Chapter 2 The Decadent Emperor of Music, Miscellaneous Diary
Music, like literature, is the source of the strength of civilization. Civilization needs the strong spiritual power of culture to maintain and maintain, which is a real value for the human race to continue life, even in the most backward galactic regions.
The breeze on Yangmingshan is very comfortable, and the gorgeous night view blends with the mountain breeze like a chord song, and the night is intoxicated in a romantic atmosphere. The night view of the mountain behind Yangmingshan Cultural University, especially on such a summer night, especially in the feeling of two people falling in love.
However, why, in the end, the music emperor has always had a deep hidden sorrow, the two look at the night city lights of Taipei under the mountain, and Izlan (the name of the rose emperor Yu Xuefei when he flew in ancient China) touches a young secret that he doesn't want people to know.
Huangyu Xue Feifei couldn't help but think: "To live, you have to love." Even if this love is as small as a straw, it has nothing to do with warmth, and it can't save people from fire and water, but holding it in your hand is a thought after all. ”
Huang Yu Xuefei suddenly remembered that she had secretly flipped through the miscellaneous diary of the music emperor when he was still in ancient China: "The recent mood has always been a speechless and emotionless state of mind, no good or bad, just like the feeling of water." There is only one important thing hanging in the heart, and the important reason is that it is a matter of survival. Recently, of course, I am not in the mood to read, I stay day and night, I may just reply to messages, maybe by constantly watching movies (Mid-Autumn Festival holiday and rainy days), most of the time I don't do anything.
There is no day of love, and of course there is no day of that kind of thing, as if there is nothing, there is nothing rich. There is nothing to be a god, nothing is the devil and evil, well, nothing is nothing, ordinary and plain, what you are, what is he, there is nothing to the endless universe of the earth, in short, nothing to fall from the sky. Not for anything, of course not for anything, just nothing I want to do. A question that has no real answer. It is equivalent to the absence of human problems, and even more so the absence of great problems of the universe, which is equivalent to the absence of truth in everything.
Yet mortals still have one thing in mind, and if they really have the greatest problem of survival. Hot day. Rain. this day. Comfortable, lazy to instigate the smile of life, calm life and breath.
I like the quiet. Maybe it's natural, or maybe it's too noisy around me, and it's perfectly bearable, but I like to be quiet.
So I prefer Hualien Taitung to Taitung, I thought that the song should be simple and rural, but it turned out to be modern, modern is to be debated, but this is not what I imagined, I will not be disappointed, it is still pleasant!
I have no fighting spirit at all, I don't know what I am going to conquer? There is no existence that I am really interested in, hehe! I can barely use human language to speak, play with existence! If existence is a god, then play with God. If existence is a person, then accompany the person for a while. If existence is a mystery, I will not accompany it, even if it defeats the demon.
At night, I saw a little girl who bought Armed Storm level 19 at the same time as me, but unfortunately she was too young, otherwise I would have gone to say hello! Talk about books, by the way, ask if you can be friends, I want to have a girlfriend who likes to read, especially she also likes Armed Storm, although his books are almost the same, but what other good books to read? It's all nonsense like I am nonsense!
There are gains and losses, this is inevitable, loneliness will always be there, unless it does not exist.
It's been a long time since I've been really lonely, or I should say that I've never experienced real loneliness, loneliness may never exist for me, countless worlds, it's enough that there is no loneliness or loneliness in my mind, but I have to use these words, otherwise it's better to just face the wall without eating or drinking like Bodhidharma, maybe I can really do it, but it's completely meaningless, and I won't take the initiative to do meaningless things.
The reverse can be said that all feelings are just feelings. Anger, joy, sadness, pity, excitement, and cruelty have no absolute meaning or meaning. Just like the recent corruption of several judges in Taiwan, their hearts were wrong from the beginning, just like studying to make money, the starting point of personality is very low, and they are keen on something in order to make money, such people must be inferior beings, simply put, they are not just animals, they are completely beasts, and dealing with animals is the reason why the human race cannot evolve to be kind, so a bunch of animals can only rely on God for protection, God help! God also help!
