50 is not clear

Lu Xiaoman saw that her mother's face was a little bad, so she didn't ask again, she didn't even say good night, she got up and went upstairs, she knew that she was angry and sulking, because the people around her regarded her as a child, but they never cared about how the child should feel.

Forced her marriage, even if it was to help her grandfather, it was her willing, and she could not think about it.

But what can she think if she is forced to have a mother who is not a mother but is better than a mother?

She can't understand the world of adults, why did her mother die for so many years and her father didn't remarry? Is it because of her deep love for her mother, but no one has ever mentioned who her mother is? What is the reason, the family never mentions her mother, and no one sues her!

Back in the room, she looked at the photo at the head of the bed in a daze, she didn't know anything about the mother who gave her life, and she had allowed herself to know nothing all these years.

But she didn't want that!

She held the photo on her chest weakly, sometimes she wanted to cry fragily, but she couldn't find someone to cry to, maybe she never allowed herself to be vulnerable, she wanted to show her strength.

She thought, she loves her grandfather very much, she doesn't want her grandfather to worry about the affairs of the group all day long when he is old, she wants to share more, but she is still a student in college, she can't do anything; She loves her dad and doesn't want him to be a lifelong event for her own reasons; She loves her little mom but doesn't know anything about her.

This night, Lu Xiaoman slept in a daze, only felt that people were very tired, I don't know how long I slept, the alarm clock at the bedside kept calling, she struggled to get up and turn off the alarm clock, and slowly went to the bathroom to wash.

After washing up, she went downstairs for breakfast, and regained her heartless smiling face, "Mom, morning!" ”

As if nothing had ever happened yesterday, the little mother also returned with a gentle smile, "Morning! Miss! ”

Lu Xiaoman didn't see his grandfather and father, he pouted and slowly blew the hot porridge in the bowl, "Whew-"

"Xiaoman, your father and I are not what you think, if you have any misunderstanding, I can leave here." The little mother sat next to Xiao Man, her eyes were a little erratic, she shook her head and said, "Miss, I didn't expect me to cause you this trouble, your father is a good person, but I am not suitable for him." ”

Lu Xiaoman took a breath lightly, looked up at the bloodshot in his mother's eyes and couldn't hide his sorrow, he must have insomnia, "Mom, just when I didn't ask anything, let's still be the same as before!" ”

"Well, good!" The little mother paused for a long time, and finally nodded.

Lu Xiaoman reluctantly tugged at the corners of her mouth, she knew that the words she said were like spilled water that was difficult to take back, no matter how disguised they were, it was impossible to treat it as if it didn't happen, it would always be a knot that was difficult to solve.

She doesn't understand, she doesn't know what the future holds, and her mother doesn't know how it will develop in the future.

After eating, she drove to school, almost October, the weather is not very hot, the leaves of the trees are gradually red, she glanced at the deep blue sky, took a breath of the campus air, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

In the unexpected future, she plans to go with him!

When she went to the classroom as usual, Yang Yule liked to chirp a lot in her ear, Kong Ru read his books seriously, she sometimes thought about what kind of fate would bring the three of them together, let them know each other, I have to say that fate is really wonderful.

"Xiaoman, why have you always been preoccupied lately? Is Xiao Jingshuo's bastard angry with you again? Yang Yule's gossip psychology is always so strong, and Lu Xiaoman is impressed.

"Can you not mention him? I annoy him! Lu Xiaoman covered his head with a book, and he really wanted not to hear any sound, so that he didn't have to pay attention to the gossip greetings from his friends.

"Oh, okay, okay, I know you're still angry, but you have to ask why he's with that woman! Otherwise, it's so unclear, your fiancée's proper nest? ”

"......" Lu Xiaoman is super speechless, sometimes friends and bad friends are just a thought, always which pot is not opened, which pot is sprinkled with salt on her wound, or large particles.

"You really don't mind at all?"

"Mind if you have wool, can he use it when he goes out with his girlfriend? My mind is not worth anything at all, but that's not the point, the point is that this girl is not interested in him, and I only cooperate with him, not a marriage contract. ”

"It's really open! Female man, I admire! Yu Le clasped his fists at each other, "Then how are you and his eldest brother Xiao Jingtian developing?" ”

"Miss Yang, don't you know? I'm a married man, how can I think about others casually! ”

"That means you still like Xiao Jingshuo, otherwise he will betray your marriage contract, why can't you like others!"

"Could it be that Pan Jinlian and Ximen Qing are together, so Wu Dalang has to go to Xi Shi?" Lu Xiaoman blocked her ears, too lazy to reason too much with her, she didn't want to think about Xiao Jingshuo at all now, not at all.

And she wants to do her best to get rid of this problem that she has a headache when she mentions the word 'Xiao Jingshuo', and she must change it!

"If you don't say it, you won't say it! Stingy! Yang Yule felt that it was not fun to chat with Kong Ru again, Kong Xueba ignored it directly, got up and went to the back row with her homework, and she had to harass Lu Xiaoman again, "Manman, what have you been doing lately?" You just sue me, okay? ”

"Eat, sleep, and eat and sleep!"

"Pan Jinlian Ximenqing you just said, you compete with Wu Dalang, and you compare Xiao Jingtian to Xi Shi who is not in the same world, your resentment is very deep! Let me calculate for you, will you and Pan Jinlian come together! ”

"Yu Le, I'm really annoyed, I don't have the mood to think about this, really, you go to Kong Ru, okay? I missed a day's class yesterday and I still have to read! ”

"Alright! Then remember to sue me when you are in a good mood, I care about you very much! ”

"First of all, don't always do something boring, and secondly, I found that Yu Le, you have been very idle lately, have you done your homework? Have you all got a job? If all this is done, shouldn't you think about your marriage, don't find a partner in advance, don't set your sights on others, you're not too young, it's time to worry about yourself, okay? ”

"Kong Ru, will you die if you don't speak?"

Lu Xiaoman looked at the noisy two, and shook her head helplessly, or she had long been used to this kind of relationship between them, their relationship was like a chemical reaction: one like Yu Le had a lot of words to say, like a catalyst, and the other was like Kong Ru sullen, like an oxidant, and she was a mixture, no matter which one she encountered, it would react.