Chapter 70: Ending the Suffering
The ground of the small courtyard is slightly dusty. Bonsai are also listless, leaving people to be there. This yard that is bent on escaping has to walk into it step by step today.
Hearing me shouting, Xiaomei quickly rushed out.
When she saw me, her face was gloomy, revealing a look of displeasure. Reluctantly, he lowered his head and opened the courtyard door, then turned and went into the house.
She must have been disappointed in me, thinking that I was born a bad woman who was willing to fall into it. But she made me think she was a good girl to rely on. I still feel warm in my heart, maybe she is a friend who can discuss this matter.
I lowered my head in embarrassment and walked slowly upstairs. Pushing open the door of the bedroom, the air was filled with Yang An's faint breath, guessing that he still lived here. Bright sunlight shining and spotless dressing table. The half glass of water on the bedside table shone clearly.
I thought about turning on the computer and taking a look at everyone's situation in the last ten days. But the computer is very slow to turn on, so I go to take a shower first and then look at it.
"Yes, she's back again, just arrived...... Good! When I walked to the top of the stairs, I heard Xiaomei whispering on the phone. She should be calling Yang An. That's fine, I really don't want to call him.
After washing and returning to the bedroom, I found that my QQ was busy flashing one avatar after another, one message after another and verification messages over and over again.
The first one to click on was Yang An's. He sent a message that he felt he couldn't finish reading. Every text is full of thoughts and expectations for me to return to Beijing. I turned it off casually and didn't look closely.
The one that clicked on it again was Xiaohong's. She told me that after I left the hotel that day, she told Liu Yang the whole thing. When they saw that I couldn't get through on the phone, they went around the station to look for me. Seeing that my phone couldn't get through, they went to my house together the next day. However, the neighbors told them that I had gone to Guizhou, and my mother had taken Xuanxuan to my uncle's house.
Finally, Liu Yang sent a verification message over and over again. The short words express the strong love; He was full of apologies; The pain is a last resort; repeatedly emphasized that he must go to Nanjing......
At this time, I no longer have the courage to read Liu Yang's news. directly turned off the computer, lay on Yang An's bed, and cried bitterly!
How can I get to Nanjing?
How do I talk to Liu Yang? Say I'm pregnant with Yang An's child? Say we don't want him? So we want him to be raised together? I know that whether I want it or not, the little life that lives in my body now will change my life. This time, I'm afraid I really won't be able to go back to Liu Yang!
Perhaps, I should have believed him. I believe that he has always been deeply affected by me, and that he will accept me no matter what I become? But, just maybe......
This is fate, and finally when he broke up his faith, I was in a panic.
Tired of crying, I lay numbly. Thinking about such a life, let's take one step at a time.
After calming down, I felt a dull pain in my lower abdomen. It may be crying when the uterus contracts. I want to go to the artificial lake for a walk and dissipate my mood.
As soon as I walked to the staircase, I heard Xiaomei say nervously: "She is sleeping upstairs......"
Guess it was Yang An who came back and slowly descended the stairs. As soon as I turned the corner, I saw a woman with hatred on her face and rushed up like crazy. When I saw her, I instinctively ran back to the bedroom and hid! I've been begging Yang An to come back and save me in my heart! Save me......
"You!" With her resentful snort. I sank on my back and was torn down the stairs.
"Boom~!"
The whole head thumped, and he fell into a dazed darkness.