36 Chapter XXXVI
Ban Shuyun almost didn't sleep all night, and in the second half of the night, he became more and more awake. As soon as I closed my eyes, the bits and pieces with Zhou Jinglin appeared in front of me. Feel...... It's all numb in pain...... As soon as the sky turned white, he got up.
Ban Shuyun didn't turn on the light, the darkness calmed his mood even more, he took advantage of the faint light outside the window, groped for the wall, and walked to the kitchen step by step.
In the kitchen, there was a birthday cake made by Ban Shuyun and a few plates of delicate side dishes, which were obviously delicious and delicious, but at this time, they pierced Ban Shuyun's heart over and over again like several sharp swords.
Ban Shuyun took a hard breath, and almost used all his strength to pick up the cake and throw it into the trash. The rest, Ban Shuyun also threw them away one by one. Obviously, a few easy things, Ban Shuyun seems to be doing it with his life.
Ban Shuyun walked out of the kitchen and groped into the living room. He sat there, his upper body straight, his hands bowed, his eyes looking straight ahead, but there was no light, like a whirlpool, confused and sad. Ban Shuyun didn't know what he was thinking. In a flash, the sky was bright.
A ray of sunlight shot in front of Ban Shuyun's eyes, the sun was bright and warm, but the stinging Ban Shuyun's eyes hurt, he looked at the beauty outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and tears flowed out of his eyes.
Ban Shuyun frantically wiped his cheeks, but the tears became more and more turbulent, he simply hugged his head and cried, and suddenly slapped the table a few times, his expression was very painful, his beautiful face had been distorted, and he said intermittently: "Why are you so uncompetitive, uncompetitive...... voice is extremely hoarse and miserable.
did respond to what Ban Shuyun said to Zhou Jinglin, met Zhou Jinglin, and let him shed all the tears of his life.
That sad and painful emotion was still eroding Ban Shuyun, but he found that he couldn't cry anymore. He looked at his watch with teary eyes, he still had classes today, and Ban Shuyun ran into the bathroom and slapped the cold water on his face continuously.
When Ban Shuyun felt that his face was already frozen and he didn't feel it, he turned off the water and raised his head to look at himself in the mirror as if he was mentally prepared. But despite this, he was taken aback by himself.
Ban Shuyun's face in the mirror can no longer be described as miserable white, it is a sickly white, and the eyes that have swollen into walnuts, if he goes out like this, he will really scare people to death.
Ban Shuyun reluctantly called the school and asked for leave on the grounds of illness. The leader heard Ban Shuyun's very hoarse voice, without the slightest suspicion, and asked with concern for a long time.
Asking for leave was the right choice, just making a phone call, Ban Shuyun felt that all his energy was consumed.
Ban Shuyun had no intention of eating, although he hadn't eaten for a day, he didn't feel a little hungry. He just lay on the table and looked out the window.
"Can you fly like this?" Zi Xin looked at Huang Dan back and forth with a questioning expression.
The two had just arrived at the airport, the plane was delayed, and the two were waiting. Huang Dan was neither standing nor sitting, and finally found a comfortable posture to stand, but this comfortable posture was with both hands on the handle of the suitcase, with his upper body slightly bent and pouting his buttocks.
"Blame you!" Huang Dan rolled his eyes and deliberately raised his voice and said.
Zixin sat next to him, crossed her slender legs, one hand elegantly supported her chin, glanced at his appearance, and spit out a sentence: "What a fucking omission." ”
"Damn......" Huang Dan roared from his throat, stretched out his fingers and used his life to deduce what "being inserted" was.
"I said you're still addicted? Love my ass so much? While talking about how I am, and at the same time being comfortable in my body, you are cheap to the bone! ”
In order to win Zixin in his mouth, Huang Dan did not hesitate to put himself in.
"If you hadn't drugged me, I'd have touched you? Can you get into my eyes? Hum...... At best, it can be used as a venting ...... Tools, right? But crying like that really softened my heart, and I'm looking forward to the next performance. ”
Zi Xin retorted to Huang Dan without any pressure, "This is called harming others and ultimately harming yourself, who made you use such indiscriminate means to drug me?" Damned, who will I wish? ”
These words entered Huang Dan's ears and almost made him lose his breath. I think he has been galloping on the merry field for so many years, why is he planted on this kid's head every time!
"You're so fucking proud! You're happy with me, but your sweetheart really doesn't know where to cry! In order to be quick to speak, Huang Dan accidentally said that he missed his mouth.
What the fuck are you talking about! Huang Dan immediately regretted it after saying it, he stopped abruptly, and pretended to look at Zixin calmly.
"What do you mean?" Anything involving Ban Shuyun, Zi Xin couldn't calm down no matter what, he stood up, narrowed the distance between him and Huang Dan, and his face was cold.
