Chapter 110: Spread out
"Mom! No more! She raised her hand to stop her hand, which was still about to wash a dish. The cold touch made her thoughts clearer.
Seeing this, Zhao Yiru also stopped what she was doing and turned off the faucet.
She had a hunch about the purpose of Su Lin's coming, and perhaps she had a rough idea of what Su Lin wanted to say next.
"Let's go to the living room!" I wiped my hand on a dry towel and untied my apron.
Regardless of Su Lin, she walked out of the kitchen.
The mango Su Lin on the coffee table only moved, and the shape of the fork was still the same as she had placed before. It seems that everything has not been moved, and Zhao Yiru is a little in a trance The scene where Su Lin ate that mango before.
The two of them had already sat down, and they didn't know how to speak for a while. Their eyes fell to different places, and they were already clear about each other's purpose and attitude, but they still had to show it out to understand.
"Don't go to Gu Manman again!" After a long time, Su Lin spoke softly, but the first sentence was to mention Gu Manman.
Zhao Yiru's hands tightened, and the expression on her face became serious. "You know my attitude!"
Of course Su Lin knew, but she didn't expect her to be so tough.
"I won't leave, and you won't be able to drive me away!" The tone remained the same, as if there were no emotional ups and downs.
"You have to get out of here, you can't go to him again!" Zhao Yiru got up suddenly, and her voice was a little higher. A pair of eyes were staring at his daughter with a strange feeling.
The eye sockets have gradually moistened.
No answer was heard and no response was received. Zhao Yiru suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Su Lin's hand, "Shall we go together?" Mom is with you this time, don't leave you alone! ”
She always blamed herself for not being by her side at the beginning and letting her grow up alone. Guilt and apology were written on his face.
Large tears fell on Su Lin's hands. She raised her head and glanced into Zhao Yiru's eyes, "Mom, you know I won't!" ”
Su Lin's tone was still light, and she withdrew the hand that was being held. Now she is like a porcelain doll without feelings. It seemed that nothing could interrupt her insistence.
'Smack! A loud voice suddenly came from the living room, and I saw five finger prints gradually appearing on Su Lin's fair face.
The person sitting in the soft chair did not seem to be affected, as if the slap had not been hit in the face, and it seemed that he had already lost his sense of pain.
"You wanted to give me this palm a long time ago! Then satisfy you! Su Lin slowly stood up, looked at the person in front of her who was angry and seemed to be a little remorseful, and said softly.
Zhao Yiru's whole hand was shaking, and her brain still seemed to be blank. It was as if she had suddenly lost her memory, and she couldn't remember the moment she had just done it. His eyes were a little glazed, and he looked at his daughter who had already gotten up to speak in front of him.
It's just that her words were really listened to by herself.
'I've wanted to give it for a long time,' Su Lin remembered that night. Zhao Yiru tore up her notebook, but the hand that was about to fall on her face was stopped by her uncle.
The day still came, and the five fingers that didn't fall that night still came after many years!
Lin'er...... I ......" Zhao Yiru's tears couldn't be stopped any longer, and she raised her hand to cover her face.
What was she trying to say? Or what can be said? Apologize?
Half of Su Lin's face was swollen, but she didn't seem to feel it. With an impatient face, "You know how to cry!" Same as before! ”
A sentence was like pouring a basin of cold water on Zhao Yiru, her crying suddenly stopped, and she looked at this somewhat strange daughter in place.
"I'm here to tell you, not to discuss!" His brows furrowed, he dropped the sentence, picked up his bag and walked out. Only Zhao Yiru, who didn't react, was still stunned in the position where she left.
Su Lin was upset! Especially looking at Zhao Yiru's crying appearance.
The tears didn't seem to be dripping on his hands, as if they were carrying tens of millions of pounds of weight, and they were beating on his heart. It hurt in my heart.
She didn't want to spend any more time there doing indifferent fights. These topics have been expressed in her attitude many years ago.
It's just that the more I walk, the more blurred my eyes become.
Reaching out to wipe it, I found that my face was already wet.
It was her tears.
It's weird, how could she cry?
The etiquette she learned taught her that no matter how sad or angry she was, she must not lose her temper in front of outsiders. To maintain a good cultivation at all times, that is the quality that people in the upper class should have.
At that time, she was thinking, can't the so-called upper-class people cry? No matter how sad you are, you have to hide and heal yourself?
It's a pity that she didn't ask, and she didn't mention it again later. But she always remembered what the teacher said.
Keep smiling at all times, and those who love to laugh will not be too lucky.
That's why he kept smiling, no matter what happened! Even if some people call her an illegitimate daughter, some people laugh at her for not having a father.
She had always thought she had a father, even though he was dead. But at least she still has a provenance, she is not a child who cannot see the light.
In the face of those people, she just laughed, or hid far away. She doesn't defend because that's pointless! And she's not afraid of what others say, because she has a father!
At that time, she didn't understand why she never went to visit her father's grave? It's just that she felt that since her uncle told her not to mention it, she wouldn't mention it.
She never told her mother how she was ridiculed and isolated.
Fortunately, in the days that followed, more and more etiquette lessons were taught as time went on. As she got older, she finally learned how to disguise.
He never mentions his family affairs in front of his classmates, and he never mentions his parents. She is always smiling, always good-natured, always understanding the pain of others, but she can never free herself.
Later, she left and lived alone in a foreign land. She began to hate the hypocrisy and fickleness between people, and no longer deliberately tried to please or approach anyone.
Someone wants to get closer to her life, but in the end they can't.
They didn't know what she lacked, what she was after, how she was so mysterious and rejected.
They found her to be an unapproachable person.
That's okay, she's going to get out of there anyway! She's going back to Meaux.
"Yo, what's wrong? Who did you quarrel with? The security guard's thick baritone pulled her back from her thoughts.
It turned out that he had unconsciously returned to the main gate of the community.
Half of Su Lin's face was swollen and red, and her originally delicate and delicate face looked a little funny at the moment. But it does not affect her temperament.
"Come here! Apply ice cubes to your face before walking. The security guard uncle beckoned Su Lin to come over in the window of the security room.
The person who originally wanted to leave directly paused when he heard this, and changed direction randomly.