393. Chapter 393: The Logic of Thinking

readx; "I guess men like this, otherwise, how could the president like her. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info please search! The fastest updated novel" Gongsun Yuqing's intuition told her that this must be a conspiracy, and she didn't put her anger on Nangong Susu, although she didn't seduce Nangong Ningmo, and her relationship with Nangong Ningmo was not as everyone said.

For gossip, the more explanations you make, the more realistic the depictions will gradually be added to by everyone, so just let them go.

In the past few months spent by Gongsun Yuqing, all kinds of things have been experienced, she is like an old man who has gone through vicissitudes, sitting, as if things did not happen to her, light and light.

She originally thought that Guo Cailing was the mastermind of this incident, but after a long time after the incident, she realized that Guo Cailing was just a pawn of others.

Nangong Ningmo couldn't go there, so she had to think of something else. Looking for a friend to spend the night? But it's no longer possible. Fei Fei, I heard that her mother-in-law was coming from her hometown.

Desperate, she hesitated in front of the bus stop sign, and the bustling crowd rushed to one bus after another.

Gongsun Yuqing was touching a coin in her hand, it was cool, she suddenly found that she was not completely numb, at least, at this moment, she could feel that the coin was cold, and that was enough.

Aimlessly, her eyes are dull, her eyes don't turn, there must be a place to go, just keep walking, there is a road ahead, there is always a way to go, she just needs to walk forward.

As for where to go, and what is the destination? She didn't know either.

She suddenly missed her mother very much, although, the memory is vague.

Her spirit began to be in a trance, her ** was also in a trance, she seemed to be hollowed out.

She had no appetite, she had saved her dinner, and now her stomach began to growl, but it did not wake her from her numbness.

She staggered and ran, along the asphalt road, cars speeding past her, the cool breeze whipped dust towards her, and she walked all the way with her eyes slightly closed.

I don't know how long it took to run, in short, the whole person was lying on the ground in collapse, she wanted to sleep like this, she really missed her mother.

As if in a dream, her memories began.

I was still ignorant that year, but I remember someone told her that her mother had an accident at home and asked her to go back from kindergarten, she didn't know what was going on, and she didn't think it should be a good thing to pick up her aunt.

When I got home, my mother was gone. Her body was covered with a white cloth, and the aunt said, "Child, mother." Mom is leaving, going to a far away place. She went to find her father. When you grow up, you must not forget what your mother looks like. ”

The funeral was done by the aunt and uncle Zhang Luo, although the matter was very hasty, but the mother finally left decently, the funeral clothes were bought for her by the aunt, and several adults gave her a difficult change of clothes, as well as a golden necklace, which was not enjoyed by her mother before her death.

On the day of the funeral, according to local custom, I had to tie a rope to my body, and then tie the other end of the rope to a stone mill.

There is a saying that I don't know if it's superstition, if the parents die, the child has not grown up, and can not participate in the funeral ceremony, although I am my mother's closest relative.

If it is not tied to the stone mill, the mother's soul will call the child away, and even if it does not die, it will be weak and sick in the future.

I didn't know the intention at the time, but I was not allowed to leave the stone grinding half a step by an uncle of my own family, and in order to prevent me from crying, he bought me my favorite sugar gourd when I was a child, so I was not much sad on my mother's death day, and I rarely enjoyed this kind of treatment in ordinary times. Sugar gourds can only be tasted by me during the Chinese New Year.

Later, in the evening, I remembered that I was going to find my mother, who would cook for me and tell me stories, and that without my mother's company, sleeping would be a problem.

Because I used to put my legs on her legs or stomach while I slept, and that night, lying beside me was my grandfather, a kind old man.

However, I didn't want to sleep with him at all.

Grandpa said, "Baby, you are obedient, my mother will come back soon, if I keep crying, my mother will not come back." ”

I finally promised my grandfather that I wouldn't cry anymore. When I said this, my voice was still crying, because my tears couldn't control it and fell again, I just wanted my mother, but my mother was not around, I said not to cry, grandpa wiped my tears, I knew that my father's tears also came out, he tried his best to hide the sadness in his heart, or was me.

I wiped his tears like my grandfather, and with my immature little hands, I played with mud during the day, and my little dirty hands were finally washed clean by my grandfather's tears.

Later, I was tired of crying, and I didn't know when I entered my dream.

When I woke up one day, my eyes were swollen, and my grandfather put a hot towel on me, and I finally stopped being blurry.

Playing with friends during the day, time flies quickly, children are always easy to forget, especially when playing crazy, I am like this, unconsciously, the whole day has passed, I have not asked for my mother again, but at night, especially when sleeping, I still can't help but miss my mother.

I just want her to be by my side, even if she doesn't have to give me too much warmth, as long as my mother is around, I will sleep quietly, but such a request is really a bit unreasonable for a person who has lost his mother.

Grandpa didn't have a better way, and over time, I formed the habit of crying for a while when I went to bed every day, and when I was tired of crying, I fell asleep.

Later, I didn't even have a grandfather.

I began to become silent, and I was no longer willing to open my mouth to speak, so that at the end of the day, I didn't know how to speak when I wanted to, as if something was wrong with the central nervous system of my brain, and I stammered and couldn't say a word.

With a heart full of pain, I was sent to an orphanage, and later, I was sent to school by well-wishers, sitting in the classroom, compared to other children of the same age, I was more like a little radish head, a stunted growth, this is not to blame, in the orphanage, I eat very slowly, as a result, I am always eaten by others who rob me of my job.

I don't compete because I'm not confident enough, or I don't dare to compete with others, every day, I just shrunk and live in this world, if it weren't for the appearance of Deng Qingxuan, perhaps, everyone is now I, I am not so cheerful at all.

