Chapter 804: The Monk Enlightens His Heart, Step by Step (5)
"It's all my fault."
Although he only glanced at Lu Yunshan, Hai Dongge had already recalled all kinds of his life.
Bitterness flooded my heart.
The tables and chairs are still the same as they were back then, but the beautiful scenery here has been destroyed.
Senior Brother Lu is still the same Senior Brother Lu back then, but the man in red who was angry and unrestrained back then, his eye sockets were already tired, and he was wearing a moon-white robe and wrapping gauze in his left hand.
"I'll punish myself with three cups."
Hai Dongge sat down in front of Lu Yunshan, his voice trembling a little, and reached out to get the wine jug.
However, as soon as he lifted the handle, his expression suddenly stiffened, because the pot was too light.
Originally, I was ashamed and apprehensive when I came, but at this time I found that the wine pot was empty, Haidongge's movements were suspended in the air, and my mood suddenly fell to the bottom.
Seemingly......
No one wants to drink with them today.
Haidongge's eyes were soaked with complicated looks, and the fingers carrying the pot trembled slightly.
There are things that have been done, and there is no going back.
He was too deep in his dreams, although at the beginning, he still had the intention of sharpening himself, but in the realization of suffering again and again, he began to be unable to distinguish between illusion and reality, and his consciousness was lost in suffering and could not get out.
He forgets that everything starts with himself.
Forgetting that the Lionheart Peak is my own dream of enlightenment.
Forget that Lu Yunshan is his best friend.
I only remember the betrayal again and again, the desolation night after night, spitting on my miserable life, but there is no hope of turning over and breaking, falling into the abyss, little by little.
Monk enlightened mind.
Vicious.
One step to live, one step to die.
At this point, even Mei Yutang and Yun Chi were powerless to return to the sky. can only accept the fact that there was a mistake in the Lingmen Tianjiao Haidong Song Technique in the past, and he has since self-destructed. and ordered Lionheart Peak to immediately stop dreaming, so as not to raise a generation of demon lords in a desperate situation.
However, in the face of heavy pressure, Zhao Hai and Lu Yunshan did not give up, and used everything they had to continue Haidongge's dream of enlightenment.
Because of the soul of Haidong Song, it is connected with dreams.
If you forcibly break it before you wake up, or even adulterate it, it is like a monk interrupting his martial arts halfway, and at least the foundation will be destroyed, and at worst he will explode and die.
With righteousness first, the sect can reluctantly give up a late Yuan infant when the exercises go wrong.
But with friendship first, Lu Yunshan couldn't give up his best friend.
This is a hopeless cycle of life.
On the one hand, Hai Dongge's self-exile that lost the power of self-awakening, and on the other hand, Lu Yunshan's helplessness and pain that he couldn't stop dreaming.
Originally, Su Yi's existence was a ray of light for Haidong Ge to wake up from extreme evil. But Lu Yunshan never expected that Su Yi, who was instigated, would collapse so quickly on the bright side.
Almost overnight, he pushed Haidong Ge into a catastrophe!
The moment Zhen Xiaoxiao appeared, Lu Yunshan was standing in this courtyard, and countless sweats broke out on his back.
Because after making the decision to allow Lionheart Peak to go his own way and continue to dream, Mei Zun has already set up a large array in the mountains, and once Haidong Ge's demonic awakening will immediately strangle him on the spot before he explodes the power of the Yuan Infant!
Fortunately, the really small antidote pill that found a different way made the Haidong singer's feet weak, not to mention the demonic nature, and even his personality collapsed......
If you compare all this to a game of chess, in a situation where both sides stop or die.
Lu Yunshan has been waiting, waiting for an almost impossible thunderbolt to split this damn situation in half! I want to talk about "Ten Thousand Beasts and Ten Thousand Beasts" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~