"She's just kind to everyone, and she can't be kind to me, don't you understand? It's like I don't want to accept her charity and kindness at all. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoBecause we both like you, we will definitely not tolerate each other, she has such a temperament, and so am I, but now, I don't have this qualification, so I have nothing to say. ”

"Autumn ......"

Fang Caiwei also said similar things, so Jing Zeming didn't know how to say it, Li Qiufang was frank about his love, but he didn't have half a bit of joy, only pain and helplessness in his heart.

"Cousin, I only want to ask you one thing, do you want me to live? Or do you want me dead? ”

saw Li Qiufang slowly wipe away her tears, and her face did not have the excitement she had just had, she just raised her head and looked at him seriously and stubbornly.

"Do you need to ask? Of course I want you to live, live well, maybe in the future......"

"Well, you can do without me tonight, but please stay here with me all night until dawn." Li Qiufang said lightly, as if she was saying that she didn't know if it would be windy tomorrow morning, and as she spoke, she slowly stretched out her hand, dragged the light spring shirt that had just faded over, and put it on herself again.

Jing Zeming was stunned for a moment, then suddenly took two steps back, and said angrily: "Why? ”

"Because I can't live happily in your house, because everyone except the old lady and you look at me with a look in their eyes that they can't stand me to die, because I can't stand this kind of life of being insulted by others under the fence."

Li Qiufang lowered her head slightly, and said quietly, speaking of this, she raised her eyes again to look at the prince of the world, and smiled miserably: "Cousin, I want this night, this night is over, I am your person, I am no longer under the fence, no matter how much those people hate me, but they don't dare to humiliate me in front of me, because insulting me is insulting you." ”

"But it's obviously impossible for us to be together again, Qiu Fang, you're going crazy......" Jing Zeming shook his head again and again: "No, I can't let you mess around, you are harming others and yourself......"

As he spoke, he rushed out. But Li Qiufang suddenly pulled out a dagger from his belt, aimed it at his chest, and said in a deep voice: "As long as my cousin steps out of this door, I will die in front of you immediately." ”

"Qiu Fang, you...... What's the pain? ”

Jing Zeming was shocked by her momentum, and involuntarily stopped, only to see Li Qiufang smile and mutter: "Just now my cousin said that I went crazy, yes, I went crazy, as early as when I was in the He family, I went crazy, if I didn't go crazy, how could I insist on surviving?" Cousin, you said that your cousin-in-law likes you, how much will she like you? Will she still believe you after tonight? If it's me, no matter what you do, as long as you say it, I'll believe it. ”

Jing Zeming then understood that Li Qiufang would not let him go, and the prince leaned against the wall and muttered: "After tonight, whether she believes me or not, I will lose her." Qiu Fang, I don't need you to believe me, I just want to beg you to let me go, can you let me go back? In the future, I will definitely choose a few people to serve you, so that you will not be humiliated again......"

"Huh! Just this night, am I going to hurt my cousin? Li Qiufang looked at Jing Zeming, and there was a smile on her face: "That seems to be a good deal, in five years, I have spent more than 1,800 days and nights, all grievances and hatreds, this night can be settled, very good." ”

"But I didn't hurt you for more than 1,800 days and nights, it wasn't me who forced your father to marry you to the He family......

"I know, I know it, but you know it too, don't you? If it weren't for the dispute between Jing and He, He Fugui wouldn't have been determined to accept me as a concubine, he was trying to humiliate you, and I, for this reason, have lived five hellish days, do you understand that I looked at that pig, and my heart was about to die of disgust, but I still had to smile and greet me with a miserable face? Who am I going to find to vent my bitterness? ”

This knife can be said to be inserted into Jing Zeming's death hole, his former fiery feelings for Li Qiufang have slowly faded, and the good memories have gradually dispersed, but only this guilt is a hurdle that he can't overcome.

Seeing that Jing Zeming was silent and no longer tried to leave, Li Qiufang breathed a sigh of relief in her heart: Finally, this night, she was finally taken down by herself.

"Cousin, just this night, after this night, the grievances between us will be settled." Li Qiufang knelt down and crawled in front of Jing Zeming, but saw the prince looking ahead, and asked softly, "Qiufang, do you hate me?" ”

"How can I hate you? I can't wait to dig out my heart to show you how much it likes you, and it hasn't changed for a moment after all these years. ”

This was said with a bit of sincerity, Li Qiufang's tears rained down: "Cousin, as you said, since my cousin-in-law likes you so much, then she will never leave you, just like me, I also like you like you like this, as long as there is a little possibility of being with you, I will never give up, don't say that you are in the same room with me this night, that is, countless nights, you are with me, as long as she still loves you, she will not leave you, never." ”

"She's not like you, there's no way she's going to tolerate that."

Jing Zeming closed his eyes, his fists clenched tightly, at this moment, he really hated Li Qiufang, but thinking of the relationship between the two, this hatred immediately turned into a dismay, and now, who is right and wrong, where can I tell clearly?

"Cousin, sometimes I don't know what I think, I hate to die for a while, once I'm a hundred, go to the Nai He Bridge to drink Meng Po soup, and forget this life completely, whether it is poor or rich after reincarnation, or being a cow or a horse, as long as it can make me forget all this. But most of the time, I want to struggle to live, I still have my mother, and you, even if I have to wait for three days, five days, ten days, half a month, or even a month, two months and three months, maybe suddenly one day, I will see you, I can talk to you, then so many days of waiting, it will be worth it. So I came to you tonight, to change the qualification to live, I was afraid, I was afraid that one day I would not be able to bear those humiliations, and I really died on impulse, and I will never see you again......"

"Fool, how can you be so stupid? Are we going to have to be husband and wife? Can't you be a brother and sister? ”

"No, of course not." Li Qiufang wiped her tears: "If you don't have a cousin, will you just want to be a brother and sister with me?" You have a cousin-in-law, and she took your heart, so you think about being a brother and sister. I'm not as lucky as you, He Fugui is a pig's head, even the peddler pawn is a hundred times more noble than him, I face him, only disgust, disgust, resentment, the more I beg for perfection, the more I want him to die, the more I think about the relationship we once had, I gave this heart to you back then, so many years, it has fallen deeper and deeper, it has long been completely yours, even I can't control it......"