Xiao Jingshuo left the Lu Group and drove directly to Mingyue, he rarely went to the bar during the day, this time alone.

Sitting alone in the private room, there is no light on, a person is smoking, only the light is seen in the dark, he spits the smoke in a circle, and every time he has to be choked to extinguish the cigarette butt.

Today's trip, he didn't have to go in person, but these days, although he didn't go to see Lu Xiaoman, and he also saw her news from the newspaper, he still remembered in his heart, in the end, he still couldn't give up.

But no matter how hard it is to give up, it must be abandoned.

His mind kept calculating, he was reckless during this time, he really shouldn't have agreed to implement the XM plan, if he had known that Lu Xiaoman was the plan itself, and the final sacrifice would be Lu Xiaoman, then he should have pushed her away a long time ago, and he would rather jump into this fire pit by himself.

But at the moment, Lu Xiaoman refused to listen to him, what should he do.

He wanted to prevent the Lu family from cooperating with the Xiao family no matter what, so he insisted on dissolving the marriage contract despite his grandfather's opposition, but now Lu Xiaoman is with Xiao Jingtian, which he didn't take into account.

Just thinking about it, Xianzi pushed the door in, he frowned, he couldn't see Xiao Jingshuo's expression clearly in the dimness, he turned on the light at the door, and as soon as he turned it on, he saw Xiao Jingshuo drinking in the corner of the sofa, in fact, as soon as he came in, he could smell the strong smell of wine, "Are you drinking here?" ”

Xiao Jingshuo raised his eyes, looked at him deeply, poured a glass of wine into his mouth, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "You know I'm here?" ”

He filled his brother with a glass of wine and put it in front of him, and sure enough, it was most refreshing to have someone to accompany him at this time, but he was not in a very good mood and couldn't laugh at all.

Maybe today is worse than any other day, but it is ridiculous that he has to force a smile in front of her.

Contradicting himself, he lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, "String, have you ever loved someone?" ”

He knew that he was knowingly asking, and Xianzi was in love with Ai Xuan. But Ai Xuan's mind is all on him, and in such a relationship, Xianzi is still not angry, even when Yueyue was born. He also had an indifferent expression.

Sometimes Xiao Jingshuo wonders why his brother's face has been cold for many years, as if he has never seen Xianzi smile, and he laughs from the bottom of his heart.

Or does he not know him well enough?

"Yes!" Xianzi was stunned for a while before continuing. "You know, my feelings for Xiao Ai, but she likes you, and you have children, so even if you love others, please take back your feelings and see the reality clearly, you must be responsible for Xiao Ai."

Xianzi rarely said so much, he generally just listened to Xiao Jingshuo's orders, and he also had hatred in his heart. But after all, they are brothers, after all, the woman he loves loves his brother, and he has nothing to do.

When Yueyue was born, he wanted to leave, but when he saw that Xiao Jingshuo's mind was not on Ai Xuan at all, he stayed.

"You thought we had children, haha!" Xiao Jingshuo laughed, yes, he laughed at himself and forced himself to a dead end. There is no way back at all.

His brother asked him to withdraw his love for others and love another woman, but he didn't think about why Xianzi was so generous, even Lu Xiaoman couldn't stand it when he came to his eldest brother.

And the strings endured for six years. How he did it!

"Xiao Jingshuo, I sue you, you know that you have to be responsible for letting a woman get pregnant and give birth to a child, I don't care if you are the future heir of the Xiao family, you have to give an explanation to their mother and son. If I had known that you had failed them, I would not have spared you. ”

Xianzi was angry for the first time, this was Xiao Jingshuo's first feeling, and his brother was still very scary when he was angry.

There was anger in his eyes, completely different from the coldness of the past, his brother was speaking ill of him at the moment, and it was the first time that he felt that Xianzi loved Ai Xuan very much.

"Haha......" Xiao Jingshuo suddenly laughed, this time he was presumptuous, stubborn, maybe helpless, his voice resounded in the box, it was the first time he laughed like this, he smiled and laughed, and he felt so empty.

At that moment, he seemed to see Lu Xiaoman's dissipation, and Lu Xiaoman's face disappeared in an instant, he reached out to grab it but pounced on it, leaving his hand in the air to capture in vain.

It turns out that he really lost!

He stood up and took the bottle beside him, he had drunk many bottles before the strings came, and it was strange that this time he felt that he could not get drunk at all, and he could not shake off the unpleasant scene.

"You're drunk!" Xianzi held him with one hand, and if he hadn't heard the waiter here say that he had come to the bar alone, he wouldn't want to come here to see him, "You're still in love with that girl!" ”

"Love?" Xiao Jingshuo smiled bitterly, mixed with tears was already a blur, when he heard the word love, he hesitated for a while, love, how far away is it.

Does he love her? What can be done with cuteness, love is still not worth a plan, it can't be worth the barren land and the old sea are rotten, and love is not to be buried in this smokeless business war.

"Xiao Jingshuo, can you be sober, I didn't support your marriage in the first place, didn't you promise me that you wouldn't fall in love with her? Is that girl like that that hard for you to let go? Don't you want to find out the cause of your mother's death? Ai Xuan, don't you want to care about their mother and son? I don't care how sluggish you are now, I want you to cheer up, I am your brother, but I also have something to protect, if you continue like this, don't blame me for ignoring brotherhood! ”

Friendship? Xiao Jingshuo is not the first time to hear this word today, he only thinks it is funny, it seems that many people talk to him about love today, but they all want to break off love with him, he turned out to be such a failure.

He didn't know!

It's just that......

"Yueyue is not my child...... Xiao Jingshuo threw himself on the floor after speaking, but fortunately the strings grabbed him and dragged him up, but he had already fainted.

Xianzi scolded secretly and carried him up, in the end, he still couldn't let go of it from childhood to adulthood, just because he and he were brothers, just because Ai Xuan liked him, he had to keep wiping his ass and cleaning up the mess for this brother who was one year younger than himself.

I can't figure out when he started this habit, used to protecting him, although he has love, but this brotherhood is difficult for him to give up.

He only remembered that summer, Ai Xuan was seven years old, he was also seven years old, it was still an afternoon of cicadas, the sun was warm, Ai Xuan said, there was a young man in the class, and now he is friends with her. (To be continued.) )

PS: The male protagonist Xiao Baba has worked hard, my every day, the first few chapters of Caicai are very depressed, and they are finally going to start normal......