Chapter 311: Pregnancy
The happiest thing in the world is to give birth to a child that you like, which is the crystallization of their love!
This sentence pierced Kong Ru's heart like a thorn and pain, he smiled slightly bitterly, and the corners of his mouth were bitter that he didn't know, maybe it was time to give up, he didn't understand it from beginning to end!
Kong Ru is sometimes very contradictory, I don't understand whether he likes Lu Xiaoman, but sometimes he is not contradictory, he just wants to be friends with Lu Xiaoman, since he has no extravagant hopes, then why is he still a little unwilling in his heart, or he doesn't see Lu Xiaoman get the happiness she wants?
Of course, Yang Yule can't see such entanglements and contradictions, more often than not, Yang Yule has always mistakenly thought that Kong Ru likes Lu Xiaoman, and just wants to protect her, so he hasn't confessed for so many years, just a secret crush.
But only Kong Ru himself understands whether this kind of love beyond friendship is considered love, of course, he is a person who is more rational than emotional, and he doesn't want to be entangled in this regard, but it is false that he is not distressed by Lu Xiaoman's current situation.
Especially now that Lu Xiaoman is pregnant, and his body is not very good, Kong Ru has not entered outside the ward, and he can't help but lean against the wall of the hospital, thinking about the future, but who can predict the future?
So he made a decision, rushed straight into the ward, and then stood next to Lu Xiaoman.
"Kong Ru, don't be unhappy, Xiaoman would be happy if she knew she was pregnant!" Yang Yule just thought that he was just unhappy that Lu Xiaoman had a child, and he didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, so he said in a comforting tone. "I'll tell her when she wakes up later, so it's okay!"
The conversation between the two probably quarreled with Lu Xiaoman, she frowned slightly, as if she was about to wake up, Kong Ru shook her head and said, "Lele, you go out!" It's better for me to say this, I have something else to say. ”
Kong Ru calmed down a few times in his heart, right. That is true. That's right, he had to be calm, everything was his own choice, and he chose to fight side by side with her. It has to look like they are fighting side by side. No matter what happens. He's a man, so he's supposed to carry it.
Yang Yule was stunned, and then thought about it. Kong Ru rarely spoke so seriously, he has always been gentle he seemed to be different today as usual, she silently glanced at lu xiaoman who was lying on the bed, and then went out, and closed the door by the way, out of curiosity, she didn't go far.
Kong Ru looked at Lu Xiaoman for a while, then sat on the chair next to him and waited for Lu Xiaoman to wake up, and soon Lu Xiaoman opened his eyes slightly, stared at the ceiling for a long time before turning his head to look at Kong Ru, her expression was not much pain, but her brows furrowed slightly, "I'm sick again, my body is really useless, why do you always come to the hospital, don't take me to the hospital next time, I don't like it here." ”
I don't know why, after Lu Xiaoman woke up, he had a lot of things to say, as if it was related to life and death as soon as he arrived at the hospital, yes, most of them were bad memories in the hospital, grandpa had a heart attack, Yueyue's departure, and the time she was hospitalized with appendicitis were all bad memories, all of which made him not want to recall the past, such a hospital, she didn't like it, she didn't like it very much.
Kong Ru rarely has such a serious expression, what is the expression that looks not painful but more terrible than sadness? Lu Xiaoman thought in her heart, she wouldn't have any incurable disease from her pathos, hehe, that's fine, she can finally be freed, she doesn't like this world very much, and she has been holding on, as if she has to forget the happiness of the past, or she has never had those happiness, yes, what is left of her?
Gu Xiaozhi told her that no matter what happens, she will not be happy after all, why does she feel some sadness from the bottom of her heart, as if there is no hope of life?
"Xiaoman!" Kong Ru's low voice, a voice that was a little lower than usual, seemed to have some sad crying, his eyes were black that he couldn't see through, and it was endless sadness at a glance, "Xiaoman, you are pregnant!" ”
Pregnant?
Lu Xiaoman's head buzzed for a while, and thousands of bees suddenly rushed to her head, constantly surrounding, making her a little unsure of what to say, or what to think, she is pregnant? Pregnant? Child?
She has a baby? She didn't expect that there would be such a day, she would have a child, that misunderstanding made her a little afraid of this matter, in fact, from then on, she never dared to mention the matter of the child, her child, and Xiao Jingshuo's child?
But......
That kid was like a mistake! Lu Xiaoman reached out and touched his belly, unconsciously looked at his stomach, and his flat stomach did not react, but there was indeed a little life in it, which was her child.
Kong Ru soon saw Lu Xiaoman's reaction, it was not very intense, and sure enough, the expression on his face was not only joy, but also grief, was it grief or pity? Kong Ru sighed deeply, "Xiaoman, marry me, and I will raise the child." ”
"What?" Lu Xiaoman had been immersed in her own thoughts, and when she came back to her senses, she found that Kong Ru's words floated past her ears but she didn't hear them clearly, and her face suddenly became happy, "You mean, I'm really pregnant?" I have a baby? ”
Such a surprise surprised Kong Ru, her eyes seemed to light up instantly, that kind of weak light flickered, he saw her hand resting on his stomach, and there was some pity looking there, such an expectant expression, like waiting for a long time for luck.
Kong Ru lowered his head and said lightly, "No, it's nothing." ”
Finally made up his mind, he was going to back down again, she didn't need him at all, she didn't need him anymore.
He thought discouragedly, no matter what Lu Xiaoman was saying, he just lowered his head a little humbly, this is the case in love, the first one who falls in love is often the most affectionate, and the one who has a secret crush is the most humble, that's it, there is no reason at all.
Or his love is really like a flower that blooms and fails, no one looks at it and no one finds it, maybe that's it!
Lu Xiaoman didn't care about Kong Ru's face, how could she not be entangled in her heart, but when she heard the news for the first time, she was afraid of being mistaken, afraid that it was just a misunderstanding, but thinking of the fact that she had a child now, she was a little relieved, counting the days, she had not had a period for some days, and the time of this child was completely consistent, and there was no objection.
It's just that this child was left before the divorce, and on that day, he said so many heartless words, she suddenly became a little scared, what is the meaning of this child's arrival? (To be continued.) )