78. I want to love but I can't love

After eating, Xiao Jingshuo led Lu Xiaoman out of the restaurant door, she was a little flattered for a while, because it was really harmonious during the meal, and it was not her criticism meeting.

In the end, it was her villain's heart that she spent Ai Xuan's belly as a gentleman, she should have told Xiao Jingshuo nothing! Otherwise, with her arrogance in front of Ai Xuan, she would also be beaten into the eighteenth layer of hell!

It was a little helpless that she didn't eat braised pork during the meal, she was snatched by Xiao Jingshuo as soon as she picked up the braised pork, grabbed a piece of it, and then she had to give up eating meat and drink clear fish soup instead, but fortunately, Xiao Jingshuo didn't stop her from drinking soup.

Later, she drank the soup and thought silently, it doesn't matter if you can't eat meat, the nutrition in the clear fish soup is also very high, and the fish soup is the fish soup!

So her meal was originally rushed to eat meat, and it became green vegetable and fish soup, fish soup and green vegetables, and the vegetarian couldn't be vegetarian anymore! If you are vegetarian, maybe you will be as slender and stylish as Miss Ai in the future, and it can be regarded as a reward for her sacrifice of braised pork!

It's just that they came out as soon as they finished eating, what the hell is going on, Lu Xiaoman has a feeling of eating a bully's meal, "That, isn't it that you haven't paid the bill yet!" ”

"How do you know I didn't pay the bill!" Xiao Jingshuo was contracted here before he came, he either swiped the card, or paid it all at once, usually asking the secretary to pay the money afterwards, or the string paid on his behalf, and he gave the money.

"Oh." Lu Xiaoman is very concerned, okay, maybe Young Master Xiao's money is in the little girlfriend, why does she take the same dog as a mouse, it hurts to say it, there are many people who see others holding hands to show affection, there are few people like Xiao Jingshuo who show affection, and it is also a loss that she Lu Xiaoman can understand the affection show in it, and it completely hurt her single dog.

Xiao Jingshuo drove the car, turned his head to look at Lu Xiaoman, who was sitting in the co-pilot, what was this girl thinking, "What's wrong with her mouth so high!" ”

Lu Xiaoman noticed Xiao Jingshuo's tone, which was obviously a question but a declarative sentence, "It's not much, I'm not angry!" ”

It's strange if you're not angry, you can still be happy when you're abused by a dog, and your heart is not so good!

"Angry?" Xiao Jingshuo frowned, glanced at the person beside him, as if he understood something, and instantly regained a flat tone, "You just had surgery, and it's for your good not to let you eat meat!" ”

During the banquet, the girl didn't eat the meat, but her mouth was cocked, and she drank two bowls of fish soup pitifully, probably because she didn't say anything because someone was in the way!

"Huh?" Lu Xiaoman felt that he had heard it wrong, the vegetables on the table were all ordered for her, not for Ai Xuan, he actually knew that he had surgery, and it was not strange to know, he actually knew that he would have to eat something light after surgery, so he was talking about her when he said that it was not easy to digest?

Since he knew about her operation, he hadn't come to see her in the past few days, this person?

"Aren't you upset that you didn't get meat?" Xiao Jingshuo turned a corner and asked, stroking her hair with one hand, "What I asked you in the morning, you still have a night to think about it, think about it!" ”

Flattered! Lu Xiaoman found that at the end of the day today, it seemed that many things surprised her, such as Xiao Jingshuo actually looked at her with some doting eyes, she must have a brain twitch to see it wrong!

A night to consider, promised to associate with him? Lu Xiaoman swore that her expression must have been very frightened, because of this matter, she really didn't think about it seriously, even if she discussed it with Yang Yule, she didn't save it after this meal, she and Ai Xuan were simply swans and ugly ducklings, there was no comparison!

She can't be bored with herself, not to mention that Xiao Jingshuo's mention must have been influenced by the XM plan, probably Xiao Jingshuo also knew that he had to follow the XM plan, so he had to date her!

This kind of relationship is not as real as acting, so she doesn't want it!

"Xiao Jingshuo, I can't ......" Lu Xiaoman wanted to say that it was better for us to go back to the beginning, the initial lukewarm state is the best, sometimes she really thinks that Xiao Jingshuo's acting skills are so good that she thinks that it is not acting, she knows that if she wants to return to the beginning, she may be difficult to do a little, but she will try her best to forget jì, forget jì's dependence on Xiao Jingshuo, and try to erase his place in her heart.

"No matter what you want to say, it's not to answer now, sue me tomorrow," Xiao Jingshuo looked at her with a sad face, and finally said, "I hope you don't live up to it!" ”

Probably still reluctant to his eldest brother, he is not the kind of person who insists that she break off with his eldest brother now, he can even understand how happy the bright young man his eldest brother pretends to be to be a girl, but those are just illusions, he hopes that she can see clearly and understand before making a choice. And what he wants is Lu Xiaoman's sincerity, the heart that belongs to him completely, maybe it is a little difficult now, but he is willing to believe that she will, and one day she will be willing to give it to him.

Since when did he start to change so much, he began to care about a person's feelings, began to accommodate a person's temperament, joys, sorrows and sorrows are only for one person, and even he has to plan the future qiē, which is something that only happens since she appeared in his life.

Lu Xiaoman looked at his side, she has always looked at him like this recently, looking quietly, obviously the distance is less than one meter, but it seems to be separated by the length of the entire galaxy, this is the distance of liking a person! She nodded in response, "yes." ”。

She admits that she has fallen, she has fallen a long time ago, the high wall she built in her heart has long been destroyed by him, and now she is defenseless, no matter what he says, she wants to follow him, even if she knows that it is just a dream, a dream that she should not have.

But what is it when you wake up from a dream?

It's reality!

Outside the car window is a row of magnolias, in this cold winter is also green pure, she looked out the window, suddenly remembered that Yang Yule once said that this tree is pure and elegant, endless, much more loyal than love, she suddenly felt like this orchid, she is also willing to this love like this, endless.

It's just that if the Xiao family is really the black hand behind the fall of the Lushi Group as she thinks, then where will her magnolia affection be stored, and can she still let it go at that time?

I'm afraid that she and him will be enemies, how can she be ruthless to deal with the Xiao family, how to deal with Xiao Jingshuo?

She clearly remembered that her grandfather said before she met Gu Xiaozhi that the only credible person was Gu Xiaozhi, if the Ji family was her own person, why did she have to push all the cooperation to the Xiao family, this qiē made her have a mustard for the Xiao family, so even if she was emotional, she couldn't love it.

I am afraid that the greatest sorrow in the world is that I can't love if I want to love, and I can't love if I love!