"Snap" A tear hit the test paper, and the sound startled Zhisu, and then there was the sound of water rushing to the toilet in the bathroom. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

She wiped away her tears in a panic and pretended to review the test paper, but the tears blurred her eyes again, and she couldn't even read a word.

"Zhisu, I have to stay up late tonight and try to finish all my papers before Christmas, otherwise I won't be at ease for the holidays." Xinyan brushed her teeth, grabbed the towel hanging on the wall, and walked to the sink.

Zhisu wiped away her tears, poured boiling water, went to the toilet with a footbath, sat on a plastic stool to soak her feet, and dragged her mobile phone in her hand.

Maybe Fang Yiren didn't tell him, or maybe he was drunk and forgot. Anyway, until her feet were white, the water was cold, and her phone didn't ring.

She smiled at herself in the mirror on the sink, and suddenly felt so ugly, her hair was dry and dry, her face was ugly, and the most terrible thing was the red and swollen circles under her eyes.

Wet the towel, wring it out and apply it to the corners of the eyes, and then squeeze some "Shiseido" facial cleanser to wash your face, only to find that the eye sockets look much better, at least there will be no traces of crying.

She put the rechargeable desk lamp on Xinyan's desk, put her mobile phone directly on the test paper, and climbed into bed. It's eleven o'clock, why hasn't the power been cut off yet? She glanced at her watch, it was already five minutes, didn't she usually step on a little power off?

Later, she thought about it for a while, only to realize that today was the weekend, and the school was powered without electricity.

She smiled bitterly in the bed, how could she forget all her life?

Starting tomorrow, we will strive to finish the last homework of the ancient poetry class -- sorting out the imagery.

She chose the image of lilacs, and found more than 400 songs on the Internet, which is relatively few. Some chose Hongyan as an image combing, up to more than 2,000 songs, crying and looking for the teacher to change the topic.

But even if there are only more than 400 poems, she is enough to analyze, sitting in the library like a Buddha statue, taking notes on those poems from morning to night, her eyes are so red and swollen, and she also falls into a dizzy state from time to time, the efficiency is very poor, and she can't make notes on a few poems in the morning.

"Wow, there is another national treasure in our class, scatter flowers to celebrate!" As soon as Xinyan saw her return to the dormitory with dark circles and bags under her eyes, she clapped her hands "snapped".

"You've written all your papers?"

"No, not a word, it looks like I won't be able to spend Christmas." Xinyan rested her legs on the chair, with a look of regret, and threw the little raccoon instant noodles into her mouth, chewing very hard, with a decadent atmosphere.

Zhisu turned on the computer and continued to work on the upper and lower eyelids of the fight.

This homework was too time-consuming, she didn't tell Xinyan, for fear that she would know that she was deeply hit, so she secretly checked the maple leaf image she chose, which was also an image with a workload comparable to the image of the wild goose.

It wasn't until Friday afternoon that Zhisu finished the first draft of the imagery combing, and went back to the cafeteria from the library to have dinner, when she received a call from Senior Sister Minan.

"Hey, Zhisu, do you have time?"

"Yes......" She listened to the senior sister's voice as if something was wrong, and always felt incredible, when did the kind and tenacious senior sister of rice talk to her in such a helpless tone?

"Can I trouble you for a moment?" Minan said, "I feel so uncomfortable and want to find someone to talk to." ”

"Okay, where are you? I'm going to look for you. ”

"I'm in the stands of Dongcao, you...... If you don't have time, forget it. ”

Thinking of the last time she was stalked by a man in a cap in Dongcao, Zhisu was still scared for a while, but she still sent the stainless steel rice bowl back to the tableware truck and walked towards the playground.

In the middle of the playground stand, Zhisu saw that Senior Sister Mi was sitting there alone, exuding an aura of sadness.

After getting closer, Zhi Su found that Senior Sister Minan was drooping her head, and the ends of her hair were not ordinary messy, just like the kind that had been washed and slept all night, spreading out in a honeycomb shape, and she also had dark circles and bags under her eyes.

"Senior sister, you ......" that neat and neat Minan, why did he make himself look like this?

"Zhisu, me and him - we might have to break up!"

Parted? Zhisu was stunned in the aisle, in her mind, the most indestructible love in the world was the love between Senior Sister Rice and Senior Carp.

They met in the first year of junior high school, and entered an ignorant love in the second year of junior high school, and it has been eight spring and autumn seasons so far, the two are so familiar that they have regarded each other as their own family, how can they face the end of breaking up?

"Why?" She choked in her throat for a long time before asking, if their long-distance love run for so long has to come to an end, then what about her and Shen Xuyao? But in four months, it's a nod to be separated, right?

"Long-distance relationship," Minan took the tissue she handed over, wiped her tears and said, "I continue my graduate school at K University, and he is going to the United States...... And his family hopes that he will stay in the United States in the future, and maybe he will still study for a doctorate there, right? ”

"Senior sister, why do you want to stay in K University?" Zhisu knows that Senior Sister Rice's weighting is the first in the whole grade, and it is appropriate to protect the University or Beijing Normal University, so why stay in K University?

Minan smiled bitterly, "If I had a choice, I probably wouldn't stay in K University, although K University is not bad, but it is more challenging to change the environment," she sighed, "You also know the situation in my family, my mother has been sick since I was in elementary school, and the medication has not been stopped; Although my grandparents are in good health, they are also old after all, and the family of six is counting on my father to live alone. If I stay at K University, the graduate tuition fee is completely free. ”

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and Zhisu knows a little about the situation in her family, but she didn't expect that the illness of her senior sister's mother would drag on for so many years.

"If it had been in the old days, hey...... Don't say it-" Minan wiped her tears and smiled bitterly.

In the past, her family and his family were still on par, and there were two facades in the town, which was considered a middle-income family.

Later, that is, later, everything changed, the mother's illness was found out, and the family used all their savings to treat the disease. The façade was sold, and only one was left to support the life of six people, plus his father, a big man who was wooden and could not do business. Gradually, the only remaining façade in the house is also a little unsecure.

And Li Yu's family's business became more and more prosperous, and when he was in high school, he moved to the city, which can be regarded as a model for making a fortune in the local area.

The distance between the two families is getting bigger and bigger.

"What do you think of the carp senior?"

"He? Naturally, he listened to his parents, and I thought that he would be so filial and would be good to my parents in the future. Now it seems that love is really fragile, just like Zhang Ailing said: 'Say it's forever, but somehow it will be scattered.'" In the end, I thought about it, but I couldn't figure out what reason separated each other in the first place. Then, you suddenly realize that feelings are so fragile. It can withstand the wind and rain, but it can't withstand the ordinary. 'I've known him for so many years, and I've treated him as family, and now this family is leaving, but I can't keep it, I can't keep it......"

yes, you can't keep anything!

She repeated what her senior sister had said, and her heart was panicked.

"Does he love you?"

"I want to ...... It's supposed to be love, right? But it's not as good as his career and family, Zhisu, do you think I ask him to stay in China to develop, oh no, where am I qualified to ask him? ”

"No, you're qualified, haven't you been together for eight years?" She didn't believe that Senior Carp said to break up if she broke up, wouldn't he be reluctant?