Capital world, ask me, in addition to shaking my head and smirking, my personality is to follow and thin mud, just like there is a cliff in front, there is a big water of the Yellow River in the back, there is really no more space, everyone chooses to jump into the river, I am not very good at swimming, I have to choose to jump off the cliff, there are many too many problems that cannot be solved, unless the earth disappears, aliens come, and people fly, ha!
Smoking too much, drinking too much iced coffee, blowing too much, having a slight pain in the head, taking a sip of hot tea, waiting for all and love. Burst!
I wanted to talk about the feeling of not being sad, but I should still reject this emotion, but what actually exists cannot be erased, too many existential thinkers can't do it, I admit that I can't do it very sadly, if I can, either it will exist forever, or it will not exist, and if life is just a sigh! Reject all those who do not have worldly troubles and do not grieve, those who do not do this, those who add to the snakes, and those who should not exist.
The road is decadent, give yourself a reason to be particularly sad, don't think about your eyes, the rain has been falling non-stop recently, non-stop, a little annoying, boring days, moldy is not good.
Of course, it is written to you, there is no special emotion for words or language, such a terrible heart is like stopping water, such a terrible unbounded realm, for me, only by opposing myself to present the extreme of my heart, can I kill the ruthless ignorance of time.
There is no progress in the work, love is still far away, the years are indeed devastating, do not dump her, she is like a shadow, the same as the last resort to live as she wants, meaningless, and the meaning is long after I have gone, dispensable, you can me, you can't, I can't, follow you. The road is not endless, but it is just decadent!
In the midst of pleasure and sin at work, the great escape of the idea of ease, the bitter wise man said that whoever is comfortable is like death. I'm going to die, heh! I'm sorry for some people, but there is too much helplessness in life. Helpless and incomprehensible, it is not nothing, it is just a fact.
Read a bunch of fantasy books, the taste and mouth have been raised, it's really a helpless fact, typing to the crash, really unhappy and have to replay, forget what words just typed, words like rain, it's over, there are many desires, it's annoying.
Listening to music, it is a miracle to hear about bankruptcy when you are young, but music used to be expensive, a 120 or 360, more than 100,000 is a loser. Music that can't be listened to in a lifetime is a waste, and so are books, and waste is the process of every life, wasting in the beautiful time of not receiving success, what a story! Fall into the abyss that belongs to me, sink to the bottom, and then perish, pure imagination, ha, ha!
The excitement of that moment, the glimpse of your upsurge, I wanted to talk about the climax, but I didn't even know where you were, what else did you care about, and who are you, reader! Who cares about whom, why care who you are, who I am, I don't want to be just a little dust in the life of the universe. The abyss of emotions is based on the human race, what kind of shrimp is time, and what kind of hair is the universe! The deep grievances next to this are too abyss! How can there really be only one life! Indulge in it!"
After leaving me, the music emperor has changed, and I heard that he has become the king of leisure
Chat: Writing a book is a very happy thing, you can create characters freely, you can write how you want to write is the real king, but if you write with the attitude that I want to make money at the beginning, you will inevitably lose the sincerity of free creation, if you have a way to earn what you want, and you can write very happily, that is also the king.
Creation is free, in fact, pointing and pointing should not affect your heart, you should write what you want to write the most, whether it is mainstream or whether it can make money, of course, you have to change your style because others have pointed you out is also your business, I personally think that as a writer or a creator in life, you should be enthusiastic and free to do the most suitable for yourself.
There's an alliance leader again, embarrassed, thanks to @红粉goblin, I just saw a message: I can't decide the length of life, but I can control the width, I can't change the weather, but I can change the mood, I can't change my appearance, but I can show a smile, I can't control others, but I can control myself, I can't predict tomorrow, but I can use today, I can't win everything, but I can do my best. Flowers!(To be continued......)