Chapter 020: Torture
Ever since he woke up from his injury, why did he seem like a different person?
Is it really just because he has a psychological gap after he was injured?
No! That's not true!
The way he looked at himself, he became very unfamiliar, very sharp, and completely devoid of the temperature of the past.
She wants to ask! She doesn't want to be misunderstood inexplicably, especially Baili Huaqing.
Xia Xiaoyu clutched her chest, only to feel that her heart hurt incomparably, she bit her lip and cried silently, and it took a long time to stabilize her feelings, change her clothes, and walk out from behind the screen.
Baili Huaqing looked at her red and swollen eyes, and his heart tingled slightly, but when he thought that she might be a member of the Xilin National Eagle Gang, he forced himself to harden his heart again, "Why is it so long?" What the hell are you trying to do? β
Xia Xiaoyu was silent, stepped forward and carefully took off his clothes, and then wrung the cotton cloth to wipe his body, as soon as the cotton cloth touched his body, he immediately pushed her away and accused viciously, "It's so cold, you want me to get a cold?" β
"Huh?" Xia Xiaoyu stretched out his hand to test the water temperature, the water was still warm, this weather, such a water temperature is not too cold, and there will be no wind chill. He's making a fuss.
She added some hot water to the basin, then wrung the cotton cloth again, and when she just touched his body, Baili Huaqing shouted loudly again, "Scalding me, what do you want to do?" Want me to die? β
Angry in her chest, Xia Xiaoyu took a deep breath, but it no longer worked, suddenly, she threw the cotton cloth into the basin hard, pointed at Baili Huaqing and scolded angrily: "Baili Huaqing, you neurotic, perverted man." What exactly do you want to do? Don't think I'm a bully, I'll sue you, if the old lady didn't see you seriously injured and in a bad mood, the old lady wouldn't have suffered from your evil anger again and again. β
"You don't have to! Isn't that the time to do it? Why don't you get your hands dirty? Why don't you take my head and take it? Baili Huaqing looked at Xia Xiaoyu with sharp eyes.
Xia Xiaoyu's complexion changed dramatically, Baili Huaqing looked at it, and his heart kept sinking.
Is she going to admit it?
Xia Xiaoyu was confused by what he said, seeing that his eyes were cold, Xia Xiaoyu suddenly felt extremely cold between her lips and teeth, she seemed to understand something now? The anger and hatred in my heart weaved in my chest, fermenting, expanding, and exploding, "Baili Huaqing, who do you think of me?" You have such a little trust in me? β
Looking at Baili Huaqing's indifference, Xia Xiaoyu shook his head, and laughed self-deprecatingly with a pale face, "No! You never trusted me. Baili Huaqing, I misread you. β
"Each other, each other!"
"Huh! Baili Huaqing, I don't blame you, I only blame myself. I'm a fool, I know I'm a stand-in, I know I'm nothing in your eyes, why should I worry about you and feel sorry for you? I thought you were in a bad mood and a little more tempered because of your injury, but now I know that I am so stupid, you are not in a bad mood, you don't believe me. β
Tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, Xia Xiaoyu didn't expect that when she said this, she would be so heartbroken. It turned out that she didn't know when she had fallen in love with Baili Huaqing and this man she shouldn't love.
Baili Huaqing squinted his eyes slightly, looking at Xia Xiaoyu's tears, his heart was tightly clenched, but he forced himself not to be soft-hearted to her, and told himself over and over again that she was acting, she was blinding herself.
"Xia Xiaoyu, stop acting. Who the hell are you, you say? What is the relationship between the Eagle Gang in the West and you? β
"Hahaha......" Xia Xiaoyu raised her head and laughed, tears still kept falling, she looked a little frightened. Baili Huaqing's long and narrow phoenix eyes were full of questions.
Did you really misunderstand her?
