23. The helplessness of being born as an eldest sister
“1×1=1,1×2=2,2×2=4,1×3=3”
The spring breeze blows, and the peach blossoms and plum blossoms fall in parts. In this purple and red season, a digital ballad sounded in the quiet courtyard, and the singing voice was tender, and it was the voice of a child when you heard it.
"Auntie, I'm done reciting!" At the stone table under the peach tree, a little girl with a bag and a bun threw herself into the arms of a woman in a plaid blouse.
"Ducklings are so smart!" Yueyan touched the duckling's head and smiled slightly.
Yueyan turned over all the vegetable patches in the yard, and it had been half a month since she planted all the vegetables. After more than half a month of getting along, the duckling is very tired of Yueyan, so Aunt Zhang will send the duckling to Yueyan when she goes out to do things.
After more than half a month of guidance by Yueyan, the duckling has become very fluent in speaking, but he still refuses to approach anyone except his family and Yueyan. In order for the duckling to speak fluently and cheerfully, Yueyan taught the duckling to sing and dance, and the ninety-nine multiplication table was only taught in these two days. Yueyan found that the duckling had a good memory and learned everything quickly.
"Auntie" duckling's face was flushed, and she looked at Yueyan shyly.
In the duckling's heart, in addition to the grandmother, the aunt is the one who loves the duckling the most, and the duckling's favorite is the aunt. Although Mom and Dad also love the duckling, the duckling just can't like Mom and Dad like he likes his aunt.
"Auntie, when Auntie has a little brother, will she still hurt the duckling?" The duckling looked at Yueyan cautiously, his face full of fear.
Listening to the duckling's words, Yue Yan was stunned.
"Auntie, don't dislike the duckling, the duckling will be very obedient" The aunt didn't answer herself, will she be like her parents, and if you have a little brother, you won't hurt the duckling? Mom already has a little brother in her belly, so she doesn't hold the duckling now, and she has been talking about what will happen when her brother comes out for the past two days. Thinking that his aunt would be like this in the future, the duckling didn't know what to do.
"Duckling, Auntie won't hurt you, even if Auntie has her own child in the future, she will hurt Duckling." Listening to the duckling's crying words, Yueyan hurriedly comforted the duckling.
Yueyan has always been a selfish person, don't look at taking care of the duckling so much these days, the duckling is really not much important in Yueyan's heart. First, when Yueyan first came, Aunt Zhang was the first person to express kindness to Yueyan, and Aunt Zhang was Lin Hao's adoptive mother, if Aunt Zhang could like herself, it would be much more convenient for her in the future. The second is that Yueyan has always been a very cold person, and he will never give his feelings first, it is others who treat Yueyan first, and Yueyan will only repay the other party if he can't get over it.
It's not that Yueyan doesn't like the duckling, although Yueyan is cold, but she has always been kind to children, not to mention that the duckling is Aunt Zhang's granddaughter, and the duckling is like this, Yueyan is also full of pity.
Although I feel sorry for the duckling, I just treat the duckling as a relative's child, and I won't hurt the duckling like a niece. Maybe I'll treat the duckling like a niece in the future, but at least not now.
What Yueyan can guarantee is that even if she has her own children in the future, she will still treat the duckling the same now.
"Really?" The duckling burst into tears and laughed.
"Really, when did Auntie lie to you?" Scratching the duckling's nose, Yueyan shook her head and smiled.
"When my aunt has a little brother, the duckling will hurt the little brother. Duckling is an older sister and will help her aunt take care of her younger brother. The duckling shook Yueyan's arm and reassured.
"Duckling is such a good sister." Pinching the duckling's little face, Yueyan didn't take the duckling's words to heart. Penis? Yue Yan never thinks much about things without a shadow.
"Auntie, my mother has a little brother in her belly." Lowering his head, the duckling said in a low voice.
"Is the duckling careful that if you have a little brother in the future, your grandparents and parents won't hurt the duckling? Don't be careful, the duckling has always been the baby of the family, even if your mother gives birth to other children in the future, it will still hurt the duckling. Seeing the appearance of the duckling, the moon was clear.
Is Mother Duckling pregnant? Why didn't I hear Aunt Zhang just now.
Seeing that the duckling's love is low, it seems that when Aunt Zhang comes back, it is time to talk to Aunt Zhang. Children are the most sensitive, parents have other children, if they don't comfort the older children, this is very bad for the older children. What's more, the duckling is in a special situation, and now it's finally getting better, Yueyan doesn't want the duckling to hide in her own world again because of this incident.
"Really? Mom didn't hold the ducklings for the past two days, and today Dad went to the market to help the little brother buy things, and the things he bought back didn't have the ducklings, and he didn't let the ducklings sleep with his mother at night. Auntie's words must be right, but the duckling still feels that his parents don't care for the duckling as much as before.
"Your father went to help his brother buy something, but his brother didn't have anything, and his little brother didn't even have a piece of clothing, so should he be bare in the future? In this way, others will laugh at him in the future, and Duckling doesn't want others to laugh at Duckling's brother, right? Listening to the duckling's words, Yueyan frowned, although she understood that Tiezhu and his wife were looking forward to having a son who would be good for the next generation and have the idea of patriarchy, but it was too obvious.
"Duckling, before you were born, your parents were the same as they are now, and they bought everything before you were born. So now I have a little brother, and so do your parents. Your mother doesn't hold you, it's the little brother in your mother's belly, holding you will press the little brother, and not letting you sleep with them at night, for fear that the duckling will accidentally kick your mother's stomach. Sitting down on the stool with the duckling in his arms, Yueyan helped the duckling analyze.
"Well, parents can't be partial to the duckling, and the little brother that the duckling has must also have, otherwise the little brother will be as sad as the duckling. The duckling is already a big child, can walk on its own, does not need to be hugged by its mother, and the duckling also has to sleep by itself at night, not to be coaxed by grandma and mother. The duckling listened to Yueyan's words and nodded understandingly.
"The duckling has grown up, and he will definitely be a good sister in the future!" Seeing that the duckling looked like I had grown up and wanted to be a good sister, Yueyan was very sorry, and bent down to hold the duckling to her knees.
Seeing the appearance of the duckling, Yueyan remembered herself in her previous life.
The same is the eldest granddaughter of the family and the eldest daughter of her parents. In fact, Yueyan doesn't like to be a sister at all, and she doesn't want to be the eldest daughter, the eldest daughter and eldest sister are too tired, and all the housework at home is done by the eldest daughter and eldest sister.
Although the parents in the previous life were not patriarchal people, because they were the eldest daughter and eldest sister, Yueyan still suffered a lot of grievances. Whenever there is a conflict with her younger brother, her parents will protect her younger brother because Yueyan is an older sister.
Yueyan's parents' concept in her previous life is: Sister protects younger brother, so it is right for younger brother to be.
Although she is not the eldest sister in the family and the eldest daughter of her parents in this life, in the eyes of the Chen family's parents, she should have never regarded the original owner as a daughter.
If she must have children in this life, Yueyan hopes to have two children, a boy and a girl. The elder brother is the eldest and can protect the younger sister. I don't want my first child to be a daughter, and I have to be asked to take care of my younger brother from an early age like myself.