Deng Qingxuan went to the same school as me, and for a long time in my later life, this sunny and handsome boy gave me a lot of selfless care and protection.

In this world, only he knows me best, and only he knows what my past was like. He never talks about it to anyone, because it's a past that can't be looked back on.

I've long since sealed it in my heart.

A lot of people's mothers love me again" This movie, it is said to be touching, I still have no intermittent descriptions from others, I know some, I didn't have the pain of the protagonist, I also had pain, I don't want to pull myself back to the past.

Deng Qingxuan is a person who knows how to appreciate me, and he is also a friend after I opened my heart, at that time, I felt like I was **** lucky, God sent such a handsome and handsome boy to protect me, it was too long for me.

Many children who bullied me in the past no longer dare to say that I am a wild child, because Deng Qingxuan has a certain prestige and status in the school.

I began to become confident, Deng Qingxuan let me know that I also have a lot of advantages, what kind of power is when an excellent boy always uses an appreciative eye.

I still can't understand why he helped me, why he wanted to be my friend when I was being bullied, when I was alone and no one paid attention to me.

And now, I am once again alone, and I am gradually drifting away from Deng Qingxuan.

Why do people grow up? If I could go back to the old days, I hope I would get to know him again. No matter what he did, after all, he had helped me, selflessly, without any distractions.

If you have to pay a price when you grow up, how much Gongsun Yuqing hopes that she will not be buried with friendship.

I don't know how long later, my stomach problem came back and it started to hurt badly. I woke up from a chaotic state of mind.

There are big beads of sweat oozing from my forehead, in the past days, I always take my body seriously, and I always make do with eating, for this I have been criticized by Deng Qingxuan, now that I think about it, I should have been obedient at that time, but now, I am gradually distancing myself from him.

I lay there holding my stomach weakly, unable to resist the pain, and I tried to stand up, hoping that a change of position might temporarily relieve the pain in my body. But no, I began to crouch down slowly, moaning helplessly.

If it weren't for Nangong Ningmo arriving, perhaps, I would have been tossed by the disease until dawn.

How he found it, I don't know, but after I fainted, I woke up in his bed.

My hand hurt a little, and I lifted my arm under it, and there was still a tape left over from the drip. The small white tape lay quietly on the back of my hand, and beside me sat Nangong Ningmo, who had been waiting for me to wake up.

He didn't ask anything, just stared at me with concerned eyes and said, "Are you better?" ”

I wanted to nod my head, but I told him with my weak eyes that it was okay.

He blamed me distressedly and said, "Silly girl, don't run around in the future." ”

If he is not a merciful person, perhaps, he is indeed a person who can be relied on, but unfortunately, he is not.

I don't have any more expectations for this person, at most, we are still friends.

He instructed the nanny to cook the porridge for me according to the doctor's instructions, and to bring the bowl to feed me herself.

I didn't have the strength to refuse, I just shook my head.

The room was quiet, and he couldn't help laughing when he heard a symphony in my stomach, and even if he was hungry like this, he refused food, like a little stubborn donkey.

I hated my unassuming belly, why it was rumbling at this time, as if it was deliberately trying to make me ugly.

With tears in my heart, I drank the bird's nest porridge fed by this man, and I didn't taste any delicious taste, my heart was bitter, no matter what I ate in my mouth, it was the same bitter.

Day, Gongsun Yuqing didn't go to work, Nangong Ningmo greeted people and asked for sick leave.

The sales department was not affected by Gongsun Yuqing's absence, Nangong Susu saw that she didn't come over this day, and felt a little uncomfortable, did she go too far yesterday?

Everyone is discussing, does she have no face to come to work?

For the sake of the image spokesperson of the new real estate, the upper leaders decided to hold a temporary meeting to discuss, saying that the discussion was a scene, in fact, Yang Rundong, who is in charge of this task, has already decided the candidate, and you don't need to ask everyone to know that he recommends Guo Cailing.

After only having sex with that woman once, he fell in love with her incorrigibly. Though she despised him, she trekked arrogantly towards him, he didn't care.

A friend once said that he had found several girlfriends, but they all bullied him, and this Guo Cailing was no exception, everyone wondered if he had any quirks, even if he was a slave to a woman, he was willing.

The theme of the meeting is, of course, the image spokesperson, he recommended Guo Cailing to say his n reasons, and everyone doesn't seem to have any proposals for his proposal, after all, she is a sales elite, and naturally has the right to show off in public, for Yang Rundong's proposal that she works diligently, everyone is obvious to all, yes, the singles of colleagues, she has snatched them away one by one, this is her, not Yang Rundong's reminder, everyone has forgotten.

The leaders are the results, they are the results, according to Yang Rundong's thinking logic, everyone seems to have no particularly big objections to his proposal, naturally, the result of the recommendation is that Guo Cailing is not a candidate.

Today, Gongsun Yuqing asked for leave again, and the director originally wanted to give her a chance to perform, but now he can't tolerate this girl messing around here.

Ask for leave at every turn, who is allowed to do this, Yang Rundong, Gongsun Yuqing really doesn't want to do it, if you don't want to do it, hurry up and leave me. Is he a regular employee?

Yang Rundong hurriedly played a round for Gongsun Yuqing, "Director, don't be angry, Gongsun Yuqing is sick this time, can't we let people?" She is a regular employee of the company, and she is not miserable at all. Besides, now that the new real estate is about to open, it is the time to employ people, so it is not appropriate to fire her now, right? ”

"If there is anything suitable or inappropriate, you call her today to inform her and don't let her come to work again."

"Director, isn't that appropriate? The company has no right to fire her, only to mobilize her to resign, I told her last time, people sold a house today, this is progress, you have to give her a chance to reform, the little girl is not old, causing some mistakes is also excusable, what do you say? ”