Formal meeting
When the cold wave came the second time, Shen Xuyao happened to come back, but Zhisu had been avoiding him and hid in the library and barely came out. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Between them, it is back to the state of the Cold War before the autumn outing.
Shen Xuyao was puzzled, thinking that Zhisu was angry that he hadn't solved the trouble yet, so he ran out even harder, hoping to solve these contradictions as soon as possible, and then hug the beauty.
He is getting busier and busier, and Zhisu is becoming more and more afraid of being alone in the empty room.
Every night, she couldn't sleep, forced herself to read books to pass the time, and she flipped through almost all the books on the bookcase. She didn't go to bed until eleven o'clock, but she still didn't feel sleepy, she felt that she had a tendency to depression, and she was afraid that insomnia would make it worse.
I went to see a psychiatrist alone, and the doctor also confirmed that she had mild depression, and about her insomnia, the doctor advised her to do more exercise, go to bed early and get up early, and develop good habits.
She doesn't like to go to a crowded place in the gym, and it is dangerous to run at night, so she can only practice yoga and aerobics in the house. The computer video was played for more than an hour, and every time she persisted, she was so tired that she couldn't move for a long time, lying on the mat and gasping for breath for a long time.
After taking a shower, I felt a little sleepy.
Shen Xuyao was very entangled by the child, came back to take a bath and went into the bedroom, the little man was already asleep, his emaciated face was slightly pale, and there was a copy of Zhang Xiaoxian's "Woman on the Bread Tree" next to the bed, and the light of the table lamp shone on the little face that was not even sleeping very steadily, something stabbed his heart.
A feeling of pity welled up in his heart, he kissed the woman's face, pulled her up the quilt, went out to smoke a cigarette, and the irritability and fatigue of the day weighed him down.
To be honest, he felt that he had done a good job. As long as the child's illness is cured and the helpless orphan and widow are settled, he confesses to Zhisu.
Give him a little more time and everything will be fine.
Zhisu, forgive me for my unreasonable pleas, give me a little more time, really, everything will be back to normal.
It's a pity that he doesn't know that even if he recovers, some things can't go back.
When the storm really came, he realized that there was really nothing he could do but watch the results happen.
This month's family dinner was at the uncle's house, Shen Xuyao drove over to pick her up after work, and the two bought gifts at the supermarket.
The parking lot is on the first floor of the basement, Zhi Su first took the gift and got out of the car to wait for him, and after waiting for five minutes, Shen Xuyao had not yet appeared. Shen Xuqing and Wen Xiaoli happened to come over, and Wen Xiaoli got out of the car and stood side by side with her to wait for someone.
Looking at Wen Xiaoli again, I don't know if it's because of a change in mood or other reasons, I always feel that she is not so annoying.
Zhisu smiled at her, and Wen Xiaoli also smiled back, the two didn't talk much, but the tension that didn't like each other before was gone.
Not long after, Shen Xuyao walked over with an ugly face, Zhisu didn't know what was going on in the underground parking lot, but she was sure that something would happen later.
Sure enough, as soon as he entered the house, a little boy sitting in the living room watching TV jumped off the sofa happily and threw himself into Shen Xuyao's arms.
Of course Zhisu knows, it's the boy she saw when she picked up Xinyan at the airport last time.
"Dad, why are you here?"
As soon as the little boy exited, everyone was stunned in the living room, their faces became super bright, but their bodies were frozen in place as if they had been pointed.
Shen Xuyao looked at Zhisu in a panic, not holding the child, not hugging it, and not knowing how to react with both hands.
"Zhisu, this kid doesn't have a father, and he likes Xu Yao very much, so ......" The eldest aunt was the first to speak, holding Zhisu's hand, as if to remind her to pay attention to the occasion.
Who is wronged?
Although she knew it the last time she met her at the airport, it was another thing to see it with her own eyes, as if the truth she had never dared to face was nakedly torn apart and spread out in front of her eyes.
And the strange thing is that she still has to accept, and even the acquiescence of everyone else.
She clutched the gift in her hand tightly, standing at the door, neither entering nor retreating.
Shen Xuyao didn't deny it, hesitated for a while, picked up the child, and asked the boy a few questions with a smile.
Zhisu handed the gift to the eldest aunt and stood aside, watching the family talk and laugh around the boy like a stranger.
When she looked up, she saw that Shen Xuyao's face shrouded in dark clouds for many days was smiling brightly, and his face was suddenly terrifyingly white. It turned out that what she was most afraid of was seeing this scene.
Shen Xuyao likes children very much, she subconsciously touched her stomach, and suddenly felt that it hurt like a fire.
She couldn't slip away, but she didn't want to see the scene of father's love in the living room, so she ran to the balcony as if she had fled, and dragged the railing so that she didn't fall.
I don't know when, Wen Xiaoli also came over.
"Are you alright?"
"You know that, too?" Zhisu glanced in the direction of the living room, and then turned her head to the outdoors without hesitation, so that she felt that she was breathing easily.
"Knowing a few days before you. The child's mother is the granddaughter of the grandmother's eldest brother, and Xu Qing and the second brother are college classmates, and the child's father seems to be a soldier and died not long ago. Wen Xiaoli told her eloquently, she knew so much.
"Thank you!" She didn't know anything like an idiot, it turned out to be her husband's classmate, and she wouldn't be his college girlfriend if she didn't die, right?
So, when the woman's husband died, did she come to the house by being her grandmother's niece?
Eating and drinking doesn't count, do you still plan to borrow your children to rub a husband?
When it was time to eat, there was an old lady Shen sitting next to Shen Xuyao, and Zhisu was supposed to sit on the other side, but the little boy shouted: "I want to sit next to my father." ”
It was impossible to let Mrs. Shen vacate her seat, Zhi Su stood up consciously, and the little boy bumped into her head like a wind, and Zhi Su was knocked unsteadily, but fortunately Wen Xiaoli was sitting next to her, and she grabbed herself, so that she didn't fall down in embarrassment.
This meal, Zhisu ate very depressed, but fortunately, the attention of the whole family was focused on the child, and no one was too focused on her.
Wen Xiaoli seemed to be a little sympathetic to her situation, and when she saw that she didn't eat anything, she scooped a bowl of soup for her.
After eating, Mrs. Shen came over and sat next to her daughter-in-law, as if she had prepared a drawer of words to excuse herself, but in the end she just moved her lips and said nothing.
The child was not clinging to Shen Xuyao ordinarily, and was still shouting to sleep with his father. Zhisu sat like a sculpture, almost blending in with the sofa.
"Weiwei, Dad is going home, can you sleep with Grandma at night?"
"I don't, Dad, you slept with me before, why can't you sleep with me?" The boy named Weiwei seemed to understand that Zhisu was a threat to him, and suddenly grabbed an apple and threw it at Zhisu.
Fortunately, his strength was not great, and the apple could not be thrown over, but Zhisu saw resentment in the boy's eyes. Almost without hesitation, she got up and ran through the door, her inky eyes staring at her with nowhere to run.
Shen Xuyao chased after him, and the child immediately began to cry. Shen Xuyao was stunned at the door, physically and mentally exhausted.
The eldest aunt held the child and coaxed the child all the time.
"Xu Yao, you come over first to coax the child, Zhisu is an adult, there will be no danger."
Shen Xuyao thought about it, turned around and came back to pick up Weiwei, and said a lot of words before coaxing this living treasure to sleep.