disillusionment
The elevator man was younger than him, better at coaxing women than him, and saved her once; And he neglected him, and he had an affair with Fang Yiren, and bullied her like this, and now the balance in her heart has long been tilted in favor of that boy, right?
The thought of giving her up made him want to destroy the whole world. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info This is him Shen Xuyao, who has a terrible desire for exclusivity!
"......" Zhisu just cried and didn't want to pay attention to her at all.
He was also afraid of causing her trouble, so he covered her mouth, and this little pepper actually bit his finger, and he didn't resist, so he let her bite like this.
After biting for a while, he felt as if something warm was coming out of his fingers, huh...... She actually bit his finger. Tsk, it hurts, it turns out that the ten fingers are so painful!
Seeing that his expression was abnormal and there was a smell of blood in his mouth, she knew that she had bitten him.
Will he grit his teeth and frown in pain? I thought he was King Kong's incorruptible body, and he was so hard-hearted that he didn't know what the pain was.
"Are you loose?"
She didn't speak, and she didn't let go.
Well, she bit him. He was about to bite back, his sharp teeth gnawed at her chest, causing Zhisu to scream in pain, but he covered his mouth, and could only make a muffled "whine" sound.
When she couldn't move her hands, she kicked her legs hard, and kicked him several times to a few times, and he took revenge one by one.
What is this? Do children play at home? You hit me, I'll hit you, she stared at the light from the lamp, thought of the moth that night, and suddenly felt more pitiful than the moth.
"You like him?" When he saw her wandering, he lost the mood to bite.
“……”
Zhisu's silence made him think that she was acquiescing, and a cloud of anger suddenly burned in his chest, he pounced on her again, biting her *** like a revenge and sucking hard, the pain made Zhisu's whole body tremble, and tears flowed out.
He perverted and admired the masterpiece he left on her, and took another *** of hers in his mouth and bit it hard, so painful that Zhisu seemed to be gnawed off a piece of bloody meat.
Bastard! Bastard! Bastard!
She scolded three times in her heart, but she found that she couldn't shed tears, just watched blankly and indifferently as he continued to wreak havoc on her breasts.
She suddenly thought of Lu Xun's "Wild Grass: Revenge", which depicts a man and woman standing naked in the wilderness with sharp knives in their hands, looking at each other like enemies. Neither gave in to each other, and finally the round body dried into a mummy, but the two still did not let go of their hatred for each other, and the corpse remained hostile.
This also proves that two people who love each other are torturing each other, and extreme love contains extreme hatred.
Now, aren't they just that? No one refuses to bow their heads, no one wants to suffer a penny in love, and both men and women in love have become scheming misers.
She couldn't shed tears, her heart was as cold as ice, and she thought: It's good to end like this!
Hurry up and get it over, and she'll be alive from the oppression of this beast.
She thought of her parents who didn't love her since she was a child, thought of her mother's bullying, thought of the pitiful eyes of her classmates looking at her, thought of the pointing and gossip of the neighbors, and Shen Xuyao, who was bullying her like a beast at the moment.
Oh, it's so tiring to be alive! It seems that some people understand why so many young people commit suicide by jumping off a building, life is originally despair and tragedy, and misfortune is the norm!
If it weren't for the end of despair, who would have gone back to dust?
Stop coveting anyone's love for you, those are profitable. She once thought he was genuine to him, but now he is collecting debts from her like a shrewd businessman.
Fortunately, he didn't buy her any gifts, just invited her to a trip to the ancient town, plus a few meals, but the meals were also invited with everyone.
Thinking about it this way, she actually doesn't owe him much, and it's very convenient to clean it up. Unlike other lovers, you have to pack a bunch of things and send them back after breaking up, or throw them away and give them away.
When he saw that she had been silent for a long time, he thought that she had fainted in pain, and when he looked up, he found that her eyes were so cold and distant, as if everything that had happened had nothing to do with her.
He felt a frustration defeat him, and in front of her, he would always be the novice who couldn't count her cards, and could only do what she said and did.
Away from her, he sat down on a stool and took a hard puff on his cigarette.
"That's ...... Is it okay? Zhisu asked, her hands were tied with a tie very uncomfortable, and she didn't know if it was angina caused by cold or it was very painful to be bitten, in short, the taste of ice and fire was not good.
Even when she had a period, she had never noticed that her waist was so sore. Now, she couldn't feel where her waist was.
"What, you're in a hurry?" He threw the cigarette in the trash and looked at her indifferently, realizing that he had never seen through her.
"Yes, it's urgent."
In a hurry to dissociate yourself from him? Anxious to be with that elevator man?
He sighed, feeling that he was a failure, even after so many years of crisscrossing the mall, he was always caught off guard in front of her.
Even, he couldn't figure out what kind of feelings she had for him, didn't he like it at all, or like a brother, but not to the extent of love?
Thinking about it, he felt that he was simply self-inflicted, after all, he had been pursuing her from the beginning, and she had been avoiding her. It turned out that everything was just wishful thinking on his part, this woman with no conscience......
He smoked another cigarette, took a breath and threw it in the garbage basket, and then without looking at her, slammed the door and left.
Hehe...... Tears finally flowed, and she looked at the sky guard, her throat choking and gasping.
The man just left, and he didn't even untie the tie on her hand, didn't he know that she couldn't get up at all?
I don't know how long it took, but she felt a chill in her chest, and then it went straight to her whole body, and the cold made her shiver. She tried to hold it up, only to find that she didn't have the talent of a gymnast.
Her roommate and boyfriend went on a trip, and Xinyan also returned home, she could only save herself, and she didn't dare to ask for help at all.
Trying to move her back centimeter by centimeter, even though the table was covered with real Japanese test papers, it was very thin, and every time she moved, her back was slashed by the table rock.
However, she still gritted her teeth and persevered, and her back was already sore so badly that it was like spilling a basin of chili water. When she finally gained the right to move freely at the speed of a snail, a sense of helplessness swept over her, and she sat on the ground with the back of her head hitting the table rock.
It hurts, her whole body hurts, even her nails hurt, she felt the buttons of her pajamas on the ground, put on her down jacket, and just climbed into bed and fell asleep.
At night, there were dreams that she couldn't wake up from, one after another, and she thought that she might die in the dream.
The continuous nightmares haunted her, and she was so scared that she kept running in her dreams, as tired as running twelve laps around the 400-meter playground in one class in junior high school to train girls for the 800-meter exam.
My head is very dizzy, my temples are swollen and painful, I am covered in cold sweat, and I am trembling with fear all the time, and the fear of being chased by others is no less than the sequelae of watching ghost movies in elementary school.
She dreamed that the man in the cap was trying to violate her in the square, and when she opened her eyes again, that face changed to Shen Xuyao again, and he gnawed at her chest like a beast.
It hurts, the whole body is like the kind of unsteady pain after a frog jump, and every cell is sending out a message of pain.
She told herself that she had to wake up, but just like sleeping on a bamboo mat with an electric fan blowing in the hot summer, she slept until five o'clock in the afternoon, but she still couldn't open her eyes and her head was dizzy.