After laughing for a long time, the tears were flowing more and more, Xia Xiaoyu wiped her tears with her sleeves and looked at Baili Huaqing fixedly, "Baili Huaqing, you are really smart!" I didn't expect that I couldn't fool you, that's right, I'm a member of the Eagle Gang, and I'm here to kill you like this. β
Xia Xiaoyu roared angrily, and actually pounced on Baili Huaqing, opened his mouth and bit down his chest.
"Hiss......"
Baili Huaqing gasped, her tears dripping on his chest, burning his heart. He stretched out his hand and knocked Xia Xiaoyu's neck hard, her eyes were dark, and she lay softly in his arms.
"Someone's coming!"
Crunchββ
The guards pushed the door in, and when they saw Xia Xiaoyu lying in Baili Huaqing's arms, they couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, but Baili Huaqing's next words made them startled, and for a while, they looked at each other, not knowing what to do?
Baili Huaqing gently pushed Xia Xiaoyu away, and Xia Xiaoyu fell to the ground softly.
One of her faces was full of tears and blood, which was shocking to look at.
"Put her in a secret room, and no one is allowed to visit her without my orders." Baili Huaqing opened his eyes and didn't look at the bloody and tear-stained face.
"Yes, sir." The two guards moved to carry Xia Xiaoyu away, but they were stopped by Rushuang who rushed in, "Stop!" β
Rushuang stepped forward, helped Xia Xiaoyu from the guard's hand, and looked at her face worriedly, until she confirmed that the blood was not flowing from her face, Rushuang's heart calmed a little.
"Girl, are you alright?"
Xia Xiaoyu shook his head, "I just hate not being able to kill Baili Huaqing." β
Rushuang frowned, her eyes revolving back and forth between Xia Xiaoyu and Baili Huaqing, "Girl, don't be angry, when you learned that the prince was trapped in the mine, you were more nervous than anyone else." β
The guards don't know what to do. Then he looked back at Baili Huaqing.
Baili Huaqing listened, her eyes moved to Xia Xiaoyu, Hu Niu said that she was scratched by a stone on her hand in order to save herself. However, just now she herself admitted that she was a member of the Eagle Gang, is she a negative word, or is it the truth?
"Because I'm going to kill him with my own hands, of course I can't let him die
He, of course, can't let him die at the hands of others. Xia Xiaoyu said in a cold tone, a self-deprecating smile overflowing from the corner of his mouth.
Hearing this, Baili Huaqing's heart trembled suddenly, and he shouted loudly: "Let go of her, you retreat first." β
"Yes, sir." The guards withdrew.
Rushuang helped Xia Xiaoyu sit down, turned around and bowed to Baili Huaqing, "Master, you misunderstood the girl, the girl is not that kind of person." Girl, she ....... β
"Rushuang, you can step down too, I have something to say to her." Baili Huaqing raised his hand and signaled Rushuang not to continue. Rushuang arched her hand and looked at Xia Xiaoyu with a worried expression, "Girl, Rushuang is just outside the door, what's the matter, you shout Rushuang." β
Xia Xiaoyu nodded, "Thank you, Rushuang." Thank you for believing in me! β
She didn't expect that when she was most helpless, it was actually the frosty frost that gave her the warmth she needed the most. Even Rushuang, who has been together for a few days, can be sure that she is not that kind of person, why can't Baili Huaqing give her trust?
His heart was full of bitterness, Xia Xiaoyu sat still with his head down, the room was terrifyingly quiet, and neither of them spoke.
After a long time, Bai Shi Huaqing coughed lightly, raised his eyes to look at her, and said, "Why don't you explain?" If you tell me everything about you, I won't ......."
"Why don't you believe me?" Xia Xiaoyu raised her head and stubbornly forced back her tears, "You haven't really believed in me since the beginning, if you believe me, then is it really that important whether I say it or not?" β
Facing Xia Xiaoyu's questioning, Baili Huaqing lowered his head guiltily.
Oh, yes! He asked himself, it was true that he had never really trusted her, even if the relationship between them eased later, he did not believe her in his heart.
But can he be blamed for this?
He has his scruples, he has his duties.
Xia Xiaoyu appeared so strangely, he couldn't believe her at the first time, unless she could say her own thing.
