Xiao Jingshuo left quickly, just like Ji Xianmo thought, what she did this time was really ruthless, I'm afraid he will never come back.

After she opened the door and closed the door, she didn't enter the house for a long time, and she didn't turn on the light, her heart hurt very much, there was the pain of thousands of small insects, Xiao Yueyue was no longer there, and Xiao Jingshuo was going to leave her, it was very selfish to do so, but as long as he could no longer be involved, what if she was ruthless.

But her heart still fluctuates a lot, she thought that she would not care if she died once, but she didn't expect it to be dizzy, she squatted at the door and cried like rain, this situation was still a long time ago, when Xiao Jingshuo was standing outside the door, a distance away from a wall, she thought she was the only one in unrequited love, but she didn't expect that the people outside the door could not suppress the emotions in her heart, at that time she was paranoid that he was just using her.

Only now did I find out that she was obviously using him more, but no matter how persistent she was, it would be useless to use anyone, Xiao Jingshuo said that she was ruthless, one day she did it, she waited until this day, but it was within the scope of what she couldn't bear, was this what she wanted?

The light switch in the house was beside her, but she didn't dare to turn on the light, she could only feel her own existence in the endless night, a small person, only she alone could be awake, but only at this time did she understand best, this is the way she Ji Xianmo wants to go.

"Tick-"

A mobile phone rang, it was so late, Ji Xianmo didn't know who else it would be, and when he saw that the screen was showing Kong Ru, he hadn't called her for a long time these days.

I didn't understand what was going on, she answered the phone, she didn't even have time to wipe away her tears, she didn't know what to say, just a silence, and an anxious voice on the other side, "Lele has an accident?" ”

After she asked the address, she opened the door and rushed out, Lele had an accident? There was a buzz in my head. She prayed in her heart that Yang Yule would not do stupid things, but Yang Yule was impulsive, and everything she did was a momentary brain fever, not to mention that she seemed to have suffered a blow from something.

Although Kong Ru didn't explain anything on the phone. can vaguely feel that it should be a matter of strings, except for this, Ji Xianmo really can't imagine that Yang Yule will die because of something.

Because since she met Lele, she has always felt that one day people all over the world will seek death, only Lele will not, she has a cheerful and lively personality, and her enthusiastic and unrestrained life is a heartless happy bean. Except for the melancholy that begins from time to time after encountering the strings.

This is the first time she has fallen in love, and she must have suffered some heavy blow to be like this!

But what is the reason?

When she urged the driver to drive to the hospital quickly, she finally suppressed the doubts in her heart and went to the hospital to go to the emergency room, Yang Yule had just been pushed out and transferred to the nursing ward.

"The doctor said that he had just finished gastric cleansing surgery and needed to be isolated for a period of time!" Kong Ru and Ji Xianmo stood outside the door of the ward, Ji Xianmo looked at Yang Yule lying inside, his heart was full of pity, obviously she shouldn't have such a fate, all because of her intervention, since the third year of high school. From then she found Kong Ru, it was a mistake.

She put her hands under the glass outside the door, she didn't have any strength in her hands at all, and she spoke for a long time, "Kong Ru, this qiē is all because of me, but why are these due punishments not on me, why should God be embarrassed and happy, she was so happy before, it was all because of me." Make her so sad. If I hadn't found you, I wouldn't have let her know me, and if I hadn't promised the family marriage, I wouldn't have let her know Xianzi. She must have hated me to death. ”

Kong Ru looked at Ji Xianmo standing beside him, and kept blaming himself, since when did it start, it seems that since she changed from Lu Xiaoman to Ji Xianmo, she has all kinds of pessimism, it seems that the Lu Xiaoman in the past no longer exists. Instead of such a Ji Xianmo, who always puts the responsibility on himself and imposes all the blame on himself.

He once thought that maybe she would never be so miserable as Ji Xianmo again, so involuntarily, but it seemed that he was wrong, he forgot about it, it seemed that she had entered an abyss from which she could not recover, but who caused this qiē, was it her?

"Xiaomo, no one will hate you, we have never, you have always done very well." Kong Ru stretched out his hand and put his arm around her shoulder, still so thin, still the same weak, but he obviously knew that Ji Xianmo had been alienating them recently and wanted to put them in a safe place, but how could he give up on her because of the fate involved in it early tomorrow?

He has always thought that he is just a friend of Ji Xianmo, but after a long time, as Yang Yule said, he likes her no less than others, but he never dares to say it.

He didn't plan to say it, he clearly understood the embarrassment of saying it and not even being a friend, so why bother?

"Kong Ru, when Lele wakes up, remember not to come near me again, I am really a dangerous person, I killed Brother Xiao, even my grandfather left, and Yueyue, everyone around me who I value has left, they are all gone, and now even Lele is unhappy."

Ji Xianmo laughed dryly, "Obviously, the most damned person is me, but I have always lived." ”

Why should the most damned person be alive?

She doesn't understand!

Looking at Lele in the ward, she felt so much guilt in her heart, but she couldn't bear this pain for Yang Yule, she wanted to know where the strings were at the moment, where did the person like her go?

She broke free of Kong Ru's arm, turned around and was about to look for someone, but her body was disobedient and she collapsed to the ground, and she sat down in the corridor of the hospital, and in the silent hospital corridor, it seemed that she was sitting there alone.

Kong Ru came over to help her up, but she just broke free, and then beat her hands weakly in the corridor, she was really a daughter, and she couldn't do anything.

Can't even go find someone to see Lele?

She slammed the ground so hard that the cold touch of the floor felt all around her, and she looked up at the void vaguely, as if she couldn't do anything but cry, it was so useless.

Why? Why is she so cruel, so that everyone around her suffers, why does this qiē doom befall those innocent people, why is her most important relatives injured?

She doesn't know how sad she is, but she can't do anything, and she is so clumsy, why can't she go back to the original point? (To be continued.) )