Chapter 836: To Kill or Not to Kill

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Qin Jian also sighed and said: "There is no if, even if we don't return to Beijing, things will happen between us, because I have a lot of plans, and it is impossible to take you with me all the time." ”

Meng Yun looked at Qin Jian, suddenly stopped talking, and kept looking, she had a question in her heart, this question has always been there, but she has never asked, and now she just wants to ask, really, she just feels that if she doesn't ask, her heart is like a thorn all the time, but she is afraid to ask, because she is afraid of hearing the answer she is most afraid of hearing.

Although she knew that the answer was the most normal, if there was no answer like that, it would be abnormal.

And she also knew that there was such an answer at that time, and it didn't hurt her, after all, that answer was there, but it didn't become a reality, she didn't have to care about it at all, but she couldn't care about it, really, if she wanted to be completely unconcerned, it was simply impossible, because that question was about the heart.

What she wants to know most is Qin Jian's heart, although now she knows how Qin Jian placed her in her heart, but she still wants to know more, what is this? Is this really good? This is not good, if it was put in the past, she really wouldn't care, if she didn't have any problems with Qin Jian, she wouldn't even think about such a problem.

But it was because she had a problem with Qin Jian that things between them would be very concerned, maybe it would be a comfort.

So she gritted her teeth, and finally asked, "Have you ever thought about killing me?"

"You ......"

Qin Jian didn't expect Meng Yun to ask such a question, which made him stunned, to be honest, he was also very afraid of answering such a question, if it was what Meng Yun was in his heart, it was very easy to say, but this question of whether he wanted to get rid of Meng Yun was really terrible, and the words he said before were really to be verified here.

That's right, he kept saying that he had put Meng Yun in his heart, but so what? This is true, if he had murderous intentions towards Meng Yun, then even if he said it well before, it would be useless, yes, does this still need to be said? This is already wanting to kill, what else is there to say?

It can only be said that what he said before was a lie.

Meng Yun smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, you don't need to say it, I already know the answer." ”

If Qin Jian hadn't had murderous intent, then how could he hesitate like this? As long as he hesitated like this, that thing was very easy to say, he had murderous intent, and it was very likely that he was ready to do it, but I don't know why he didn't do it in the end.

Meng Yun just felt like her heart had been stabbed by something, it really hurt, in the end, there were still things, and the things she was most afraid of were there, but how could this be?

She obviously doesn't have to care, to be honest, when she was with Qin Jian at the beginning, she also thought about killing Qin Jian, because she felt that it was really too troublesome to follow Qin Jian, especially after she* gave it to Qin Jian, she was even more murderous and wanted to get rid of this person who took away her innocence.

But then she changed, she became aware of Qin Jian, in fact, there were many times when the master gave her orders, saying that if there was really no gain, then Qin Jian could be eliminated, because at that time, the emperor and her master were impatient, and it was thanks to Meng Yun's maneuvers again and again that Qin Jian's life was saved.

As a result, she didn't expect that this was the result that was saved in the end, so when Meng Yun knew that she had been deceived at the beginning, she really wanted to kill Qin Jian, it was all hatred in her heart, but it was just hatred, if she was really allowed to do it, how could she be willing to do it?

She was reluctant, so she didn't want Qin Jian to be reluctant, fortunately he was reluctant too, but she wanted him to not even be able to move with murderous intent, this is really a bit difficult for a strong man, even she herself has been moved, how can she not let people not have murderous intentions?

This is really unreasonable, but Meng Yun is also unreasonable now, because her heart is very chaotic and uneasy, and she just wants to get all kinds of things to comfort her heart.

Qin Jian didn't know that Meng Yun had so many thoughts, he just sighed, which was an explanation, but it didn't seem like an explanation: "When I learned your true identity, I really wanted to kill you, but then I thought that I could still use your identity to pass on false news to the imperial court, so I didn't do anything, but I took your body." ”

Meng Yun sneered, after being taken away by Qin Jian at that time, she really had a feeling of heartbreak, but she didn't expect that what she almost lost at that time was her life, it was really just a thought, that's right, everything is in a thought.

Qin Jian continued: "Actually, taking your body is my biggest failure, if it weren't for taking your body, I think I would have killed you at some point, but what? ”

Hearing this answer, she was really not surprised at all, this was basically what Meng Yun herself guessed, but what she didn't want to hear was such an answer, but after hearing it, she was actually relieved, and she didn't have to wonder if Qin Jian was lying to her.

It's all about this, where can there be any more deception?

That's it, there is no good answer between them, maybe this is also a good answer, Meng Yun sighed, she has nothing to do now except sigh, this is just like Qin Jian, he can only sigh.

For a while, the two of them didn't have anything to say, they just sat there, dumbfounded, and didn't know what to say at all.

The whole room was empty, and both of them could hear each other's breathing, and then the sound of drinking water.