102 evasion

Lu Xiaoman couldn't sit down anymore when she returned to the office, Ai Xuan's words kept beating in her head, and the more irritable she became, she took her bag and left the company without waiting to get off work.

Standing alone in the cold wind, she didn't even know which direction she was going. There is a home, she doesn't dare to go back, she is afraid of seeing her grandfather's eyes full of expectation, she is afraid of her mother's pity greetings, and she is afraid of her father's helpless sighs, maybe she is more afraid that she will not be able to hold it herself.

She couldn't hold it anymore, she felt that her heart was really painful, dripping blood, it seemed that something was pulling, she felt that it was difficult to breathe, and she felt melancholy in her heart.

Lu Xiaoman wanted to squeeze out a little smile, but no matter how she raised the corners of her mouth, she felt that there was no happy component, she dragged her tired body and walked slowly on the road, moving forward aimlessly like a dead corpse, one step at a time, slowly raising her steps, falling, and lifting again......

But I don't know when it will end.

"Didi-" After a car whistle, a car pulled up beside her, and she didn't notice until someone called her.

Xiao Jingtian, at this time, she didn't want to see him, and the guilt for him turned into guilt after he spoke in the morning, she didn't know how this eldest brother who was silently guarding her could watch the people she liked like others, she was a little envious of him, he could be so simple, just guarding her.

If time goes back, perhaps, she should listen to her little mother's advice and choose this warm big brother, so that she will not fall into the embarrassing realm she is now.

But time will not go back, and she will not have another chance to choose......

"Brother Xiao, why are you here?" Lu Xiaoman couldn't squeeze out a smile, so he didn't force himself, just twitched the corners of his mouth dryly, waiting for Xiao Jingtian to reply.

"Oh, get in the car, it's too cold outside!" Xiao Jingtian smiled slightly, then bent down to open the car door, "Get in the car!" ”

Lu Xiaoman froze in place, he looked like Xiao Jingshuo.

The moment she lowered her head and bent over, she seemed to see him who was familiar, Xiao Jian's chin was curved and elegant, and the first time she saw such a good-looking bowed face was Xiao Jingshuo.

"Xiaoman?"

Lu Xiaoman was busy getting into the car when she heard the sound, she smiled embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I just deserted." ”

It's not just desertion, it's a sin, how can you mix such a gentle man with that liar? Fortunately, people's hearts can't be pierced at a glance, otherwise she will really be a heinous crime.

"I thought I would only see your cold face, but I didn't expect there to be an expression, but I didn't want you to just apologize to me, I said I didn't have to apologize."

Xiao Jingtian was again tender, no matter how wooden Lu Xiaoman was, he had to understand that the eldest brother's affection for her was not fake, at least in her opinion, when she was sad and sad, she would always appear as soon as possible.

Moreover, when she was with Xiao Jingshuo, he stayed away silently.

"Then thank you......" Lu Xiaoman fastened his seat belt and looked at the car that had started, and asked in pieces, "Where are you going?" ”

In fact, Lu Xiaoman didn't want to go anywhere, she didn't know where to go, the world was so big, there was no place for her, maybe she didn't dare to face it and wanted to escape.

"If you trust me, come with me." Xiao Jingtian turned his face to look at her, and said gently and delicately, "Trust me once, is it okay?" ”

"Hmm." Lu Xiaoman nodded, such a good big brother, of course she believed it, but she was not in a very good mood, and her feelings were still not very high, but she still responded.

Since I don't know which direction to go, occasionally a friend may take me to a place where I can meditate.

She nestled in the car seat, her head against the window, Xiao Jingshuo didn't let her lean against the window, saying that it would be unsafe, she denied it at the time, where would it be unsafe, but when she was with him, he was domineering and unreasonable, and she was still obedient.

Thinking about it, she smiled and muttered, "Brother Xiao, it's really hard to love someone, I'm working hard......"

But what about the hard work, she is to blame.

Until now, she still has no interest and can't let him go!

"Xiaoman, maybe you will think that what I said is redundant, love is very short, and forgetting is very long, some people remember a person in a minute or a second, but it takes a lifetime to forget. But isn't the real magic of love in this forgotten time? But I believe that strong love will not have a shelf life, and if you and Xiaoshuo have a strong relationship, then it will last forever. ”

Lu Xiaoman listened to Xiao Jingtian finish speaking slowly, and did not nod, just leaned quietly on the back of the seat. The heating was on in the car, and there were rows of small water droplets on the window, falling evenly, and the warm wind was blowing, but she felt that it was cold, and she was a little cold.

She leaned on the back of the saddle with her arms folded, reached out and gently slid down the water droplets, and when she touched her fingers, she saw the water droplets falling down like particles, she hurriedly retracted her hand, and inadvertently stuck out her tongue, like a little white rabbit who had done something wrong.

"Brother Xiao, do you know? Maybe you are right when you say that forgetting will be very long, sometimes I think, I am a person who does not want to forget, I even want to keep it, do my best, I know that there will be no result, but I just feel that although my strength is meager, but I have a burning heart, I can feel, influence, I really have no fate with him? Can't I really tolerate him alone? I think if he were to love me, I would be like a moth pouring down a burning fire, but in fact? I can't even confirm that he loves me, do you think I need to hold on? ”

Lu Xiaoman said for a long time, she didn't know what she said, she just said more and more unconfident, she knew, perhaps, it was really as she thought, Xiao Jingshuo was fake to her, but she gave her true feelings.

She still didn't dare to rush in front of him and ask him if those things in the newspaper were true? But she was afraid, she was afraid that after she asked, the answer would not be satisfactory.

So, she lingered on this matter, entangled, hesitant, hesitant, nothing more than she fell too deep! Ai Xuan reminded her not to fall in, but she didn't listen at first, she didn't believe it.

Now I'm skeptical again!

She doubted it, so is her relationship with Xiao Jingshuo still stable?

"Xiaoman, you have the answer in your heart, don't you? When you ask me if I will persevere, you already have the answer, will you persevere? Even if Xiaoshuo doesn't love you, you'll be a moth to the fire! ”

Lu Xiaoman looked at Xiao Jingtian in astonishment, it turned out to be so obvious, her heart had always been so easy to read?

"Your eyes betray you, although you may be indifferent on your lips, but your kind and simple heart can't deceive me, but I really want to keep you safe......"

Xiao Jingtian suddenly stopped the car when he said the last sentence, and then continued, "Happiness." ”