After swaying all morning, Lu Xiaoman's footsteps unconsciously arrived in front of the door of the Lu family, and home will always be the deepest concern in my heart!

She stood outside the garden, which was a private residential area so it was not crowded and surrounded by old neighbors she knew, and she remembered that when she was a child she liked to go to her grandmother's house next door to see their kitten, and then the cat died, and the grandmother soon followed.

Later, the grandmother's son and daughter-in-law came back, but she never went to their house again.

Today she stood in front of the door, when the uncle inside came out, he was a little surprised to see her, and then greeted her, a kind of home warmth immediately wrapped her, she smiled slightly and waved her hand to the uncle, some friendships can not be broken.

She hesitated to go in front of the door, maybe her father didn't want to see her, or maybe her father would complain about her?

After standing for a long time, she didn't have the courage to take a single step, she turned around and was about to walk out, this was not her place, the world had always been big, and she seemed so redundant.

"Xiaoman, you're back!"

It was Daddy's voice, gentle and calm, his low voice sounded behind her, and her tears fell in an instant, she pursed her lips and turned back pretending to smile, "Daddy! ”

Dad has always seen everything very lightly in her heart, no matter how big the problem is, she will smile calmly, but now, the vicissitudes of her father's eyes, and the sorrow on his face, this is no longer the father she knows, I haven't seen him for a long time, and he is much older.

"It's good to be back!" Father Lu wanted to step forward and pat the child on the shoulder, but it took a long time. But I found that many things had changed, and many things had happened before people had time to adapt.

Father Lu smiled, turned around and entered the door, he never looked back, and he didn't dare to look back, the child had lost a lot of weight, in the end, it was a grudge between their adults, he felt guilty, and he shouldn't have dragged the child in.

Lu Xiaoman followed slowly. I haven't been back to Lujia for a long time. Nothing had changed in the house, the burning liquid in the corners of her eyes was like an illusion, and she seemed to see her grandfather beckoning to her, and his kind face made her smile instantly. "Grandpa......"

"Xiaoman. Don't blame yourself for grandpa's affairs. He left a letter in his study when he left, and now is the time, you go and see it! ”

Grandpa really cares about her!

Lu Xiaoman went upstairs quickly. She pushed open the door of the study, but when she saw the envelope, she hesitated, it was the last words left by her grandfather, grandpa was so cheerful that he would think of writing to her, why didn't she come back earlier, why couldn't she get over the hurdle in her heart and be able to see grandpa's words earlier.

She bit her lip, and finally opened the envelope, the familiar font jumped in front of her eyes, grandpa likes calligraphy very much, so his words are always vigorous and powerful, the pen is just right, when she was a child, grandpa often taught her to write, but she doesn't like it very much, if grandpa is still there, she can write as many words as she wants.

The content of the letter, the words and needles, pierced Lu Xiaoman's heart like a pain, she covered her mouth with one hand, grandpa said, to be happy.

But can she really just do what she doesn't care? Until the end of her grandfather's life, she still loves her granddaughter the most.

"Xiaoman, you must have wanted to listen to your grandfather when you saw the letter, didn't you? Don't think that you have done anything sorry for the Lu family, the Lu family has always been able to do so because of your efforts, you are grandgranddaughter, and in the eyes of grandpa, you are a very sensible and good child. But grandpa is sorry for you, when you were young, you shouldn't have agreed to this plan, so maybe you wouldn't be as embarrassed as you are now. In fact, how much grandpa wants to see his granddaughter happy, even if there is no Lu family, it doesn't matter, our family is happy, but there is nothing in this world to regret, so Xiaoman, although the current situation has developed into an uncontrollable appearance, we still have to face it with a smile as before. Xiaoman, grandpa still knows that you must want to avenge grandpa, but when is the time for revenge, I am a bad old man, and I am very content after living for so many years. Remember, don't hate your mother, she doesn't do this just for herself, she has something she needs to protect, so, don't hate, hate is the source of all evil. Things were complicated back then, Xiaoman, I entrusted you to Xiao Jingshuo because I fancy his character, that kid is a good boy, I can see his sincerity to you, so if he can give you happiness, don't go back to the Ji family, the Ji family is not suitable for a simple child like you, the world is far more complicated than we imagined. Be a child of our Lu family, simply go down, although the Lu family has nothing, but you still have a father who loves you. It's not that your dad doesn't love you, he's just not good at expressing it, and your little mom, if you can, I'm sure you want to see them together more than I do, I used to stop them when they were together, and then I regretted stopping them at the beginning, but I haven't been able to do anything for them for so many years, so when it's over, if possible, help grandpa make them happy for the rest of their lives. ”

When she saw that the end of the letter was her grandfather's name "Lu Yuqing", she couldn't stop crying, and she didn't know why the living people were always full of sadness and hope, as if she should replace the unreachable miss with tears.

Her tears almost blurred her vision, but she could clearly feel the hot liquid rolling back and forth in her eyes, and her face was like a long river of tears bursting its banks, pouring down uncontrollably.

But crying is only a way to remember, but it is less than one-ten-thousandth of the pain in her heart, she covered her mouth with one hand to avoid making a sound, and held the letter in her arms with the other, "I'm sorry, grandpa......"

At that time, she saw the news of her grandfather's sudden death in the newspaper, if she didn't have sex at that time, if she could die plainly in Gu Xiaozhi's plan at that time, wouldn't everything be different, Xiao Jingtian wouldn't be bulleted for her, grandpa didn't have to die suddenly with a heartbeat, could everything change differently?

However......

Just like grandpa said, there is no regret medicine, she can only get a disease called regret, but no matter how she finds it, she can't find that medicine to heal, this is life, a lonely life, because of a person's lonely struggle, she has to be strong in life.

But everyone's life is not like this, because one wrong step and then everything happens unreasonably, because of the mistake at the beginning, the right and wrong after it, whether it can bear it or not, but there is no turning back. (To be continued.) )