Chapter 283: The Dusty Diary (9)
"You know what? In the days you left, it was the hardest day of my life. I know that you don't have me in your heart, but I don't plan to give up my determination to find you. But so what? In the end, I was forced to marry by my family because of the unfinished engagement ceremony. I married a woman I didn't love, and the most ridiculous thing was that woman still claimed to be pregnant with my child before marrying me.
I haven't touched any woman other than you. I know why she can be so bold to play this game with me, because you are my weakness. She said that as long as I am willing to be the father of her children, she will tell me your whereabouts. Moreover, she is also willing to play this scene with me.
So, I got married. However, she didn't give me the information she wanted. Just said something I knew. I wanted to get her out, but if I got her out, they would find me another. I didn't want to go on like that, so I kept her at home.
Doesn't that sound ridiculous, huh! I thought I was crazy. What's even more ridiculous is that the woman you like has a heart. I don't even know what I look like, I don't know my name! ”
He flipped me over and he lay down. Just looked at me face to face, and his eyes were sincere.
I know what he says is true. But how do I have to accept this fact?
"What's your name?" I didn't even think about it, and I asked something like this.
He smiled and stroked my hair and seemed happy. "Blue Ending."
Looking at his clothes, and this luxurious villa, it is enough to prove his status.
"I don't know any of this, now that you have a home, let's live well!" I didn't know what to say, so I slurred my words.
He gagged me and pressed me down.
"Even if you don't have me in your heart, please don't trample on my affection for you. She was only my nominal wife, and besides, the father of the child seemed to have sought her out. I'm not interested in those, as long as she doesn't do anything out of line, she's still the wife of my Lan family. But now it's different, you're back. Therefore, she won't stay in the Lan family for long. ”
I didn't want to have anything to do with him, but I knew he really wouldn't let me go. However, he is also a loser in this game. All of us lost completely.
I motioned for him to let go of my mouth and wanted to speak.
"I know what you're trying to say, I don't listen. I haven't even touched my hand since that woman married me. You should know what the hell is going on! ”
The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and his appearance changed from the gentleness he had just now to emotional. It can be seen that he has really endured it for a long time.
But what am I going to do? For so many years, I have devoted myself to taking care of my children. The man who had agreed was never looked for again.
And Zhongliang has become my current heart knot, and his kindness to our mother and daughter is really impossible to describe in words.
But now! I was actually moved by what the man in front of me said. The line of defense in my heart is actually collapsing little by little.
I don't know what this mood is. Some of his hearts ache. He's done so much for me.
The tears fell again, and I always felt that I could do nothing but cry.
He slowly let go of his hand and kissed me on the forehead helplessly. "Okay, stop crying. I know, it's all my fault. I don't want to bring that man out of your mouth, and I don't want to hear your hatred for me. When I saw you at the beach that day, I thought about it for a long time when I went back. I want to set you free and not bother you.
But I couldn't. Close your eyes, it's all you, you tell me, what should I do? I swear I will never let you go if I can see you again. That's how God has mercy on me, and I really see you today. ”
I know, maybe it's fate! I closed my eyes and didn't want to think about anything.
We had a good night. He got what he wanted, and I wasn't as sad as I thought.
Although my heart did not belong to him, my body instinctively leaned towards him. I really hated myself for being so angry, why I had to cross paths with him again.
And this man, both now and years ago. He was so gentle with me, and I knew he was from the heart.
Before dawn, I started fidgeting. Because he wouldn't give up looking for me, I pushed the man who was holding me next to me. "You let me go back! I still have a lot of things to do. ”
The child's things can not be told to him. If you tell him, maybe something will happen. And I'm just going to stay with him for one night.
He opened his eyes, slightly tired. "Are you still leaving?"
"I opened the shop and suddenly disappeared yesterday. They're going to look for me, and I have to go back. "I'm very determined, and I want to give it a try, whether he says yes or not.
He agreed very quickly. "Okay, I'll send you."
My mouth grew in surprise and wondered why he had become so accommodating overnight.
Just as my mind was racing to imagine, his words extinguished all my illusions at once. "Don't think about it, because I know you've always belonged to me. So, before I send you back, I'm going to eat you properly. ”
It turned out that this was the reason for his sudden change of mind, and I blushed unconsciously.
And he, who speaks, delivered me to the store at dawn.
We went very early and it wasn't open yet. He was going to send me home, and I couldn't tell him where my home was.
After he was pushed and dragged away by me, I began to contact Zhongliang. I borrowed a pay phone and told him I was in the new store.
Within ten minutes, Tadashi actually appeared in front of me. The moment he saw me, he hugged me. "Where have you been? I looked for you all night, why are your eyes swollen? Is something happening? ”
He had so many questions that I didn't know where to answer them. But when I saw his haggard face, my heart suddenly became sad.
I knew that even though I saved him, I shouldn't have possessed him like this. I felt more and more guilty about him, and I couldn't tell him about that man at this moment.
"I'm fine, it's all my fault, making you anxious. I want to go home, is Ollie making trouble? "I deliberately shifted the issue elsewhere and didn't want to go on like this.
He was really good, he didn't say much. Pulled me into the car and drove all the way back home. He said, don't say anything, just come back, just be safe.
I know that in this world, he is really the only person who really cares about me.