the room, I reached for his key card. He had a cold face and didn't give it to me. He opened the door himself and gently placed the file bag and computer on the table. Hang up your coat and go to the bathroom to wash up.

"You give me the key card." I ran after him and saw that he had taken off his shirt. The scars on his back have already formed scars, and some places have begun to fall off, revealing a pale complexion. As if he hadn't heard at all, he undressed. I quickly turned around and waited outside the door of my room. After waiting for about half an hour, I was getting ready to find a small hotel to sleep in for the night. His door opened, his slightly wet and half-dry hair, soft and loose, plain pajamas, and he no longer looked so cold and annoying. He didn't look at me, he just took the key card and opened the other room as well. He didn't go in, just stood outside the door. I walked into the room and reached out for his key card, and he looked at me coldly, and he also came into the room and locked the door.

I imagined that something might happen, so I sat timidly on the couch in front of the window. Outside the window, people came and went, and the cars at the intersection went and stopped. Thinking about why I wanted to go to college so much in the first place, is it because I went to college for today's life?

Yang An sat down with me and whispered, "Still angry? You see, I've been arrested by you and don't dare to go back to Beijing. As he said that, he unbuttoned his pajamas and brought his back close to my eyes, and I turned my face away.

He turned around and put his hand on my face and forced me to look at him. I saw his dressing gown undone, and closed his eyes tightly. He kissed him without thinking. His kiss was gentle, but I was disgusted. I pushed him away and got up to dodge. He picked me up from behind and threw me on the bed. Then I forcibly took off my coat and pulled up the quilt to cover it.

"Lie down! Sleep with me for a while. He took me into his arms and commanded coldly. Then he whispered softly, "Tie my clothes." ”

I closed my eyes and fumbled to fasten his dressing gown, nervously sleepless in his arms. Leaning on top of him, I felt his breathing soften. When he looked up, he was already asleep. But the hand was still firmly on my shoulder. He suddenly turned sideways and hugged me tightly, with his head on my shoulder. He just fell asleep like that.

The sun outside the window is bleakly shining, and my current life is like the gray of this deep winter, wasted in this sunshine, without brilliance. Liu Yang, what is your life like now? Hurry up and succeed! I'm afraid I'll not survive and I'll back down......

It is said that love is not possession. But I want to be like Yang An more and more. didn't care about everything, just lay by Liu Yang's side.