Chapter 202: Damage (II)

The corridor of the hospital was unusually quiet, and it was almost possible to hear the heartbeat of a person, Ji Xianmo moved his steps and walked forward, and suddenly the footsteps behind him were getting closer and closer, "Xiaoman, I know it's you." ”

Xiaoman, countless people call her like this, but she can agree, but he calls her name, she can't agree, she can't admit it, she is not Lu Xiaoman, she is Ji Xianmo.

I have told myself many times in my heart, and I must not admit it.

After a few pauses, he finally took a step forward without looking back, and since he decided to stay away, he had to disappear completely.

"Yueyue is no longer good, but she still thinks about you!"

Yueyue's memory is so bad, but she remembers her? Ji Xianmo really wanted to go back and ask him, why did the child's condition deteriorate suddenly, why couldn't it be treated, and why did God take Yueyue's life like this?

Why?

But she couldn't, and the more times like this, the more she couldn't turn back.

"Ji Xianmo, you are really so ruthless!" Xiao Jingshuo's angry voice came to her ears, she stood still, and had to turn around and call her name.

"Sir, is there anything wrong?" Ji Xianmo's polite face didn't seem to see any flaws, but she ignored a problem, that is, she likes to bite her lip whenever she is nervous, and her dark lips are obviously bitten, which can't be hidden from Xiao Jingshuo.

But even if she knew that she couldn't hide it, she had to keep her composure, she didn't move like a statue standing in front of him, just stared at him.

Such stubborn eyes can only be found by Lu Xiaoman, but suddenly appeared on Ji Xianmo's face, he smiled, "You still can't pretend so much, I know it's you, if you want to see Yueyue, go and see it!" ”

Ji Xianmo didn't know what to do, maybe he was right, she didn't know how to pretend, she was exposed everywhere, but she only wanted to protect him. She can't let her mind go to herself, she will go to see the child, "Sir, I'll go with you." ”

The two arrived at the ward one after the other. She didn't know how to describe this feeling, many times he had taken her little hand and forced her to a certain place, and he could do it so politely today, the distance between the two seemed to be a meter long, she didn't seem to be used to this way.

Maybe that's who she is. He still has some scruples about her, if it was before, he must have forcibly pulled her, this is also a right that Lu Xiaoman has, she Ji Xianmo will not have.

She had been in front of the ward twice, and this time she went in with a heavy heart, but also with a little joy, or a face that she hadn't seen for a long time, or maybe she hadn't looked at this child quietly for a long time, a soft and soft child.

She stood in front of the hospital room. Raising his hand into the air but not touching it, such a clean angel face, but dying with a sickly color, a wisp of pain between his eyebrows.

"She ......" Ji Xianmo felt a lot of painful guilt in her heart, it was that she didn't take care of her at that time, not that she rarely had a fever anymore, how could it be such a scene again, her Yueyue couldn't lie here in pain because of the torture of an illness, she shouldn't be allowed to bear it, at a young age. She was reluctant.

There were warm tears in the corners of her eyes, and before she knew it, she seemed to be back to the day when she saw Yueyue with a fever for the first time, and she was really frightened that day. I am afraid that this child will be in pain, and it is the first time I have seen a lovely child who has been tortured by illness, and of course, I feel sorry for her congenital weakness like daily sleepiness.

She wanted to ask Ai Xuan why he didn't protect the child well, and why Xiao Jingshuo couldn't even take care of the child, but she wanted to ask herself why she couldn't even take care of the child, all because of her!

It's her fault. She was still in the mood to stand here, she took a few steps back and wanted to leave, and if she stayed here for a second longer, she would feel her heart ache.

Heartache for the child, but also heartache for Xiao Jingshuo.

Her love has always been like this.

But he forgot to feel sorry for himself......

"Xiaoman, you finally admit that you are Xiaoman!"

The voice behind her was eager, unbelievable, and a little happy tone, it was a familiar voice to her, but no matter how familiar it was, she couldn't turn back at this moment to accept his question, and to tell him that she was Lu Xiaoman, and she was the person he had been looking for.

If the whole world knew that she Ji Xianmo was Lu Xiaoman, she would also let Xiao Jingshuo understand that she was not Lu Xiaoman, she didn't want him to fall into this troubled water again, she wanted him to stay away from this qiē.

However, the person she misses day and night is by her side, she can't recognize each other, she really doesn't have any concentration at all, and her tears have already fallen, but she still bites her lip and refuses to admit that she is the person he is looking for.

"Why are you here!"

It is also such a voice that can cut through the embarrassment, she lowered her head and quietly wiped away her tears, and then looked up to see, it was Ai Xuan, it was Yueyue's mother, she smiled slightly, "I'm here to see Yueyue!" I'm leaving! ”

She had no position to stand here, the family she had almost destroyed was now so easy for them to live a peaceful life, but God wanted to take her child.

Ji Xianmo raised his feet and was about to go out, maybe he would never see each other again.

She ran out of the ward quickly, and when she walked out, her heart sank, as if she had been hollowed out all of a sudden, so that she didn't know how to face it, and she didn't know what to do, she knew that the corners of her eyes kept crying, kept crying, and wanted to cry.

Warm tears soaked her face, but she didn't have the strength to wipe it, and she didn't want to wipe it, she squatted down, maybe just crying this time!

"Lu Xiaoman!"

Hearing Ai Xuan's angry scream, she looked at her with confused eyes, but she was slapped head-on, with a hot pain and deep consciousness.

Then there was a burst of hot words from Ai Xuan, which were tens of thousands of times more painful than that slap.

"You woman, why are you always so ghostly, my child is gone now, don't you feel very happy, do you think this qiē is correct, you are with Xiao Jingshuo towards your own plan, you suddenly got engaged, suddenly got married, suddenly disappeared, should all of us revolve around you? You are really a vicious woman, I didn't expect to lose to your hands in the end, you are really a slut, I didn't expect that I still lost Xiao Jingshuo's heart, I still lost a qiē, I don't even have a child, child, my Yueyue, I don't even know me anymore, I am her mother, but she always calls your name, why are you! What kind of despicable methods have you used......

The words in her ears were unbearable, she seemed to isolate the whole world, she couldn't see or hear clearly, and all the qiē seemed to isolate her...... (To be continued.) )