So she didn't want to wake up, she just wanted to sleep like this, and since then, Gu Xiaozhi would come to her room every day to talk to her, in fact, she didn't hate Gu Xiaozhi, but she always didn't want to forgive her.

Sometimes, Ji Xianmo feels that she is very willful, she doesn't like herself like this, but she can't change it.

Especially after she spoke today, she obviously didn't feel very good in her heart, but she just wanted to be so angry and filial piety, she just couldn't get used to seeing her feeling like she was high and everything was in her heart, could it be that the queen would play with other people's fate, just imagine, no one would want to be destined from birth.

After taking a bath, Ji Xianmo went to bed to rest, and when she saw that the phone was a message from Kong Ru, she silently held the phone, no matter when, Kong Ru knew her best, he understood her current difficult situation, and understood how bitter she was in her heart.

She looked at the short four words that Kong Ru called, "Cherish yourself!" ”

It's just that I want to cry inexplicably, when she was going to get engaged to Xiao Jingshuo, he called at that time, and he was like this at that time, but that time he said it to her, but she still fell into it, not to mention cherishing it, even if she didn't pay attention to it, she finally died.

Although she didn't really die, but after the cliff jumping incident she experienced, she was inexplicably afraid of heights, and in the face of those higher floors, she didn't even have the courage to look at it, let alone look down from above, the more frightened she became.

In the end, she replied to Kong Ru with the word "thank you", in fact, she knew that thank you could not express all her gratitude at all, to have such a good friend by her side, to accompany her through thick and thin, her thanks were too light.

Just like when she always said thank you to Brother Xiao, she knew that there were many apologies in her heart, and there were many gratitudes, but when she said it, she found that thanks and sorry were very important at all.

She sometimes really thinks that if Xiao Jingtian hadn't blocked that shot, would she really be dead now, and would Lu Xiaoman really not have zài. She's not Ji Xianmo now, she's just a dead person?

Looking at the photos on her phone, there is only one photo taken by Kong Ru, Lele and Xiao Jingtian on her birthday. Brother Xiao is such a gentle man, so gentle and sunny, why did he die?

God it's really unfair!

Oh, yes! Fate is unfair, God is unfair, it is all unfair. She survived, which is really unfair.

Thinking about it, Ji Xianmo fell asleep, as if it was a dream, she saw that she was Lu Xiaoman, as if she was still in childhood, living carefree, she ran on the lawn of the park, chasing a paper airplane alone, and kept running forward. She was chasing, she had no friends, no playmates, just she, running on her own......

As she ran, she saw Kong Ru and Lele......

At this time, it was already her high school days, Lele had two pigtails, which were both playful and cute, but Lele was not very willing to take care of her, she knew that this was Lele who had just met. That's what she's going to do......

Later, she seemed to see her mother again, saw her father, and saw that they loved each other, but they could never be together because of this plan. She wanted to go up and talk, but it was all gone, and finally it was her grandfather's face, and she saw her grandfather calling her name, calling out one by one, "Xiaoman! ”

The voice seemed to resound in my head. She saw a smile on her grandfather's gentle face, and saw her grandfather waving to her happily, but she just couldn't touch her grandfather, she wanted to go forward, but grandpa disappeared again.

She had to sit in the corner, she didn't know if she was scared, she just kept shivering, and her grandfather was still gone.

She kept shedding tears, until a hot person wiped all her tears for her, she saw that the person was Xiao Jingtian, she wanted to hug him happily, but she saw the eye-catching red on her chest, at that moment, she shook her hands in a panic......

It wasn't until she sat up from bed that she realized it was a dream, a terrible, real dream...... That is the qiē she has experienced, all of which appear in front of her eyes repeatedly, she covered her sore head, and kept asking herself, why?

Why is it another experience, why do you see this again in your dreams?

She didn't want to see Brother Xiao in that state, Brother Xiao was like an angel, why should he suffer like that?

And grandpa, why did he leave suddenly, but when he was leaving, her granddaughter didn't even go to see him!

She hates fate, so unfair!

But there is nothing to be done.

In the morning, Ji Xianmo woke up, a ray of sunlight fell through the gap in the curtains, just hit her face, she unconsciously patted her head with some pain, maybe it was the reason why she didn't sleep well last night, she felt a little dizzy, she put on her shoes and went to the bathroom to wash up before going downstairs.

Because of her new identity, she doesn't need to go to school, and her junior year is over, so she is a tutor in the summer.

So after breakfast, when a piano teacher came to the house, she almost didn't squirt out of breakfast, "I said Brother Xianshu, you don't want me to cultivate some artistic cells!" You have to know that I really can't do this, I don't have this talent at all! ”

"It's not that I want you to learn, it's my mother who wants you to take this opportunity to cultivate your sentiments!"

"Hehe......" Ji Xianmo sighed in his heart, I'm afraid it's not to cultivate sentiment! Presumably she was put under house arrest in another way, isn't she afraid that she will make a mess when she goes out, and she is not a troublemaker, as for using this kind of trick?

But thinking about it, she thinks that Gu Xiaozhi is too powerful, worthy of being a queen, and she will be put to death in a different way, and her own daughter will play like this, if she is not pro, she is afraid that nine lives will not be enough.

Thinking of this, Ji Xianmo was not very happy, and she had no way to say cruel things to Ji Xianshu, so she compromised, "Okay, okay!" I'm going to learn! Hello Teacher! ”

When she went upstairs to the study naughtily, the new teacher also followed, Ji Xianmo used to think that piano teachers were all elegant products, but she didn't expect her teacher to be a fat woman, she asked curiously, "Can you really be elegant when you play the piano?" ”

The teacher didn't say much, and looked at her coldly, "Stretch out your hand!" ”

Ji Xianmo was surprised, is it possible to fight? This is Master Yan, she doesn't look offended, but her face is round, so let's call her Teacher Drum for now! (To be continued.) )