Chapter Forty-Eight: Try to Fall in Love with Me

Faced with this man with a strong desire for forgetfulness that I was powerless to resist, I was ready to try to outwit. Take a deep breath first and force yourself to calm down. Then slowly walked up to him, carefully stretched out her arms around him and gently hugged him, and gently pressed her face against his chest. Pretending to be pitiful, she whispered to him.

"I'm in so much pain. Please, let me go. ”

"Remember to do this to me in the future." With a vague smile, he lifted my face. Kiss me gently on the forehead. I quickly let go of him, but he took me by the hand and put it on his shoulder. Wrap your arms around my waist and gently shake me. I was shaken by his swaying and began to trance. He started chatting with me for the first time.

"It's almost the New Year, don't come to work with me. I stayed here until after the Spring Festival, and then went to look for another job. If you're bored, let Mei go out for a walk with you. But don't go too far, I'm here to see you. ”

"Hmm." I think of Zhang Shanshan's story and understand his intentions.

"Don't go home for the New Year, I may not have time to accompany you."

"I can go back myself."

"No, I can't. I'm not at ease. When he said this, his tone was cold and stiff.

"Hmm."

"Don't always um. Tell me, are you bitter with me? ”

"Hmm~"

"It's not bitter to fall in love with me."

"Why don't you try to fall in love with her? You won't be bitter if you fall in love with her. ”

"How do you know I haven't tried, I've tried hard. But I still can't forget the girl in my heart, she is so innocent, lovely, and lovable. As soon as I close my eyes, I dream of her, of her standing next to me. I couldn't hug her. I've also tried working like crazy and looking for a woman who looks like her. But none of them were her. But you haven't tried, have you tried to forget the past? Have you ever tried to fall in love with me? Can you give it a try? As long as you want, we will get married and have children for the rest of our lives. Yang An put his head in front of my forehead and sighed softly.

I can't help but be ashamed of myself. I tried! I betrayed my initial love so easily and fell in love with someone else. How slight and unassailable my love is in the presence of his love!

I'm sorry, Yang An. I forgot about you so quickly and fell in love with someone else.

I told myself again: I must not try again this time, and I must not change again. Be sure to be a dedicated woman.

In fact, there is no injustice in the world, only an injustice heart. I brought him the company of a selfish desire, and it was not love, but harm. I shouldn't be resentful, hateful. You should learn to have a quiet heart and be indifferent to everything.

"Yang An, let go of resentment, we are just hurting each other like this. I'm so tired, I'm leaving. I no longer want to think about who for whom and whom. I just want to live simply. ”

Yang An let go of me, turned around and walked to the window. Secretly looked into the distance. After a long time, he closed his eyelids slightly and said indifferently: "It seems that you know that Liu Yang is going to resign." Are you in such a hurry to leave me? ”

He jerked over to me and shoved me. His eyes were blood-red, and he roared bloodlessly, "You go, now!" Never come back. Right now! ”

I was stunned for a moment, but when I realized it, I picked up the bag on the dresser. I ran downstairs, out of the two-story building, out of the yard where the bonsai was still being decorated......

Stepping on the flat concrete floor under his feet, the rows of trees beside him were frozen. My steps are brisk, as if I am stepping on colorful auspicious clouds. I'm free! I can go home, I can go to work, and I can sleep until I wake up naturally!