439.Chapter 439: The damage is too deep
readx; She was particularly reluctant to think of this person, but the shadow of this person always jumped out of her mind suddenly when it was not fixed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Xia Senyang saw that she was about to cry, and hurriedly comforted, "Are you really crying?" People who are so big are still crying after injections, are they ashamed? He was already laughing at her, but he didn't know what the tears were coming from.
The nurse was holding the needle and preparing to approach her hand, Gongsun Yuqing's skin was completely tense at this time, and the nurse reminded her, "Take it easy." She closed her eyes and didn't dare to look again.
Pricked, Gongsun Yuqing felt the pain, she thought that she was finally better, but the matter was not over, although her eyes were closed, she could clearly feel the needle constantly adjusting the position in her veins.
"Are you alright?" She asked timidly, just afraid that the nurse would say something negative.
"Why are your blood vessels so thin, don't move yet." She is not good at technology, and on the other hand, she said that she is not, she will really shirk her responsibility, Xia Senyang is worried when he looks at it, he wants to make the pain of the needle his own, looking at Gongsun Yuqing's painful appearance, he is anxious on the side.
But he couldn't say anything, the nurse who was getting the needle couldn't relax when she saw that Gongsun Yuqing was nervous like this, and if he blamed her again, it would be even worse.
Besides, there are not many people on duty at night, one nurse and one doctor, and now is the time when people are needed, and they can't afford to offend.
After five times, it finally went well, and the nurse felt embarrassed, she smiled apologetically at Gongsun Yuqing, gave a few orders, and walked into the room with a special tray.
"You lie down first, I'll go outside for a while, and I'll be back later." When Xia Senyang told her, the person had already gone out.
"No need, you go back first, I'm sorry, I let you stay with me for so long in the middle of the night. She was polite, and she wanted to remind him that the relationship between the two was not so close, and it was not worth it for him to do this.
Either way, she didn't want to have much to do with him.
Although she was still angry with Nangong Ningmo, this did not prevent her from rejecting others.
He looked at her coldly, frowned slightly, and pretended to be relaxed: "I can leave it to you for the rest of my life, don't be so polite." "Why is he so cheeky, does he have to say it clearly?
Before meeting Nangong Ningmo, she didn't want to make a fuss, even if the two would part ways tomorrow, she didn't want to cause him unnecessary misunderstandings because of her ambiguity. But now, he always pretends to be stupid, and his words are blown away by the wind.
Gongsun Yuqing shook his head and lay bored on the bed. The long hanging process began when she was half-lying and half-sitting. Nangong Ningmo's shadow popped out of her mind again, "Why did I quarrel with him today?" Can't it be avoided? Just thinking about it, Xia Senyang came over with a bag of things, all of which were girls' favorite snacks, as well as books such as Ruili magazine.
He really knows how to take care of people, not only knows what she likes to eat when she is idle, but also knows that she loves to read magazines in this area, which is really powerful, in fact, if you think about it carefully, isn't this all things that girls like to read? It's just that in the process of her relationship with Nangong Ningmo, Grand Prince Su was not so careful.
Yes, he is so busy every day, how can he have the heart to think about this?
Gongsun Yuqing always wanted to find a reason to overturn Nangong Ningmo for not caring about her, and this reason may be just wishful thinking in the eyes of others. Isn't it? Gongsun Yuqing is also asking her other self in her heart, is this really the case? Isn't it? Is it?
In the end, after a mental struggle with herself, she finally shook her head, thinking that these things would take a lot of brains, and she should enjoy the happiness that snacks bring her.
Flipping through Ruili magazine, you can learn more about the popular elements of this season, girls like this kind of thing, sometimes read the magazine and read it fascinatingly, when eating melon seeds, she forgot to peel the skin, and when she chewed, she found out that this is simply a low-level mistake.
Xia Senyang sat on the side and looked at her quietly, and when he saw her spit out the chewed melon seed skin in embarrassment, he quickly took the trash can and handed it to her.
"Forget it, I'll peel it for you, fool, you forgot what you ate, you are really fascinated by reading books.
"No, I'll eat something else." She took a bag of potato chips from her side and shook it in front of him.
