Chapter 180: I Feel Dirty

Su Jin walked in front of Zuo Lanluo, plopped down and knelt down, Zuo Lanluo was stunned, "What are you doing here?" Hurry up. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½ā€

Su Jin began to burst into tears, as if she could only use this way to make Zuo Lanluo listen to her words.

"Lan Luo, can you just listen to me?"

"You get up first, you kneel here, how can I listen to your explanation." Zuo Lanluo said helplessly.

Su Jin was relieved when she heard Zuo Lanluo, got up from the ground, and slowly sat down on the sofa.

Zolanluo sat across from her.

Su Jin began to tell the story, "Back then, I met your father by chance, it was a stormy night, we were all very drunk, and when everyone was unconscious, we had a relationship in a daze, and afterwards, he said that he was responsible for me, just like that, we started dating, maybe that time, a month later, I found out that I was pregnant, your father was very happy, and I was also very happy, although at that time, I was just a little actor who had just stepped into the showbiz, but for you, for your father, I'm willing to give up the acting career I love forever. But, wait, wait, wait, wait until my belly is getting bigger and bigger, your father starts to get restless, he often disappears for a month, I can't help it, the months are getting bigger and bigger, it's impossible to want to flow out, just when I was about to give birth, your father completely disappeared, I gave birth to you by myself, since I gave birth to you, I fantasized that one day, he would come back to me, but after waiting for a few months, there was no trace of him at all. On a rainy night, the ghost sent the gods, I carried you out, I wanted to give you away, but I didn't have the courage to knock on other people's doors, simply, I put you outside, listening to you crying, my heart was very uncomfortable, I ran away in a hurry, I ran while crying, and regretted on the other, when I made up my mind to find you, you were no longer there. Lanluo? I actually went back to look for you. I've been living with guilt all these years, can you forgive me? I was really confused. ā€

Zuo Lanluo listened to the story told by Su Jin, and couldn't help but laugh at herself in her heart, it turned out that she was the product of a one-night stand. It's hilarious, that's how she came. Can it be a little dirtier?

Looking at Zuo Lanluo, who didn't speak, Su Jin was a little overwhelmed, but she still wanted to continue, because there were some things that she had to tell Zuo Lanluo.

She continued: "Also, it's about your father, just a few years ago, I received a letter with a key and an address that he wanted to give you, and that was what he wanted to say to you, and I hope you would open it yourself. ā€

Su Jin put the key and address on the table, whether Zuo Lanluo accepted it or not, it was all the man who wanted to give her daughter.

Zuo Lanluo was a little dumbfounded, she glanced at Su Jin, and said, "Finished?" ā€

"Lanluo?"

"You're just running over today and telling me that I'm an illegitimate daughter, the product of your carelessness after having fun, isn't it? It's a wild child whose father ran away and his mother doesn't want to raise, right? Well? Zuo Lanluo's words were filled with anger and shame towards Su Jin and the man, which made her feel dirty.

"No, no, child, I love you, I really love you." Su Jin wanted to step forward and hug Zuo Lanluo, but Zuo Lanluo took a step back with some trembling, she didn't want to have physical contact with her.

It was because she was an illegitimate child that she had to abandon her.

Wei Junmu, who was standing at the corner of the stairs, witnessed the whole process with his own eyes. Looking at Zuo Lanluo, who was almost collapsed, he quickly ran down from the stairs, stood behind her, and took her into his arms at the right time.

"Alright. Teacher Su, I've said a lot today, let Lan Luo digest it well, you can go back first. Wei Junmu politely gave the order to evict the guests.

Su Jin had no choice, she could see that Zuo Lanluo was in pain, very painful, "Okay, then you take good care of her." ā€

Helping Zuo Lanluo to sit in the living room, Wei Junmu poured her a glass of water: "Come and drink some water, don't get excited." ā€

Zuo Lanluo pointed at himself, wanted to say, but didn't know where to start, "I'm the product of a one-night stand, hehe, I'm an illegitimate child, why did she come to tell me this, which makes me feel more dirty and shameless?" ā€

Wei Junmu put his arm around Zuo Lanluo's shoulders, stroked her hair, and comforted: "I don't allow you to say that about yourself, your background doesn't mean anything, okay, don't think nonsense." ā€

Zuo Lan Luo smiled muran, she was laughing at herself, and she was laughing at Su Jin, she was crying just to tell her that she had such an irresponsible father, and a mother who regretted it after throwing it away?

Such a parent, she would rather not.

Seeing Zuo Lanluo's sad and dying appearance, Wei Junmu hugged her in distress, "Okay, okay, I don't want to, I don't want to." ā€

It seems that it is necessary for him to have a good talk with Su Jin, if she comes to Zuo Lanluo a few more times, Zuo Lanluo will not be able to stand the stimulation both emotionally and psychologically.

In this way, it is not good for anyone. It doesn't have the effect of easing relations at all.

Zuo Lanluo just couldn't understand, why did Su Jin do this, what did she want to express? Shouldn't she, the product of impulse, come to this world? Or had the man had gone earlier, and she would have abandoned? She won't come into this world and make her feel guilty? She wanted to say how entangled and reluctant she was in her heart at that time to throw her away? And, inside and outside here, Su Jin is a victim. So why did she come to her? Zuo Lanluo's mind was full of question marks, she grabbed her hair in pain, and she was very broken, she just couldn't figure it out?

"Alright, alright, don't think about it, be obedient." Wei Junmu took Zuo Lanluo's hand that grabbed her hair and held it in her hand, not allowing her to hurt herself.

Zuo Lanluo's godless eyes were stunned, and she asked in a small voice: "Jun Mu, will you dislike me?" ā€

"How can I dislike you, it's too late for me to feel sorry for you, don't think nonsense, ah? You will always be that sacrosanct goddess in my heart. Don't think about it, good. Wei Junmu kept comforting Zuo Lanluo, how much he wanted to bear this pain for her.

Zuo Lanluo's mood was very low, Wei Junmu called to arrange a job, and decided to accompany her at home.

"Why don't I go to the mall with you, let's go shopping and buying, okay?" Wei Jun Mu coaxed.

Zuo Lanluo shook her head, she didn't want to go anywhere, she just wanted to sit like this.

"Let's go, let's go, in a few days, it's grandpa's birthday, let's go buy him a birthday present."