The wind at night is very cool, the old house of the Mu family, in the small hall of Mo and Mu Lingshi's room.

Mo urged Mu Lingshi to take some of the tonic for fetal stability, these days Mu Lingshi's love is still a little unstable, this morning I went to the hospital to wait for the doctor and said that I need to be careful, otherwise the fetal position may be unstable, but Mo was taken aback, so I was very careful to take care of it.

"The things in this USB flash drive, I think you still have some needs, and this is also something that may be known to everyone tonight, you,."

When he took the cup, Mo handed over a USB flash drive in his hand to Mu Lingshi, which had been copied from Li Si before.

"What is this?"

Mu Lingshi looked at the things that Amo handed over with some confusion.

"It's about Mom and Dad, Mom's short life......"

Amo replied in a low voice.

Hearing this, Mu Lingshi's eyes darkened, but she didn't reach out to take it for a long time, and she didn't seem to think much about it

"Some of the experiences, maybe knowing can also make you feel more comfortable, and it won't be so always unclear, and you don't know anything about their past......"

Amo persuaded in a low voice.

Mu Lingshi was silent for a long time, and then slowly reached out to take it, and Ah Mo quickly helped her sit down on the sofa next to her, took the notebook on the side with one hand, and put it on the low table in front of her.

Mu Lingshi also plugged in the USB flash drive and opened it-

Soon, what caught my eye was Mu Zi's familiar and unfamiliar face in the photo.

Mu Lingshi sat on the sofa, and the distant and unfamiliar pictures displayed on the laptop screen in front of her in a daze, she had already closed it a little abruptly before she could wait for the whole video, and there was no more-

"You, for a while, I think, you are far away, you are very close......"

Mu Lingshi sighed lightly, silently reading the poem that appeared on the screen, between the lines, how could it feel a sadness, a dull pain silently came from his chest, he took a few deep breaths, turned his head next to Ah Mo, Ah Mo also had a heavy face.

"She's a pathetic woman, very pitiful, but I don't feel much about her now except for a little sympathy."

Mu Lingshi said lightly-

"Why don't they have any pity and nostalgia for me and Ling Tian? If you didn't want to be together in the first place, you can't give us happiness, then why do you have to give birth to us resolutely? Do they know it, it's all because of them, they hurt their eldest brother, their parents, and even their grandmother...... Those who have left feel pure, how can they understand what kind of pain the living need to endure? ”

Speaking of this, Mu Lingshi suddenly laughed a little bitterly, "I feel that my tears have dried up now, and I can't cry anymore...... For such selfish parents, sad and sad, it is really not worth it, and it is not worth it for grandma. ”

"Ling Shi!"

Ah Mo was also a little worried, and hurriedly reached out to hug her into his arms, and comforted, "Okay, okay Ling Shi!" It's all gone! As soon as you get it, your eldest brother will get justice for you. ”

"I don't want justice! Sometimes I even wonder why aren't they the ones who died? Why did it be grandma who died? What can they do other than bring us harm and pain? ”

"Ashi, Mom, she has a hard time, she still loves you and Ling Tian, otherwise she wouldn't do her best, and she is even willing to give up her soaring career and choose to give birth to you!"

Amo said in a low voice.

The corners of Mu Lingshi's mouth hooked a touch of mockery, "Yes, maybe you are right, she may still love us, but in her eyes, her love is more important, and Ling Tian and I are not as good as a scumbag in her heart!" ”

"It's not! She's not my mother...... I don't have a mother like that...... My mother is Zhuang Shurong, and always will be! A woman like that is not qualified to be my mother at all! ”

Mu Lingshi shook her head, pushed Ah Mo away, stood up coldly, and suddenly turned around and walked outside.

Ah Mo was taken aback, and quickly got up and followed, shouting a little anxiously, "Ling Shi, what are you going to do!" Watch your body! ”

However, where could Mu Lingshi still hear it, the whole person's figure had disappeared outside the door.

'Pedal pedal pedal! ’

The sound of hurried footsteps came, and Mu Lingshi was rushing downstairs-

"What's the matter, why are you going so late?"

Mu Lingshi had just rushed down the stairs, and Mu Yinan's old and dry voice suddenly came from her.

Mu Lingshi stopped her steps and suddenly raised her head, and Mu Yinan's old and haggard face suddenly met her eyes......

Wang Hui left, Mu Yinan seemed to be more than ten years old, in just a few days, the original gray hair has all turned white, white flowers, like silver threads, the whole person's soul seems to have gone half, these two days, every day is sitting alone in the study, holding the photo of him and Wang Hui and looking at the distraction, not letting anyone disturb, until he is tired and can no longer support it, then lie down......

"Grandpa......"

Seeing such a haggard and old Mu Yinan, Mu Lingshi's chest was even more uncontrollable, and her eyes couldn't help but flicker a little gloom.

"Grandpa...... I'm sorry...... I didn't know it was going to turn out like this, I thought if I just left it alone, maybe it would be fine! I really didn't expect that grandma would ...... It's all my fault, because these things killed my grandmother......"

Hearing Mu Lingshi's self-blame like this, Mu Yinan's dry and old eyes couldn't help but glow a little, but he could only raise his hand and pat Mu Lingshi's shoulder, and said in a deep voice, "Okay, it's been so long, we should also accept the reality, you are all innocent, how can it be your fault?" Your mother's affairs, in your grandmother's heart, have always been a hurdle that cannot be overcome, over the years, we have not dared to mention it, just for fear that everyone will not be able to stand it, I don't want to, now, there are some things, in the end, there are ...... "

Mu Lingshi's eyes were a little dry and nodded, and she hurriedly reached out to hug Mu Yinan, and said hoarsely, "Yes, there are some things she just can't escape, so what she should face is still to be faced, eldest brother, he has taken on too much, grandpa, this time, let's work together to get through this difficult time." ”

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