Will not be in love again
"Niu, although my cousin is thirty years old, don't look at him in the mall for so many years, but he is no different from a teenage hairy boy. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoHe's shorter than in love, sometimes things are too extreme, and he must have reflected afterwards, really. ā
Xinyan held Zhisu's hand, and couldn't bear or be unwilling to fail like this the first time she was a matchmaker.
"He's really nice to me, and it's the first time in so many years that someone has done so much for me." Cook brown sugar ginger tea for her, buy sanitary napkins and underwear for her, wash her clothes, and even urge her to eat three meals a day, and take her to travel to the ancient town......
"Do you still have ......" A ray of hope crept up Xinyan's eyebrows, and before she could finish asking, she was interrupted by Zhisu.
"To tell the truth, I feel very happy with him, as if I have never been so happy in my life!" Yes, for the first time in her life, she felt the feeling of being cared for and cared for, and she was so reluctant and dependent.
"If, I mean, if my cousin knows these truths," especially the series of tricks made by Fang Slut, Xin Yan felt that her cousin must still be buried in her bones, otherwise with his character of loving Zhisu so much, how could he bully her to this point, she thought of Zhisu's scarred chest in the bedroom, a heavy sense of powerlessness crept into her heart, and her eyes were dyed with a trace of pity, "Will you ...... Forgive him? ā
"I never hated him." Since she chose not to tell him about the little inside stories of those Fang Yi people, she couldn't blame him for everything, after all, it was not his original intention to be reported by the gossip media.
"Really?"
"Well, I'm sure he'll meet his own happiness." She will bless them, and in the bottom of her heart, envy the girl who can be pampered by him.
"And what about your happiness?"
"My happiness?" She smiled faintly, "People always feel happy when they are close to happiness, but they suffer from gains and losses when happiness is in progress. I didn't really feel the meaning of this sentence before, but now I know it. ā
"You ......"
"It's enough to have a happiness in this life. I'm content, I don't expect more, a little bit is enough for me to reminisce. "On a twilight evening, moving a chair and sitting on the balcony, in the warm sunset, reading Duras's "Lover", reminiscing little by little about him and his bits and pieces, that should be the happiness that accompanied her for the rest of her life.
"No, happiness is to be fought for!" Xinyan retorted.
After all, memories are far away and yesterday's, and hope is near and future.
How can Zhisu only have such a little happiness, her life has just begun, she is only twenty years old, and the road ahead is still very long, very long.
"No, what you have earned is something you will eventually lose, and it is better not to have it at all." She has known this truth since she was a child, and her bumpy parents eventually embarked on the road of divorce.
"Zhisu, I hope that even if you don't get together with your cousin in the end, you will be happy! After all, three-legged toads are hard to find, and two-legged men are everywhere. We are also K college top students, how can we be arrogant? ā
"Poof" Zhisu was amused, if people all over the world thought like Zhisu, it is estimated that there would not be so many crazy men and women.
At this time, Chen Chen, the last member of the group who was late, came, pulling two large suitcases, one large and one small on his shoulders, and a sky-high travel bag on his back.
When the senior brother saw it, he beckoned Cheng Hao to help. Chen Chen, whose hands and shoulders were liberated, was grateful, and at this time, he had to be a friend boy to be reliable!
"Alright, I'm leaving."
Zhisu patted her friend's shoulder and turned to say hello to Chen Chen, who was so tired that he lay on her shoulder and shouted "tired".
Xinyan sent a text message and asked Zhisu: Do you regret knowing your cousin, why don't you pursue happiness anymore?
When Zhisu got in the car, she saw the text message and replied: No regrets; I'm not going to be in love again, though!
Xinyan immediately replied: Why?
Isn't that consolation she said tonight a waste of saliva?
Zhisu looked at the dark night scene outside the window, and returned: When she was familiar with the rhythm of the life of two people, when she was used to being cared for, when she suddenly returned to a person one day, it felt terrible, and she didn't want to have a second experience!
Xinyan looked at those text messages, burst into tears, and she sent a screenshot of the text message interface to her cousin.
At 2:40, a group of five people arrived at the airport in K City, and the teacher was already waiting at the ticket gate, and when he saw that the five people arrived safely, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Sorry, this time to wake everyone up." ā
Everyone was busy saying "it's okay", but they were complaining in unison: Your sister, just to save a few stinky money, tossing people in the middle of the night, this teacher is no one.
The senior brother laughed awkwardly on the side, the teacher didn't just save a few dollars this time. He did a rough calculation, the ticket was discounted by five, that is, each person saved almost a thousand yuan, five, oh no, plus the teacher himself is six, six thousand can be chopped for several months.
Because there was no one, the six people checked in and got on the plane, Zhisu was still sitting for the first time, and she couldn't help but be a little nervous, she was afraid that she would get airsick, and she would have to drag down the group of people when the time came.
As soon as she thought of the suitcases lined up, she told herself that she must not hold back.
Fortunately, it didn't take long to fly from K City to T City, except that Zhisu's steps were a little light when she got off the car, as if she couldn't touch the ground when she walked in the clouds, and the dizziness was not as serious as she imagined.
Arriving in T City, the six of them pondered going to have breakfast first, leaving two people to guard the suitcase. Zhisu was the first to volunteer, she was too lazy to go, it was much colder outside than the waiting hall, not to mention that she hadn't eaten much last night, and now her hands and feet are cold.
The senior brother also stayed, and Chen Chen asked the two of them what they wanted to eat. The senior brother asked for beef noodles, and Zhisu asked for shredded noodles with pickled cabbage.
"Shredded pork noodles with pickled cabbage?" What is that, Chen Chen, who is known for eating all the delicacies in the world, looked at Zhisu with a confused expression, and asked for advice on what Xuecai was.
"Snow cabbage is pickled vegetables," Zhisu said, thinking that this audience may not be small, so she said, "If not, bring me a bowl of beef noodles, not spicy." ā
"It's not delicious if the beef powder is not spicy," Chen Chen felt that it was still called beef powder if it was not spicy, but he still nodded, "Then it's hard for you to look at the luggage, see you later!" ā
Zhisu sat on the stool and kept rubbing her hands together, and the senior brother said to buy a cup of drink.