But she didn't cooperate, from beginning to end, she was very taboo about her origin.
How could he not think about it with her attitude?
"Your appearance was so sudden, and you refused to tell me about your origins. I told you about the national conditions of the Baili Kingdom, although the Xilin Kingdom is in harmony with the Baili Kingdom on the surface, which king does not have the ambition to dominate the world? The mine in Lin Village was mixed with people from the Eagle Gang in the West, and Kang Lin and I were ambushed by the Eagle Gang that day, and they both had a tattoo on their bodies, and the icon of the tattoo was the same as the shape of your pair of earrings. β
Xia Xiaoyu listened to the explanation, but she was still indignant in her heart.
"So, you're saying I'm from the Eagle Gang? Just because I happen to have a pair of owl-shaped stud earrings? Xia Xiaoyu raised his eyes and looked at Baili Huaqing, his eyes were full of sneer, "Lord Wang, you are such a smart person, haven't you ever thought that if I am really a member of the Eagle Gang, am I so stupid to wear the earrings of the graphic in my gang and swagger through the market?" β
Baili Huaqing looked guilty, and his voice was a little muffled, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry!" You don't know, of course, when I saw the tattoos on the six people that Lei Yiming depicted, I didn't want to admit this fact. I know that I shouldn't distrust you, but as soon as I think of those miserable miners, those families that have died, I ......" He didn't continue, but lowered his head, not daring to look at Xia Xiaoyu.
If the person with the same icon stud is not Xia Xiaoyu, perhaps, Baili Huaqing can still have enough reason to analyze.
Because the person involved was Xia Xiaoyu, he was even more disappointed.
The two of them fell silent again, and their hearts were extremely heavy.
"Xiaoyu, if it's possible, we can become confidants, how good would it be to confess to each other?" Baili Huaqing lowered his head and said in a somewhat muffled voice. If there were not so many misunderstandings, if there were not so many coincidences, if there were no ......
Xia Xiaoyu didn't reply to him, and at this time, Baili Huaqing said again: "If I didn't care about you so much, how good it would be!" β
Oh, yes! It's nice to be honest with each other.
However, this confessed that he couldn't do it himself, so how could he force Xia Xiaoyu?
Doesn't it say, Do not do unto others as you would have them do unto you?
He is a man who doesn't even dare to admit his heart, how can he ask a little woman not to hide anything from him? Who in this world doesn't have a little secret in their heart?
After he tried to say the words that cared about her just now, his heart was relaxed, as if the dark clouds that had been hanging over his head disappeared in an instant, and the golden sunlight took his place.
Oh, yes! He cared about her, and he had a heart for her.
At this time, he wanted to confess his heart, even if he went to Zheng Jingchu's grave to apologize to her one day, no matter how sorry he was for Zheng Jingchu, but his heart wanted to be liberated, he wanted her to know that he cared about her.
That's right, he cares about Xia Xiaoyu!
His feelings for Xia Xiaoyu are like a flood, whether he wants to or not, she lights up his sky and his life with a beam of sunshine, not allowing him to refuse.
He, love her!
With this understanding, Baili Huaqing found that those uncertainties and doubts were all gone.
Now, his heart is full of love.
Hearing this, Xia Xiaoyu looked up at Baili Huaqing, and said with a confused look: "What do you mean by this?" His attitude changed again and again, such a speed, such a change, that she thought for a moment that she was hallucinating, that she had heard it wrong.
"Xiaoyu, I have to admit the fact that I care about you and I love you!" Baili Huaqing looked at her with tenderness, and hooked the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly, "If I hadn't been lying to myself, if I had confessed my heart earlier, then, I don't think I would have made such a mistake again, and I wouldn't hurt you like this again." Xiaoyu, I'm sorry! β
Xia Xiaoyu's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she clenched her fists, and looked at Baili Huaqing without speaking.
Did he really see his heart?
Is it so?
No......
He didn't!
He only has Zheng Jingchu in his heart, and he just regards himself as Zheng Jingchu's stand-in. She will not forget that he used to make out with herself while shouting Zheng Jingchu's name.