Of course, Huang Dan couldn't tell Zixin about Ban Shuyun's breakup with Zhou Jinglin, if this was changed to everything, he Huang Dan couldn't wait to make things bigger. But now the situation is different. In this way, not only will Europe not be successful, but the lie that the two are a couple will definitely be exposed. Not only that, Huang Dan is definitely confident, with Zixin's deep feelings for Ban Shuyun, he will definitely make a big fuss. He understands best that in the face of love, men will become fools.
Huang Dan's head was racing, and he calmed himself down to face Zixin while looking for an excuse.
He suddenly laughed, "Hahaha, I know, I know how to win you, as soon as you say something about Ban Shuyun, you will be stupid, if you dare to provoke me again, I will fucking curse him, hahaha......"
"You mean...... You lied to me? Zi Xin was still a little skeptical, because Huang Dan said it naturally without thinking about it just now.
"Nonsense! I said Zixin, are you really a love saint? It's really willing to be a spare tire! Your class Shuyun and Zhou Jinglin are newlyweds, you are so thick that I want to die! What the hell is going on with you! Just kidding, what the fuck are you looking at and really trying to turn your face on me? ”
Huang Dan pretended to be bored.
Hearing Huang Dan say this, although Zi Xin's face gradually improved, it turned into another color, a face that wanted to kill. Fuck this kind of person in the world is really a waste of oxygen! If he could, he would really want to rid the people of harm.
"Let's go, lady, the plane is coming, let's go get the certificate."
Huang Dan threw a flying kiss at Zixin, pulled his luggage and hummed a little song and walked forward.
"Cut." Zixin didn't want to bother to say anything, and walked behind him.
Huang Dan squinted at Zixin as he walked, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he saw that his expression was not abnormal.
It has been a few days since Ban Shuyun asked for leave, and he has been staying in the apartment for the past few days, thirsty, drinking a few sips of water; When I was hungry, I drank a few sips of water, and my body was already thin, but now I don't know how many times I have lost weight. The little baby fat on his face has disappeared, and his eye sockets are sunken.
I felt that I couldn't be so depressed anymore, and he decided to go to school.
When they arrived at the office, several colleagues were shocked when they saw Ban Shuyun, and they all ran to care about Ban Shuyun, guessing that he would not have a serious illness at a young age, but he had become so weak in just a few days.
Wang Yuan was even more exaggerated, scared into tears.
Ban Shuyun felt a little guilty in his heart, he was depressed and made others worried, he had no reason to go on like this, he squeezed out a smile and said: "It's worried about everyone these days, I'm just a common cold, but I'm sick and have no appetite, and I've lost some weight, thank you for your concern." I'm sorry...... Makes everyone worry about ......"
A few colleagues talked about it one by one, some said how to take medicine to get better quickly, some said how to nourish the body, and some ......
was so concerned by everyone, Ban Shuyun was inexplicably poked to tears. These days in the apartment, alone...... Lonely and want to die...... It turned out that Zhou Jinglin's influence on him Ban Shuyun was unimaginable.
At the end of this day at school, Ban Shuyun understood that it was much better to stay in school now than in the apartment. After getting off work, Ban Shuyun stayed at school for a while, and didn't go back until the evening.
He walked to the school gate and couldn't help but stop. The cold wind rustled the fallen leaves, and through the collar into Ban Shuyun's body, he couldn't help but fold his arms and tremble, but his eyes looked in that direction, the direction of the Jihuitang Medical Center.
When Ban Shuyun came back to his senses, he was standing in front of the door of the Jihui Hall.
He suddenly sobered up, and even more cowardly, turned and walked back, took a few steps, and then stopped. What are you afraid of? Afraid to see him? But when I came here inexplicably, didn't I subconsciously want to see him?
Ban Shuyun turned to look at the medical hall again, which was already dark at this time, and there was no one on duty today.
Ban Shuyun lowered his head and his eyes dimmed, and returned to the apartment...... Body and mind are suffering, since there is no one here, everyone walks here, let's sit here for a while.
The Jihuitang Medical Hall of Nuoda has layers of spectacular steps, and Ban Shuyun walked casually and sat down, as if he was a drop in the ocean.
Because it was night, because it was winter, because it was cold and windy, it was very quiet near the medical hall.
Ban Shuyun didn't wear much, and the thin windbreaker couldn't block much of the cold wind. He curled up, his hands on his knees, his whole head in the crook of his arm, and time seemed to stand still in that moment.
"Why...... Why...... You will abandon me...... Woo......"
I don't know how long it took, and from the crook of his arm came Ban Shuyun's intermittent cry.
"Didn't you say yes...... Always ...... Are you together...... Why...... Suddenly...... Don't want me anymore...... Don't want me anymore...... Zhou ......"
Ban Shuyun kept sobbing, his voice was sometimes loud and sometimes small, and finally he couldn't help crying bitterly.
Gradually, Ban Shuyun heard the sound of footsteps, the footsteps were getting closer and closer to him, he suddenly raised his head, his face was covered with tears, and he was shocked, standing in front of him...... It turned out to be ...... Zhou Jinglin. 166 Reading Network