Chapter 8: The Lonely and Barren Years
Listening to songs occasionally makes the mind go back to the memories of the past, some people say that writing is a long and lonely road, I can't understand it as a writer, what I can experience is listening to songs, dissolving the other me in the world, friends named me the emperor of music, I was only seventeen years old that year, and the other I have become a song of thousands of years of vicissitudes, with the rapid rush of time, I became the god of the night and could not sleep in the night.
Accustomed to wearing headphones to listen to songs, occasionally, listening to the song is not simply listening to the song, but the song of the ideological conception, a different from everything in the world, which makes me full of fun, a bit of the meaning of the realm of sublimation music, just like once in the fourth love letter of the Forgotten Magic Book, the story of the goddess of cosmic music was written, purely to be different from the real world, the words and words only the word God represents the high level, and the female word represents endless tenderness.
Unwilling to fall into the vanishing time, grasping into the eternal time, but there is no eternal scenery, how can this be like this when you vomit snow and vomit to death, this good time is so unreliable, you can't rely on it, you say it's unreliable, rely on! Damn! How can it be like this? When you are really disappointed, the amber tears are sad and I think I can get my wish when I see you, the devil says, but how can there be sadness in the happiness? This person's many emotions are so wonderful but difficult to taste.
I really like a certain part of ancient China, heh! Especially some songs can only be made by learning from ancient China, which is very cool, and what I call ancient China refers to ancient China in terms of culture, of course, there are some peculiar characters such as Xiao Zhuang (Zi), etc., haluha! Of course, Western music is not bad, but it lacks the rhyme of sound and martial arts, well, hahaha.
I can't keep your beauty over and over again, I can't keep the sadness, complaining, he said he hated the sky, I laughed and said I was invincible. We are all living our own lives, and whether life is repeated or not, I don't know very well. Look down or look up, the stars are there, what does the brightness have to do with me? Without you, no matter how beautiful it is, it is the sky.
It is carved with the traces of a small sparkling sailboat moving with the current, like white cloth. The light color of the concentration is hidden in the heart of the god flowers, and the fragrance in that corner seems to exist forever, the purest and most beautiful thing in this world. Her tears are pregnant, but what is that? Her opposite is a smile, she has never seen such a beautiful being, her smile is so smart, peeking into her thoughts, taking her level at this time, the space contains countless worldly realms and heavenly mysteries. Fang knows that what is precious is not what is seen!
There is no color style in the Moon Castle Village, only the ancient remnant carved pillars are left in the golden afterglow of the sunset, the young moon blends into the mist of the aqua blue music castle, and the music emperor Blue Moon resides under the Yanyue Palace, a mood dissipates in the air, a quiet world. Outside the world, the fire of sound, the wind of song, and the dream of shaking are drifting by, drifting by.
Listen to the song of the wind and listen to the wind of the person, emotions like the wind, feel the light eyes pass by, the affectionate eyes can never write a hand, she is reflected in the dream-like love, this person is not me, that day I met you and was shocked to see you, for me you are a fairy, although the fact is that the people in the masses, that night incarnated as a demon and you linger, instantly forget the world, forget me, forget you, forget everything, the thought is not in the world, that is beyond the thought, the Tao and forget the way.
Words and words overlap, love and staggered memories, busy idleness, words while typing, hell and heaven, struggling! He said that when he was young, he was like a gust of wind chasing love, and now he is like a valley no longer chasing the wind, only guarding a care in his heart, you have loved for the first time before you have the opportunity to love, the second and third times, until the appearance of true love, alas! This is love.
The starting point is the trapped road: the Lingdu is the invisible you, the one who may appear at any time, and the one who surprises others. Ling Du recalled, overly happy. Crossing oneself and being happy with others. The years have cast a hazy veil over you, and you stand on the top of the moon with it and look at us with a smile, the years are quiet, and you are so easily satisfied. No one knows the Tao, although you are as high as the sky, but you only pursue happiness.
In 1986, it is also one of the memories that I don't want to go back, living in isolation, hating the system of the group has no real freedom, and the concept of freedom is not without control for me, but the knowledge of real freedom, the real freedom of learning, you are in the single digit even if you are now, it is difficult to understand, and it has nothing to do with me if you don't understand, and the freedom of the world is aimless and boundless.
