Chapter 201: Love or Hate?
"What's the use of what you say now, it's spread all over the academy, maybe it's all reaching my grandfather's ears now." Lena said angrily.
Long Yi pursed his lips and snorted coldly: "I have to blame for myself, this is retribution." ”
"You ......" Lina turned around and walked a few steps hatefully, looking into the distance in a daze, is she a person who doesn't talk much? Long Yi's contemptuous eyes and Xi Rang's hateless words made her feel very uncomfortable, but could it be true that she really wanted her to be his maid for a month?
Lina struggled in her heart, and for some reason, she felt like a pinprick in her heart when she saw Ryuichi's contemptuous look, or she didn't want to be such an image in Ryuichi's heart.
Just as Lina was hesitating there, Long Yi sat down on the grass, and Simon Wuxian and Long Ling'er leaned on his side left and right.
"Little sister, Ling'er, you may not have been back for a long time, are you homesick?" Long Yi remembered Xiao Yi's words and couldn't help asking.
"Think, I'm a little homesick, are we going back?" Long Ling'er hugged Long Yi's arm and asked, It's been a year since he left Tenglong City, and he said that he didn't want it to be a lie.
"Yes, second brother, are you planning to go back?" Simon held Ryuichi's other hand without hatred, and his soft chest was attached to it without hesitation.
Long Yi didn't say anything, he did have a peculiar sense of belonging to the Ximen family in his heart, but did he really want to go back? Now he is fully integrated into this world, where the Simon family is his home, and the Dragon Empire is his country. If Simon is called in anger, will he go back? Long Yi remembered Ximen's angry and kind eyes and Dongfang Wan's reluctant tears when he was leaving, and sighed softly.
"I don't know, let's see. Maybe as soon as he goes back, he will be drowned by the saliva of millions of people in Tenglong City. Ryuichi laughed self-deprecatingly.
Long Ling'er was shocked, and looked at Long Yi's knife-like silhouette complicatedly, the bright star eyes and the bad smile on the corner of his mouth, which made people unconsciously attracted to him, is this Long Yi still the Ximen Yu who didn't learn and didn't do anything evil to bully men and women before?
Long Yi turned his head slightly as if he felt something, just in time to see Long Ling'er's panicked and dodging eyes, he asked softly, "Ling'er, do you still hate me?" ”
Long Ling'er was silent, but the hands that hugged Long Yi's arm tightened hard. It seems to be scared and hesitant.
"Second brother, do you still need to ask? Ling'er is so happy now, how can she look like she hates you? "Simon has no hatred on the surface is confirmation. In fact, it was reminding Long Ling'er.
Long Ling'er was stunned after listening to Ximen's hateless words, yes, staying by Long Yidi's side, she was really happy, and she was as happy as ever. It's just that this happiness is not an illusion, is it forced to pretend to be in order to paralyze Ryuichi as he originally thought? Long Ling'er was also confused. She can't see her heart clearly, the hatred that penetrates into the bone marrow at the beginning blinded her, true and false, right and wrong, she can't tell the difference, if she doesn't mention it, maybe she will live happily all the time, but once she mentions this problem, she is like being poured a basin of cold water on her heart, and she awakens her former painful self vividly.
Long Ling'er raised her head. Qiang laughed to himself: "What did you just say, I didn't hear it, ah yes, last night Ximen had no hatred for me Ling Feng is a girl, what about her?" ”
Long Yi watched Long Ling'er let go of his arm, and there was a burst of anger in his heart for no reason, he took a deep breath and couldn't suppress the rising anger, and replied, "She has something, so she left." ”
"Ah, let's go, second brother, why don't you say hello to us." Simon Wuxian saw Long Yi's angry eyes, and hurriedly changed the topic with his words.
"She's in a hurry, and she didn't have time for anything." Long Yi replied, and then looked at Long Ling'er's changing pretty face, and felt that he couldn't stand it anymore, so he suddenly stood up and turned his head to leave.
"Ryuichi." Long Ling'er was startled, and subconsciously pulled his sleeve.
Long Yi turned around, looked directly at Long Ling'er's somewhat panicked beautiful eyes, and said, "You answer me now, do you still hate me, is the sweet smile on your face from sincerity or pretend." ”
"I... Long Yi, you ......" Long Ling'er was a little overwhelmed, she only felt that her mind was in chaos, and the nightmarish night in the depths of her memory began to flash in front of her eyes, and her face naturally showed hatred and a trace of confusion.