"Anyway, I don't have anything to do sitting here, so I should kill time." He made excuses for himself, obviously he wanted to skin her melon seeds, but he didn't say anything about it.
The hospital was quiet, except for the other two patients, that is, Xia Senyang and Gongsun Yuqing.
It's just that in the corner where no one has an idea, there is a jealous eye that takes it all in.
It was hard for him to imagine that Gongsun Yuqing would be with a middle-aged man, and what made him even more embarrassed was that the man actually skinned her melon seeds, which made Nangong Ningmo unbearable.
Recently, Nangong Ningmo always has the habit of getting up at night, I don't know when, he was awakened by urine and had to go to the bathroom, and his worried eyes were too lazy to open because of extreme sleepiness.
When I walked out of the door, I found that the light in Gongsun Yuqing's study was still on, and the two of them were sleeping in the bedroom, but yesterday's unexpected quarrel, Gongsun Yuqing and him took the initiative to separate.
The more he thought about it, the more guilty he felt, why didn't he give her the bedroom and sleep in the study by himself, even if it was a sofa. The lights hadn't been turned off so late, and he approached to take a look.
The door to the room was hidden and not locked, and he wanted to knock on two doors, but he felt that it was inappropriate, in case she was asleep, wouldn't it wake her up?
Tiptoeing gently to open the door, first poked his head in, and couldn't see clearly, as if there was no one in the bed? He hurriedly ran over, there was really no one.
Could it be going to the bathroom? But the lights inside are not on?
He simply screamed twice, but still did not respond.
When he turned on all the lights in the room, he searched inside and out, but still couldn't find anyone.
He began to panic, and for a while, the six gods were ownerless.
He seemed to remember something again, and hurriedly ran towards the door, there were Gongsun Yuqing's slippers on the ground, and the shoes he usually wore were gone. He finally knew that she was really gone.
Where will it go?
"Call, yes, call." Nangong Ningmo had nothing but guilt in his mind, which was worry. A girl is so late, in case there is a three-long and two-short......
He didn't allow himself to think about it anymore, it was terrible. He had to find her immediately.
Nangong Ningmo shuttled through the streets and alleys like crazy, and the phone was called over and over again, but he couldn't get through, what happened? Do you want to call the police?
In desperation, he remembered that she had injured her head the previous night.
So, he began to look everywhere for hospitals, large and small.
After searching for several hospitals, finally, he found it.
The first time he saw her, a stone in his heart finally fell to the ground.
But......
Nangong Ningmo really wanted to run over and beat this man now, but soon reason prevailed, he couldn't do this, what reason was there. It's better not to disturb such a scene, he doesn't even know if he can reconcile with Gongsun Yuqing now, what right does he have to interfere with her freedom?
There was nowhere to release the unhappiness in his heart, Nangong Ningmo ran wildly on the street like crazy, he hoped that he could vent his inner depression by yelling.
I wanted to find a suitable job to do a big job, but I just worked hard, and he gave almost all the time to work except for eating and sleeping.
Although he has changed from a president to a part-time worker, he does not feel any grievances, as long as he works hard, I believe that one day his father will impress him. originally wanted to improve Gongsun Yuqing and his life by working hard, but he didn't expect to bring so much harm to Gongsun Yuqing.
Yesterday he really didn't mean to, no.
He was explaining to himself over and over again, as if this would ease his guilt a little.
Xia Senyang handed a small pile of peeled melon seeds to Gongsun Yuqing, who was looking down at the book, "Yuqing, look so fascinated, hurry up and eat melon seeds, you see, they are all piled up into a hill." ”
Gongsun Yuqing raised his head to look at it, showing a surprised expression.
"No, Mr. Xia." She really can't believe it, this person really has his own way of treating girls, but Nangong Ningmo is a rough person, and he has a strong sense of professionalism, although Gongsun Yuqing said this to himself in his heart, he has to admit that Xia Senyang is indeed a man who is very good at taking care of girls.
She had to admire this.
"Can you stop calling me Mr. Xia, my name is Xia Senyang, just call me Senyang, or I don't mind calling Brother Senyang." He frowned and then laughed involuntarily.