She didn't want to fight with a deceased woman, she just didn't want to be a stand-in.
Coming to this strange world, she has a lot of helplessness, she has a lot of helplessness, she no longer has her own world, her own freedom, so she can no longer have her own heart, she has to guard her own heart.
Just now she felt how deeply it was to put her heart on others, what a stupid thing it was. While she is awake now, she understands now, so she wants to take back the heart she left on Baili Huaqing, and she must firmly guard her heart.
One day, she will go back to modern times.
Even if she can't go back, she must have a complete free heart.
She is Xia Xiaoyu, she can only be Xia Xiaoyu! It's not anyone's stand-in!
"I'm sorry! I thought, I don't love you! Thanks to the prince's wrong love, please stop here. Xia Xiaoyu sighed deeply and said, "You still didn't believe me just now, why did you change your mind all of a sudden?" My owl stud earrings, don't you doubt it? If you believe me so lightly, are you responsible for your people? What if I'm really from the West? β
"Even if you are from the western bordering country, you must not be a person who likes war." Baili Huaqing sighed in his heart, why did he have to figure it out after giving the other party a heavy injury with such a cognition?
Xia Xiaoyu's words and deeds all show that he loves peace and life.
How could he be suspicious of such a person?
Bailihua cleared his self-blame, and only regret remained.
"Thank you for your trust! If there is nothing else, Xiaoyu will go out and summon someone to come in to wait for the prince, please forgive the prince, Xiaoyu wants to be quiet. Xia Xiaoyu looked at Baili Huaqing lightly, got up and walked out of the room without waiting for him to respond.
Baili Huaqing opened her mouth and wanted to keep Xia Xiaoyu out of her voice, but she didn't know what to say, so she had to watch her go out of the room in silence. Looking at her lonely back, his heart suddenly ached.
He admits he was wrong!
Xia Xiaoyu walked out of the door, her eyes were dark, and before Rushuang at the door of the room could speak, she said, "Rushuang, thank you just now!" Please believe that I have never had the intention of hurting anyone, and that my presence here is nothing I can do about it. If I had a choice, I'd rather never be here. β
Rushuang nodded and said lightly: "Girl, you are the master of Rushuang, and Rushuang believes in you at all times." β
In the room, Baili Huaqing's pupils contracted, his guilty face suddenly turned pale, and he stared at the shadow printed in the door, unable to return to his senses for a long time. Did she say these words to herself?
If I had a choice, I'd rather never be here.
Xia Xiaoyu's words kept beating Baili Huaqing's heart, and he was in pain.
On the same day, Xia Xiaoyu moved into the next room, and did not set foot in Baili Huaqing's room for three consecutive days, she waited for those seedlings in the seedling room every day, or went to the fields with Qiu Laohan to inspect the fields, and sometimes, she would go to the village outside the courtyard to deal with crop pests and pests for the people.
She seems to be busy from morning to night all day, and she hardly spends time in the courtyard except for sleeping at night.
Hu Niu saw this qiΔ in her eyes, anxious in her heart, for fear that Xia Xiaoyu would leave silently, she had mentioned it more than once in front of Baili Huaqing, and wanted to stick to Xia Xiaoyu every day.
Baili Huaqing's attitude surprised Hu Niu, he was not in a hurry, except for letting Rushuang secretly protect Xia Xiaoyu, he was indifferent to other things about Xia Xiaoyu.
The cold war between the two continued, and in the blink of an eye, half a month passed.
The people around Xia Xiaoyu and Baili Huaqing were secretly anxious for them, but the two parties didn't mention each other at all, and this time, they were so happy that Lotus and Dong'er.
One of them was sent to take care of Huniu, and the other was sent to take care of Baili Huaqing, and both of them lived in the [Jingyuan].
In the past, it was deserted and deserted, but in the past half a month, it has become a lot more lively, but this kind of excitement is a little weird, it seems to be limited to the surface, and the people below are careful in doing things.