Sadness can not be had, if you have sentimentality, sadness is very weak, sad tragedy and passion, she said that she is a sad person, can not see, she has a sunny appearance, so the appearance is not necessarily accurate, to her traces to find, she holds the railing, her hand left and right look at the good-looking hands, close to her to see her face is shocked, the one form of the stunning posture, this is called the goddess, the beauty of the god can only be beautiful here!
The lyrics and songs are perfectly matched to stay in the impression of the century, as I forget to disappear, with my memory of rebirth, stepping out of the drunken dragon house, the hermit's years are insulated from this moment, into the red dust, the unprovoked wind blows, the wind does not stop, the ups and downs of life, sincerity to the right, the most beautiful charm of life at first sight, I found that I love the flower rhyme more, I should face my heart calmly? alone, give up, how can I say that I love you but love her more? This unspeakable regret is a fatal struggle, ha!
If you love a girl, whether the pity is love or not, I asked several times. I don't care about this kind of rhyme, but once it turns to love, it's different.
That's just a vestige of my search for the ultimate. I don't know if it was the guy who said this first, he was so weighty, he said it too well! It's too cruel, too cool, too watery!
Tenderness blows through your light long hair and can't blow away, the gentle eyes step on the wings of the wind, visit the hometown of dreams, meet the sunshine of the sky, and watch us soar. A certain song forgot its name.
These few sentences or so-called words are when I was in the first grade of junior high school when I looked down at comics, magazines, and magazines, and quoted the words of a certain Western philosopher, at that time, I was full of rebellion, why is my life short, why is it a bunch of stupid systems? Second, I vaguely want to see everything, and I have invisibly become a trace of the taste of a prophet, and everything at that time was still very backward! In 1983, and now I no longer talk and laugh, no, don't talk, just smile.
No, it's a book that you didn't give me in school, you have been reading it and then take the lead in producing two main consciousnesses, one escapes into the music world to be the emperor of music, and the other runs to the world of thought and later becomes the demon head of the philosophical demon, time is like flowing water, and both of them have reached the extreme and become the king of freedom. It has evolved into all the beings in the world.,It's fun and character.,Genius girl, she said you can't stop all this.γ The woman is really precocious! There is a sequence of hearing the Tao, but it is too late to open up.
Lonely barren years, lonely barren years, people are far away. Distant.
Lin Longxuan-Who are you-song, if I remember correctly, I heard it when I was fourteen years old. I am impressed that there is a ghost word in the word, hehe, the song is good, the standard Lin style is also the first time to hear a ghost word in a Chinese song, there is nothing bad about ghosts, there is no ghost in my heart!
Only the gods and demons relied on, and they drank too much coffee during the day and told their thoughts. What an atheist guy, really curious if you have to choose a side, choose humility or pride?
I hate to wait slowly.,Recently, I've been chasing this book to 'devour the starry sky'.,I want to ask the author to write quickly.γ Every day, I want to know the end of the story. I eat tomatoes - Jiangsu, I like martial arts novels, and I am fascinated by the martial arts world of Jin Yong, Gu Long, and Wo Longsheng. When he was in high school, he wrote "The Legend of Star Peak". 's favorite martial arts character is Li Xunhuan, the "Little Li Flying Knife" portrayed by Gu Long. Xiao Li flying knife, no false hair, flying knife out, ghosts and gods! What a spirit!
When I hear some songs, my memory will go back to the days of the entrance exam, and the music has become my peach blossom dream to avoid the exam, and the melody of the song makes me remember that the things in the exam have long been forgotten, and I just want to deal with the world of adults.
When I have the right to decide, I will be as presumptuous as I want, and whoever dares to test me will get out of the way! I'm free.
I saw a lot of insomnia on the Internet, my last insomnia probably traced back to when I was a student, but I forgot, almost no insomnia, because I rarely sleep at night, and secondly, as long as I lie down and pick up a book to read, I fall asleep, sleep naturally and wake up naturally, consistently, there is something important to adjust the alarm clock, there is no absolutely important thing in this world, the important thing is not 'thing', the important thing should be to know oneself, know the other, can decide oneself, can master time, happy existence of the mind.