Long Yi felt a pain in his heart, he had always thought that Long Ling'er was completely in love with him, and the hatred in his heart had long disappeared without a trace, but when he saw Long Ling'er's hesitation and uncertainty, as well as the hatred that had just been revealed, he was angry, because he cared about her, because he had already regarded her as his woman.
Maybe in the eyes of others, this kind of anger is unreasonable, Long Ling'er hates him, isn't he also responsible? Didn't he rape her that night? However, how can a man, especially someone like Long Yi, who is emotionally **, bear that his woman still hates him? At first, she accepted Long Ling'er purely to see what tricks she was playing, but once she had feelings, she felt a little unbearable, after all, pure feelings can't tolerate a grain of sand.
Ryuichi took a deep breath, withdrew his hand, and strode forward. Ximen looked at Long Ling'er in a daze, and hurriedly stepped forward to chase after him.
At this time, Lina came back to her senses, and when she turned around, she saw that the dragon had left in a rage, and she still didn't understand the situation, and muttered, "Why are you so angry, can't people talk about it?" ”
Simon caught up with Ryuichi without hatred, dragging his hand and squatting down, playing with his temper like a child.
"Second stinky brother, you promised me that no matter what Ling'er did, you would forgive her." Simon said as he looked at Long Yi nervously.
Long Yi sighed, patted Simon's hateless head, and said with a wry smile: "Actually, I'm not annoyed with her, I'm annoyed with myself, why is it so unattractive?" It took so long to make Long Ling'er let go of his hatred. ”
Simon stood up without hatred and said: "Second brother, I don't believe you can't see that Ling'er has already fallen in love with you, it's just that Ling'er herself can't see clearly, what happened two years ago hurt her too much, it's not all your fault, can't you be a little more tolerant?" ”
Long Yi froze, touched his nose with a wry smile, and accepted the lesson of Ximen without hatred, he said: "You go and accompany Long Ling'er, I will go alone to breathe." ”
Ximen let go of Long Yi's hand and answered, it was the first time she saw Long Yi so angry, and she looked at him worriedly and walked back. At this time, Linna was sitting next to Long Ling'er, and she didn't respond to anything, she was a little foggy, and she couldn't figure out why she had just been stunned for a while, and why the atmosphere had become like this.
"Is something happening? Ling'er, what's wrong? Linna asked with concern when she saw Simon coming over without hatred.
Simon shook his head without hatred and said, "I can't tell you for a while, let's go back." ”
Lina wanted to accompany them, but seeing Simon's hateless appearance, she didn't seem to want to let herself know, so she went back alone.
Ximen Wuxian led the pale Long Ling'er into the girls' dormitory, and at this time, Aunt Ou saw that Long Ling'er, who was still happy just now, had become like this, and couldn't help but come out and ask with concern: "What's wrong with this child?" Uncomfortable? ”
Ximen shook his head without hatred and said, "There is something wrong, but it will be fine soon, Aunt Ou don't worry." With that, she pulled Long Ling'er up.
Long Ling'er sat on the bed with her head down, and when she raised her head, she was already in tears, she hugged Ximen Wuxian and muttered: "Wuxian, what do you say is wrong with me?" Do I love him or hate him? ”
Simon patted Long Ling'er on the back comfortingly, and said, "You ask your heart, I heard that if you fall in love with someone when you don't see him, you will miss him, miss everything about him, you will be happy because of his praise, you will be jealous because there are other women around him, you will be happy because he is happy, he will be sad so you will be sad, and you will want to share everything with him." Simon said without hatred, his eyes began to blur, I heard? Listen to yourself?
Long Ling'er was stunned, everything that Simon Wuxian said seemed to be very consistent, she didn't see that Long would miss him for a while, she would be jealous because he had other women around him, she would be happy because he was happy, sad and sad, was she really in love with him? Didn't pretend to be revenge?
"Okay, don't think about it, get some sleep, when you wake up tomorrow, maybe everything will be sorted out." Ximen said without hatred, pushed Long Ling'er down on the bed, and then helped her cover the quilt.
"No hatred." Long Ling'er suddenly stopped Ximen Wuxian.
"Huh?"
"You say...... Is Ryuichi angry? Long Ling'er asked sullenly.
"Yes, he's angry with himself, why can't he charm you." Ximen said with a hateless smile, looked at Long Ling'er with a smile on his face, and walked out and closed the door.
Simon smiled without hatred, leaning against the door a little weakly, what he said just now was not heard, but already in her heart, if it was really a condition used to measure whether she fell in love with someone, then wouldn't she ......,
"Simon has no hatred, what are you thinking?" Simon beat his head hard, turned around the living room twice, and suddenly opened the door of the dormitory and walked out.