It is not intentional.

It's really the pain in the cervical and lumbar spine that makes me unable to think about the plot normally.... Normal arrangement of text.

Cangshan's head is now confused....

The hands are numb ....

The spine is a badly written "3" shape, the neck and waist have protruded, and the cervical spine is still crooked to the right...

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In the past few days, my brain has been very messy, and I have no coherent thinking, but I have not stopped thinking for a moment....

Seeing that you are urging changes, I am also anxious and frustrated.

even collapsed, and sent a message to the editor in charge in the middle of the night, asking if he could finish the book.

Hehe....

The editor probably thought I was crazy and didn't reply to me.

Yesterday, I saw that I really didn't update, so I sent a message and asked, "Is your story finished?" ”

I'll reply...

"It's okay, I didn't have a good brain the day before yesterday."

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I remember that when I was not on the shelves, I once said a word about responsibility to readers, and I also sighed in the article, "My plastic physique, which has to go to the hospital two or three times a year, can last so long." ”

Really thought about giving up....

But no.

My story isn't finished yet. I can't write the wonderful paragraph in my heart, and I am unwilling.

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The editor in charge said, "Take a break for a while, your body is important." ”

The editor-in-chief Rui Li learned of the recent situation and immediately came to comfort him.

Still can't.

I'm afraid to be lazy. I can't be diligent.

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In fact, Cangshan writes every day...

It's still a night, but it's not as efficient as before. It's not as wonderful as it should be.

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In fact, the last chapter of "The Truth" was written on the 21st, and I have been dissatisfied, and I have never been able to find the feeling I want. Change all the time.

Changed for three days...

As a result, although you all said yes, I know that I still haven't reached the feeling I wanted.... Not enough in.

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Remember the other day I said that there was a place where I made a mistake?

Do you know why the conversation between Zhao Zhen and Li Bingchen was divided into three times, and it looked like an old lady's footcloth?

In fact, the dialogue between Zhao Zhen and Li Bingchen should have been after Tang Yi went to the palace, that is, after that wave of coolness was over.

I've been paving the way for Tang Yi to go to the palace before, and I've been increasing the weight, and I've been making you look forward to Tang Crazy going crazy.

But that day it was written....

According to the logic of time, Zhao Zhen said that he "has to be prevented".

suddenly shifted his attention to the contradiction between Zhao Zhen and Tang Yi, which was tantamount to weakening the cool point of the palace's madness.

So the break was divided into three times, and it was stinky and long.

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The last time I broke off, I was taken to the rhythm, and I felt so aggrieved that I simply didn't want to review books anymore.

But yesterday I couldn't help but watch it again.

Here's a few words to complain about those people.

You only know that Cangshan has not been updated.

You only know that scolding Cangshan is less and slower

You only know that I rely on this to support my family, and I should have to code words to die of exhaustion.

All you know... It's even more upset for you.

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But you don't know.

I don't know that in the more than a year since the book was issued, Cangshan has rested for no more than fifteen days, with an average of less than two days per month.

You don't know, you scolded this person for being slow to update, and he updated nearly two million words in a year.

You don't know that behind the two million words published, there are more than a million words of waste.

You don't know, apart from coding words and thinking about the plot, the only thing I do every day that is not related to writing books is cooking.

You don't know... How much effort and effort has been poured into the story you read in five minutes.

You don't know... I'm human too.

It's not a machine, it has feelings, it gets tired.

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Incoherent.

Actually, I just want to tell you that there is no guarantee of an update in the near future.

I still write every day, but I'm not satisfied, I won't send it. I'd rather be scolded than send!

Recuperation, that's also the point. I'm only thirty-five, the world is still wonderful, and the road is still long. I don't want to be spread out in bed.

I apologize to my book friends who understand me and tolerate me, and I bounced the ticket again.

Say goodbye to my uncle, who humiliated me and enslaved me, or, never again.

I'm sorry to my daughter-in-law, this month's manuscript fee is a lot less. (Well, that's the point.) ）

The update is coming...

Love you guys.

Again, that's the same sentence.

Next..... Marry you!