Chapter 232: Escape
In the room, the distance between the two can be regarded as skin rubbing skin, such an intimate distance, Ji Xianmo found that even though she is now Ji Xianmo's identity, her heart is still towards Lu Xiaoman, she can't help but feel sorry for this man, every expression of his, she wants to care, she wants to have......
It's just that her heart tells her that she is Lu Xiaoman, and on the other hand, she tells her that she is Ji Xianmo, and she has the Ji family......
Yes, she is so entangled, but the more entangled, the more contradictory she is, and the more her tears are scattered.
She wants to tell Xiao Jingshuo at this moment, she is Lu Xiaoman, she is the Lu Xiaoman he misses, she is!
But she opened her lips, but she couldn't say anything as if she was dumb.
Xiao Jingshuo looked at her eyes that she couldn't open her eyes from crying for a long time, and in the confusion, he gently kissed those tears, they said that when a person is happy, even tears are sweet, so long, your tears are so bitter, isn't it bad at all?
Xiao Jingshuo lowered his head slightly, his thin lips rubbed a little cold on Ji Xianmo's skin, he was careful little by little for fear that the person in his arms would be broken, how much he cared about her, he was afraid that she would leave, afraid that she would disappear, afraid that she would suddenly treat him as a stranger again.
His familiar breath hit her face, mixed with the tears on her face, it was not a very good taste, but it was such bitterness that he would be careful, for fear of touching the wound in her heart, and afraid that she would continue to cry.
"Xiao Shuo......" Ji Xianmo was a little tickled by his kiss, she knew that this was wrong, but her hand seemed to be fixed and did not obey the call, she couldn't lift it, she couldn't push him, she refused to push it away, the feeling was like removing the flesh from her body, the pain of cutting.
She had to open her mouth and call his name, begging him not to do this, but it was such a weak tone. made Xiao Jingshuo's heart tremble, and his longness was finally willing to admit that he was like a child who had been allowed, like being given a delicious candy. He kissed her all the way from the forehead to her mouth, and he whispered softly, "Manman, I've finally waited for you back!" ”
Waiting to get back?
Ji Xianmo was taken aback, this fool. Why is he so stupid, Ai Xuan likes him so much and has always been by his side, if he hadn't met her, maybe they would be the best couple, why? Why did he wait for her stupidly?
She doesn't deserve his wait for her!
Just when Ji Xianmo lost his mind, Xiao Jingshuo moved his thin lips to her mouth all the way, rubbing them gently, he missed her peachy little mouth, it was so delicate. Let him be nostalgic.
I can't remember how long, a century has been the same, he has all of her, so now is she really back?
The person in his arms is obviously Lu Xiaoman, but why do he want to be someone else, why is it not his manman, not his cheerful little girl who can occasionally be coquettish, why is he such a sad person, what did her manman suffer. It seems like a lot has changed.
The lips were tightly together, but the tears were a little dry, so the kiss was not so sweet, but no one seemed to leave. Just like that, tightly together, bitter, dry and cold, thin......
I don't know how long it took, Ji Xianmo's lips trembled slightly, and she kept her body a little stiff like that. She also stopped crying, was such a bitter kiss telling her something?
She didn't know how to deal with it, she wasn't sure who she was, Ji Xianmo or Lu Xiaoman?
She only knows that her heart is really painful, as if she is being pulled by someone as uncomfortable, hollow I don't know how to put it, I don't know where to put it, her heart has died, lived, but now it seems to be dead, but this kind of pain makes her uncomfortable.
She pursed her lips, this time she was willful, all the efforts she had made these days had been in vain, which made her a little at a loss, yes, what to do next?
She raised her hand to push Xiao Jingshuo away, but her throat couldn't make any sound, she knew that she was obviously eager to be with him, but she had to make a choice?
Her hands are in the air but she doesn't know what to grasp, she wants to put it down in vain, but she is unwilling to contradict it, this is her heart, contradictory but real, she misses him, she wants to think about him?
Finally, the hand climbed to his face, reaching out to stroke the stubble that had grown, a little prickly, but it was very real, this is her, how many times has she dreamed of it, dreamed of it, what her heart belongs to, is him!
Danfeng's eyes were sunken because of her emaciation, but her eyes were obviously full of affection, it was the affection she could be moved by, this person was always so charming, she was powerless to parry.
With a tall nose bridge and a good-looking nose tip, she touched his nose and didn't look at him carefully for a long time, but her fair skin was a little pale and weak.
And his jaw was much sharper, her hand stopped there, she never knew what to say, she was selfish, but she also had no choice, it was her fault, but what could she do?
To turn around is to escape, if she continues, she must sink, while she is still sane, she can still escape, then leave!
"I'm sorry, I'm not!"
Until the end, she still said the words against her will, but why did she finish speaking, her heart hurt so much, it broke and tore apart the same pain, her Xiaoshuo, she was going to say goodbye!
I'm sorry, Xiao Shuo, you can't stay together in love in this life!
I'm sorry, Xiaoshuo, fate is so shallow!
I'm sorry, Xiao Shuo, if you still love me in the next life, I still love you, you still know me, I still know you, we will be together, okay?
So now, let her go?
Ji Xianmo's heart throbbed, but her determination to leave was not delayed at all, her panicked steps turned around and ran out of the door for a while, if both hearts are destined to be broken, then let her be cruel first!
She left the villa almost as if she were running away, her panicked steps did not know where to go, but her brain kept giving orders to flee, and she did not dare to turn back, because she was afraid that if she turned back, she would never move forward.
There was the sound of the whirring wind blowing in her ears, she felt so tired and tired, but she refused to stop, and finally she slowly lowered her speed, her feet were soft but not relaxed, but in the end, she still lost consciousness with the darkness in front of her.
Too tired? Did she escape?
The subconscious is still thinking about whether to escape, she is still the same Lu Xiaoman, what she is best at is to escape the problem, but she forgot about it, she is not good at escaping, where is she now, but she didn't give her an answer! (To be continued.) )