Yesterday: I accompanied the matter to Neihu Third General Hospital to see a doctor, and after reading it, my colleague said that he would take me to the hospital. I said what is there to visit in the hospital? It turned out that the basement of the hospital has a shopping street, food, a bookstore, etc. It's been very hot and humid in the daytime lately, and it's good to live in the city only by learning to get used to it.

Today: Sleep less and get up early, rain comes and goes, coffee is icy, the company's air conditioner is cold, worried, abdominal distension and pain.

Ah Mei said that my gray hair had increased a lot, and I said that I was under pressure, and she said that she hadn't slept at all! After cutting it, go buy medicine and eat it.

Late at night to see message conversations. Those relatives were saying bad things about me, so I quit the family group.

Talking to the fourth sister, she kept crying. I don't know why I keep crying, I keep crying, and I still am, I can't stop crying.

The fourth sister's crying should be due to the fact that I have been alone since I was a child, not to mention the pain, not to mention the illness, and always alone. I guess, not clear.

I seem to be crying in pain, my heart is hurting, and I feel that this society is so greedy and hypocritical, from the highest to you and me.

Tired, there is a kind of thinking that it is better to sleep and not get up, I don't want to pay attention. I want to sleep dead and wake up to face your ugly faces or their ugly faces. (To be continued......) R1292