Chapter 18 The Road Is Difficult
train
green train,
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Qingming had a look of wanting to die, leaned against the window and began to look up at the sky at the signature forty-five degree angle, look, that is my country.
The crying of children, the coughing of old people, and the unique smell of instant noodles mixed with the smell of sweat in summer fermented in this semi-closed iron box.
There is no air conditioning and no beautiful women in the carriage, there is no imaginary pick-up and chance encounter, only a deep reproach for himself, why buy a green car, why refuse the request of Lin Youyou and the old man to send him?
Idiot, why do you want to pretend to be forced, why do you have to pretend to be reserved if you can't think about it?
Being reserved hurts people, being reserved is the most undesirable, Qingming covered his old face and began to repeatedly self-criticize.
Recalling the appearance of Xiao Liuli crying when he was leaving, Qingming's heart was also a little tight, and he couldn't ask for parting from birth, old age, sickness, death, love, etc., we all have to bear these hardships one by one after all.
The people of the Shi family are hiding something, and Qingming can feel the guilt in their eyes when they look at them, the kind of disgusting guilt.
Many years ago, Qingming knew that the people of the Shi family had a conspiracy, a conspiracy involving themselves, so more than one person told him that he was leaving the Shi family, the old blind man said so, and the aunt also said so.
Over the years, Qingming has rarely come into contact with his uncles, and his aunt is only familiar with Lin Youyou.
This is deliberate on his part, and it is also deliberate on the part of his uncles, who both know that the final outcome is separation and betrayal, so they are deliberately keeping their distance from each other.
Except for the glass, except for that cool proud big brother.
Seventeen years old, he is seventeen years old this year, the old blind man said that he must leave the Shi family this year, he believes in the old blind man, at least he believes in the old blind man more than the Shi family.
So he stubbornly took the entrance examination to a school far away from Jinling, Northwest University.
"Well, I'm sorry, you seem to be in my seat." Suddenly, a timid voice sounded, and Qingming unconsciously turned around and saw a girl.
Qingming said that the first time he saw her, he was drunk in those clear eyes, she was very beautiful, and very weak, like a butterfly.
The butterfly flew and flew, and stopped on the opposite side of Qingming.
The object of her speech was not Qingming, but an uncle opposite Qingming, who bought a seatless one, and happily gave up his seat when he heard the butterfly talking to him.
Qingming looked at the girl in front of him wearing light blue jeans and a white shirt, and couldn't help but want to show her sunshine and brightness.
Right!
That's it, well done, perfect!
I feel good about myself, and I give myself full marks for this smile.
The girl was stunned for a moment, but she also smiled at Qingming friendly.
Several times, that girl always looked at herself and stopped talking, Qingming couldn't help but secretly rejoice, sure enough, the face in this world is still the most reliable, my face is really, alas, Qingming put on a melancholy expression, "Face, face, you are really harmful, why do you have such a handsome face." ”
"Little girl, don't be reserved, didn't you say it just now, being reserved is the most important, just say it if you like it......" Qingming gave the girl an encouraging look.
"That ......," the girl finally opened her mouth, "classmate, can you close the curtain, the sun is shining." ”
Qingming's embarrassed face turned red, and he nodded a little overwhelmed, and then comforted himself while pulling the curtain: "The girl is too thin-skinned now, yes, she is just thin-skinned and doesn't know how to speak, so she found this reason to talk to me, it must be so." ”
A summer train without air conditioning is a giant steamer, and the moisture in everyone's body is coming out at an alarming rate.
The girl didn't have much luggage, only one bag was carried with her, as if she was also taking the train for the first time, she was a little excited, although the sun was very big, she still looked at the scenery outside the window through the curtain from time to time.
The sound of the "click" mobile phone camera sounded, and the girl turned her head suspiciously, looking at Qingming with an embarrassed face.
"Mistakes, mistakes, pure accidents, that ...... I'm photographing landscapes. Qingming was a little afraid that this girl frowned slightly and stared at herself.
"Oh......" The girl didn't say anything more, still looking out the window from time to time.
Wiping the sweat from his forehead, Qingming fiddled with his phone with a little weakness.
"What's wrong today, why did you forget to turn off the sound of your phone, but it's beautiful."
Qingming stared at the photo and said in his heart.