Chapter 51: "Inability to Bear Seeds"
I never saw him smoke, I never saw him drunk, which shows that he is a very self-disciplined person. At this time, in front of a woman, she cried bitterly. My heart was tormented by his affection and pain. In the face of such a him, I was no longer able to resist in my heart. Let my nerves feel all his tenderness this time, and listen carefully to the whispers he repeated over and over again in my ear.
"You're my painkiller. Please don't leave me, don't leave me......"
One end of the new quilt is full of lilac lavender; The air was filled with the delicate fragrance of his hair; The fragments of the ground shone faintly in mutilation; The crystal chandelier on the roof is constantly changing colors and dancing.
I closed my eyes slightly, and I felt that what he had done to me was not so painful. It turns out that what has always made me miserable is the injustice of the heart. Now I find that another heart is more painful than mine, and I am comforted.
I'm sorry, Yang An. I can't keep selling myself like this to comfort you, I want to be selfish and live for myself. We all need to learn to heal ourselves.
"Ah~" I couldn't help but scream.
"It hurts! Foot! It's holding my foot down! "I was in so much pain that I was drenching beads of sweat.
The pain in my heart made me angry, and I pushed away the weak body.
"Next time~ don't scream! I can't stand it anymore. Yang An, who was panting deeply, slowly got up while complaining, and turned to kiss my ankle lightly.
A numbness instantly spread throughout his body, and the other script could kick him away with all his might.
He lay on his side, no pain on his face. He said coldly: "It's very good today." Remember to give a response next time. ”
Next time! I instantly felt like I had fallen for his tricks. He's a greedy love master. The tears just now may have been shed for many women. Grasping the quilt on his body, he regretted his stupidity.
"Don't hold on so tightly. It's time to change the quilt again. You're ...... too. I'll wash it for you. ”
Fix your eyes on the quilt and see the red blood spots. When I looked down again, I had ...... on my hands and body Immediately he felt nauseous again.
"Gwoe~" I covered my mouth tightly, but still poured out.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back." Looking at the dirty floor, he quickly apologized in shame.
Yang An patted me on the back and hugged me tightly into his arms. Kissed my hair hard.
"It's okay, I'll wipe it." His tone suddenly became extremely gentle.
"Yang An, will we get pregnant like this?!" I jerked him away, grabbed his arm, and asked him very worriedly.
Yang An was stunned at first when I asked this. And then very affirmatively, but again he said, "No!" I~ can't have children...... Besides, we're only twice. ”
When I heard the news, I began to sympathize with him and his poor wife. At the same time, I'm glad I don't have to deal with the terrible problem of pregnancy.
"Can't have children? That~ Does your wife know? I asked weakly as I looked into his lowered eyes.
"How can you tell anyone such a thing! If you don't worry, I'll go to the pharmacy and buy something to test. His face immediately became unhappy, and his tone became cold. With that, he quickly got up and got dressed, and went downstairs.
Listening to the sound of him starting the car, I had mixed feelings. If he didn't have it, it wouldn't prove his infertility. If I had, wouldn't my life be ruined? In the end, I prayed selfishly: don't have, don't have......