Chapter 250: Go Crazy
Breakfast was finished without being salty or light, Xiao Jingshuo wanted her affection and trust she couldn't do it, there were a lot of doubts in between, if he didn't want to say it, how could she believe it.
It's just that this piece of blue sea is still there, but their love has long been lost in a trance.
Lu Xiaoman walked on the beach, and the waves on the soft beach lapped on her feet, crispy and ticklish very comfortable.
She walked on this beach, the morning sun was not dazzling, and the wind happened to be cool.
Xiao Jingshuo followed behind her, two meters away, not far away......
From the moment he decided to take her away from the commercial battlefield without gunpowder, he was prepared that she would not be on the same front with him again, but even if he was fully prepared, his heart was still empty, and Xiaoman must be blaming him in his heart now!
He followed behind her, his heart was messy, and he couldn't tell why he brought her to this sea, probably because this was the beginning of his love for her!
Here, he remembered that there was once a girl in white, with a clear voice like a child, free and easy on this beach, but on such a clean day, she seemed to never come back.
However, he Xiao Jingshuo wanted to get it, he never missed, but Lu Xiaoman always let him want but couldn't get it, so he always kept looking for it, and in the end, he didn't expect to use such a captivity to bring her to his world, but he knew very well that Lu Xiaoman didn't like his way.
But he was reluctant.
There are many renunciations in life, and he once thought that maybe even love was a luxury. But now it seems that he is trapped in it, he can give up the entire Xiao Yun Group, but he can't let his love be hurt.
In the days when Lu Xiaoman left, he tried to find himself, but he failed in the end, he couldn't forget her at all, when he saw her appear in his sight as Ji Xianmo, and became someone else's fiancée, he was not jealous, but crazy.
I miss Lu Xiaoman like crazy. But she has always been in Ji Xianmo's identity.
So. He would rather design her than bring her back to himself.
Thinking of this, he quickened his pace, and he didn't have much time with her. He couldn't just let it go. What is right and wrong in the outside world seems to have long ceased to be in his consideration. He just wanted to hold the woman's hand and enjoy the scenery with her.
He walked over to her and gently took her hand. Ten fingers interlocked, as if only in this way could he feel a little at ease.
Lu Xiaoman was a little uncomfortable by his sudden hand-holding, she wanted to withdraw her hand as if it was too late, she had to look at Xiao Jingshuo a little strangely, "I don't believe you have the leisure to go to the beach with me here!" ”
She has always spoken straightforwardly, especially since the relationship between the two is not very good now, it is inevitable that she will be angry.
"Wife, are you really going to give up on me?"
Looking at the corners of his mouth and muttering aggrievedly, Lu Xiaoman's sentence Who is your wife, swallowed it back raw, so a handsome man is easy to do, she is either a nymphomaniac or a soft-hearted, so she has to stare at him dryly and don't know what to say.
She knew that there were many things that she was puzzled about, so didn't he plan to explain them to her?
Or did he feel the need to explain and be happy if he trapped her here?
"Manman, I know you're angry, you also have a reason for you to be angry, I understand, I really don't know that Ai Xuan went to find you, and then I heard Xianzi talk about this matter, at that time I was afraid that you were in danger, and I had a meeting in the company, so I had to let people go to you. I rushed over as soon as I finished the meeting, the thief was not arranged by me, I know what you are angry about, you may think that the person who kidnapped you arranged was arranged by me. I don't know if you will believe it when I tell you now, the police officer of the police academy I found her later, and I only wanted to go to find her after I rescued you, and I really don't know about Ai Xuan looking for her and kidnapping you. ”
Xiao Jingshuo saw that Lu Xiaoman had been silent, he didn't know how to explain, he just threatened Gu Xiaozhi very selfishly, he didn't expect Lu Xiaoman to have such a big reaction, he sighed and said, "I just told your mother that I will give you happiness, you have to believe me, I can make you happy." ”
Facing the sea, Lu Xiaoman has always felt very small in front of her, she curled the corners of her mouth slightly, stared at the sea and said, "Xiao Jingshuo, you see, the sea will ebb and tide every day, and there will be many small shells on the beach, when you bend down to pick up those things, you never know what kind of beautiful things you will encounter in the next moment, so the future is never knowable." And you? Do you think you can control everything, what your plans and your plans put me in, have you ever considered what I would think? You never asked me what I wanted. The happiness and tranquility I want is not now, I am a child of the Ji family, can I just run away like this? This sea is still so clear and transparent, or is it clean and people's hearts when they first came here? I can't understand you more and more, I sometimes even feel very scared, I'm conflicted, I don't want to doubt you anything, but I always can't help but think about everything, and finally I find out that in fact, those flaws, but how can you be so smart to do things so easily to show flaws? You deliberately left it, you deliberately reminded me of you, but you know what? I'd rather I didn't know anything, I'd rather I was me, you or you, in our respective worlds, doing what we were supposed to do. ”
Lu Xiaoman's mouth was a little dry, after saying these words, she told a story, her empty eyes were not sad, not sad, some were just quiet, just like the sea.
"I won't agree with you leaving here, no matter how incomprehensible you are during this time, you can hate me, you can hate me, you have to stay here, I will never allow you to go back and be hurt."
Seeing Lu Xiaoman's thoughts clearly, to be precise, both of them should have been honest with each other's thoughts, Xiao Jingshuo breathed a sigh of relief, even if Lu Xiaoman would hate him, he had to leave her here, at least it seemed much safer here than returning to China.
When he had said this, he left her alone on the beach, and walked away, saying that the beach was not very suitable for them to walk, and that they would either quarrel or fall out.
Lu Xiaoman looked at his back, and always felt that things must not be as simple as she thought, maybe a reversal that she couldn't imagine was happening in the country now, but she stayed here safe and sound, is this how Xiao Jingshuo protects her?
If her heart is tormented now, does he insist on doing so? (To be continued.) )