Chapter 206: Calm (II)
Because Liu Chengyi rented a house for her, although Ji Xianmo had the heart to move out, he had not yet spoken, and he saw Yang Yule suffering from such a situation of gains and losses, so he never left.
The next day, Ji Xianmo still told Lele about going out to live, although Lele disagreed, but because he understood Ji Xianmo's temperament, he agreed, but said that he had to sue her when he moved, Ji Xianmo looked at her helplessly, saying that he was alone, where did he come from.
On the weekend, the kindergarten is closed, Ji Xianmo has time to go to Yang Yule to see the new home, to be honest, although I trust Liu Chengyi very much, this seems to be improper, and it is still very formal to do things, but I didn't expect that after entering the house, she was panicked, this man is really careful and there is really no way for a woman to compare.
"Xiaomo, I really envy you, whether it is Xiao Jingshuo or Liu Chengyi, they are very good to you, there is everything in this house, except for the nanny, everything is bought, and even the purchase of Yueyueshu has been bought!"
Ji Xianmo glared at her, why was the words in this guy's mouth so unpleasant, "If you don't speak, no one will treat you as a mute!" Why hasn't Kong Ru seen it for a while, is there something going on at home? ”
Ji Xianmo hasn't seen Kong Ru's figure in the past few days, it's not that she misses it, it's that this guy usually appears by her side, as if the sudden absence of appearance makes her feel a little missing, I'm afraid it's just a habit!
The most terrible thing about people is not how much they love, but how accustomed they are.
"His father seems to have something, and I didn't ask, anyway, Kong Ru said that there was something, and he would come to see your home another day." Yang Yule pulled Ji Xianmo to sit on the sofa, "Xiaomo, you know that Kong Ru really has a friendship with you, I'm not talking nonsense, he probably needs to be quiet, you also know that he is measured in everything he does, so don't worry too much." ”
Ji Xianmo wasn't that worried, she knew that Kong Ru was indeed the kind of person who didn't need to worry. As long as he looks at him, he can understand her plan, such a person has such a high IQ and EQ, where does she need to worry, just every time Lele says this friendship. She felt guilty all along, as if she was taking advantage of his feelings.
"Hmm. Lele, you and the strings have been okay lately! ”
Ji Xianmo has never been a gossip person, but she can't sit idly by and ignore her good friends. The reason why she took the initiative to ask was just to find out what Xianzi was thinking in her heart, whether she had been using Yang Yule.
But after all, she also understands that Lele is a girl who deserves to be liked, and if Xianzi really likes her, then wouldn't it be a good thing.
"Xiaomo, I don't know why, I always feel that I am far away from him, as if sometimes he needs me very much, sometimes he hates me very much, sometimes I feel that he just uses me again. Sometimes I feel that his affection for me is also some true, I always tell myself that there is always some true affection, if it is acting, there is no need to act so similarly. ”
Ji Xianmo was silent, she had this kind of state of mind before, acting could never be so real, she had also thought about Xiao Jingshuo that way, didn't she? She knows, she really does.
Yang Yule just smiled slightly and continued. "I can be happy for days with a smile from him, and I have to think about what it means when he gives me a look, and I feel like a crazy person trying to guess what a person's eyes are. Is it because I'm angry, maybe he's happy in his heart, if he's angry for me, does he have me in his heart? Can you understand? A few days ago, he held me in his arms and said that he was a little scared, but at that time, I didn't know what kind of impact I was in. Someone like him would be afraid, would he tell me that he was afraid, did he hope that I could protect him? I think it's a little incredible, I think he has me in his heart, but the way he looks at Ai Xuan is even more incredible, every time he mentions Ai Xuan, he is smiling, I always think, why am I not Ai Xuan, I envy her. ”
"Lele!" Ji Xianmo understood her loss, sorrow and joy, and held her in his arms and comforted, "Lele, if it belongs to you, it must belong to you, if it doesn't belong to you, it must not be yours, so let it be!" ”
Go with the flow, she has had countless opportunities to leave, and she Ji Xianmo didn't go with the flow, and now she is here to comfort others, it's really a little funny, and she was silent for a long time before she said, "If you really can't let go, maybe you just go for it!" Be bold, don't miss the thought in your heart, then you will only regret spending the rest of your days, it will be very painful, my Lele must be happy, never unhappy. ”
"I was persuading you a few days ago, but today you persuaded me, you, we are not separated forever, you can continue to talk about me if I don't do it right in the future!"
Ji Xianmo just smiled faintly and stopped talking, she knew in her heart that she would not interfere with Lele and Kong Ru in the future, she would disappear completely, just like Xianzi said, either don't leave, or disappear cleanly, and the sudden appearance is not disrupting other people's lives.
After dinner, Ji Xianmo comfortably took a bath in the new home, and then lay flat on the bed, and suddenly thought of saying thank you to Liu Chengyi, if it wasn't for his thoughtfulness, her life would be really difficult, now that she has a job and a house, she will have a chance to find the real murderer of the master.
Thinking that it was a little late to call, she had to go to work again the next day, so she simply sent a message to thank her, and she didn't want to hit Liu Chengyi to reply, is her fiancée too moved or something, Ji Xianmo thought about the pimples on her body, her fiancée will become an ordinary friend sooner or later, Kong Ru and she can always be an ordinary friend, can't Liu Chengyi?
She didn't reply to the message, feeling that the two communicated too often and seemed ambiguous, so she turned off her mobile phone and lay quietly on the bed, I don't know why her brain suddenly popped out of Xiao Jingshuo's pretended serious face that day, thinking about it, she felt that the current men were too hypocritical, saying that she liked his serious appearance, in fact, she just hoped that he could stay away from her life, so that her original intention could be realized, but she herself was obviously hypocritical, after all, she would still think of him in the days when she didn't see Xiao Jingshuo, This is enough to prove that people's hearts are such that they are not controlled, and she is not controlled by themselves.
But since she chose to fight alone, she had to grit her teeth and insist, no matter what she could not shake, until this qiē was over, she could be freed. (To be continued.) )