"Stinky beauty!" Gongsun Yuqing is indeed in a much lighter mood with such a humorous man, although she wants to talk to him about some serious issues, and is always laughed at by him.
"If anyone becomes Mr. Xia's girlfriend in the future, he will really be very happy, you are so good at taking care of people, and you have your own career, it's really amazing."
Gongsun Yuqing said this to remind him not to get too close to him, which is not good for everyone.
She tried to make sense of what she said to him.
"Am I really that good? It's a pity that people don't like me, it's really distressing. He let out a long sigh. What to do? Why don't you be my girlfriend, don't you want to be happy? He looked at Gongsun Yuqing and said half-seriously and half-jokingly.
"Mr. Xia, you're really joking. In fact, seriously, I really think you are a good person, a man as good as you should find someone better than me, I hope you can find a suitable partner for you as soon as possible, but this person is really not me, I am not good enough, I have someone I like. She said these words with embarrassment, as if she had done something very unspeakable.
She wanted to completely make Xia Senyang die to herself, she didn't want to give him a little more hope, he didn't want him to misunderstand, so she explained it to him clearly at this time, so that she wouldn't have to worry about this matter in the future. Sometimes, being loved is also a burden, and if he can stay away from her, she will look at him with appreciation. This person really approached her, but it would cause her a lot of trouble, and even she felt that if Xia Senyang confessed to herself again, the two of them really couldn't even be the least friends.
Yes, she should let him die, it's time to make it clear, he is dead, and he can go back to his other half. Because the two of them are simply two people in different worlds, she can't be his girlfriend. Moreover......
Besides, she really hasn't forgotten Nangong Ningmo, even if something like that happened yesterday, she also felt that there was a reason for it, maybe he was just careless, just like he said it himself, she could really believe that what he said was true.
There is no insurmountable difficulty in trusting a man unconditionally. In fact, now that she thinks about herself, she is not without a little mistake, and she doesn't know why she was so stubborn at the time.
In fact, she just wants to get more attention from him by finding faults, the way she expresses her emotions is really too special, for a man who is busy with work, he has no heart to guess the girl's mind. If it had been before, it would have been fine, and he would have even spent the whole day trying to amuse her. It's just that now for him, the time is really tight, even when eating, he keeps reading information about the project, and before going to sleep, the whole brain keeps spinning, thinking about where the details of the work have not been done well, and how to advance......
Actually, he should have made it clear to her earlier that he was really busy during this period, he shouldn't be so impatient and impatient, Nangong Ningmo regretted that he really wanted to turn back time, even if it was him who was injured, he was willing.
Gongsun Yuqing knew that rejecting Xia Senyang in person would really embarrass everyone, but now she couldn't think about it so much, she couldn't let Nangong Ningmo misunderstand in the future.
She knew that Nangong Ningmo was a very strong person, and he would never allow other men to be good to him for no reason.
All kinds of painful experiences in the past made him a person who has no self-confidence in women, especially Lili's departure, which caused him a lot of damage, so that he couldn't let go of it for many years. If he sees her with Xia Senyang one day, he will definitely suspect that he and Xia Senyang are not in an ordinary relationship.
This will add a lot of burden to their relationship, a burden on their hearts, she doesn't want these unwarranted things to affect the relationship, and now that it has become like this, she really wants to find a way out of the problem and get the original good relationship back.
She had spent a long time trying her best to make him have confidence in herself, and she also had confidence in herself, and she was no longer so casually suspicious of others, and now at this time, she would not let him beat the relationship between the two of them because of Xia Senyang.
Although, Gongsun Yuqing has always been an empathetic and helpful girl, but this is the only thing that she can't agree to Mr. Xia, which really makes her very embarrassed, love is inherently selfish, unlike family affection, rather than letting Nangong Ningmo be hurt, she would rather make Xia Senyang uncomfortable once, even if it is a hundred times.
There is only one lover, and that is that she has been hurt and does not forget to miss his boyfriend - Nangong Ningmo.
Xia Senyang's eyes began to dim, he didn't say a word, just sat on the stool, his eyes stared directly at the position of his shoes.
From his expression, it can be seen that he is really happy now, but what to do? She really couldn't promise him to be his girlfriend.