At the Shanghai World Expo, the lighters on the body were not taken away, when smoking, at least more than 100 people were borrowed, when in Hangzhou West Lake, there were people full of pits, all accents, the skin tone was darker, when riding a rickshaw in Beijing, chatting with the person pulling the cart, he said that this can't make much money, it is not easy for Chinese to come out of the day, if the congenital environment is poor, the day after tomorrow is also difficult, this game is not easy to crack.
China's high housing prices have destroyed young people's love and imagination. They could have recited poetry, traveled together, and held a book club. But now, young people become middle-aged people as soon as they graduate from college, and they are like middle-aged people who are careful about firewood, rice, oil, and salt. Their lives, from the very beginning, are materialistic and sophisticated, and they cannot experience a romantic life, a way of life oriented to the heart. βLe Mondeographer, Spain.
Housing prices are a personal problem, the house is like the best green vegetables, it is best that everyone lives in the same house will not have doubts, otherwise why do you live in a luxury house in Beijing, why do you live in a high-rise building in Shanghai Guanhai, who causes the high housing prices?
Otherwise, it's to go back to the same house, otherwise it's really hard to solve, otherwise you live in a wealthy family, I live in Pumen, I don't like you, why do you live better than me?
I always heard that life is like a play, such as a dream, such as electricity, such as chess, such as gambling, I always feel that it is none of my business, my friend said that life is like a battlefield, if I don't participate in it will wait to be eliminated, he is qualified to say, after all, he is a self-made successful person, what about me, I am a loser? No, find an excuse, stay on the street
I am the god of war.
Stinky Moon, you're crazy.
Yun, don't call me Stinky Moon anymore, I've been called stinky by you, let's call me God of War instead, it's better.
Hmph, whoever cares about you is to call you Stinky Moon.
Well, it's good if you're happy, anyway, I'm the god of war in my bones.
It's a neurosis.,It's only been a few failures and I'm calling the soul.γ
Love has failed, and it is embarrassing to fail again at work.
Love love that has easy, failure good, who taught you so much affection.
Damn, how do you know I have a lot of feelings?
Go.
I'm tired, I'm sleepy, and there are a lot of books, I haven't watched the movie, and the time in a daze is not enough, I read a book called 'Eternal Life' a while ago, the author is called Dream into the Divine Machine, I really admire him, this book has an endless fight, the first time I saw such a book and it was written well, but it was as if I had never rested, I was playing from beginning to end, I haven't finished writing, I don't know how long he has to talk, curious, second only to Xiao Qian's second kill and my devouring starry sky of eating tomatoes.
It's raining again, your favorite weather, sad songs are playing on the radio, you're watching the rain in the city, is it alone or someone is already with you.
Did the thunder in the distance scare you the faint of heart, so many rainy seasons have passed, my heart is still hiding in your umbrella, now are you also watching the rain somewhere, or have you moved away from this rainy city, in the future I will not go out on a rainy day and will not think of you.
No matter how thrilling and wonderful the dream is, you will wake up, a dream is like a life, and a life is like a dream.
Rhyme, are you making tongue twisters.
Roar, you're making trouble again, Stinky Moon.
Always so serious to do something.
Cuffs, it's you, it's you.
Oh, wow, it's so fun, I can write about you at will.
Al, I won't come to see you, especially your words, you are happy.
Well, heaven and earth coexist with me, and the virtual coexists with me.
You like, lonely highway.
No one can say what you encounter in life, you catch my wandering eyes and want to provoke my heart, I'm still young, and it's best not to get too close to strange feelings.
Chase in nightmares and wake up in a deep sleep.
The starlight flickering in the darkness is like a prying eye, I am still young and uncertain, and it is difficult to accept your love, so I have to tell you that I have already given my heart to others.
Greece, Spain, when the sun shines on the pillow of last night's tears, I have just woken up in a foreign land without you, who said that disillusionment makes people grow, who said that they are not afraid of sorrow when they grow up.
The biggest difference between Chinese music and the West is that China always has the charm of fairy wind and bones, the guzheng suona bamboo flute erhu has its own traditional musical instruments and the leisurely realm of indisputable with the world, martial arts music, Chinese style, why is China called China, impartiality is the middle, the golden mean, but there are too few Chinese thinkers and too powerless, resulting in the present. (To be continued.) )