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July 1, 2915, weather, fine.

I was in a bad mood this morning. Today is the first day of reporting from the Lara Mountain Research Institute, and Anne the little angel seems to know that she will be separated from her parents for a long time from today, and she has been crying since last night, and hearing her cry makes my heart almost broken.

Originally, I was not in favor of both of us working here, and I thought that at least one person should be left to take care of our little angel, but Bell managed to convince me that the treatment here was too high. A salary of 1,500 gold coins a month, plus a subsidy of 2,000 gold coins per year, and there will be no danger to his life, this kind of treatment is unimaginable even for a gold-level mage. As Bell said, as long as we are here for the ten years stipulated in the contract, we can earn more than 300,000 gold coins for Anne, and if you include the secrecy compensation of 30,000 gold coins for each of you when you leave, the income in ten years will exceed 350,000 gold coins. With this money, we can let the little angel live like a princess, and with this money, we don't have to go out on adventures anymore, we can be by Anne's side every day, so it's really worth it.

It's just that I pity my little Annie, who is just over a year old and has to leave her parents for ten years, I'm sorry dear baby, it's not that Mom and Dad don't love you, Mom and Dad also have to do this in order to make your life better in the future, don't blame Mom and Dad for being ruthless, okay?

The only regret is that there are only 10 days of family visit leave here every three years, and you are not allowed to leave the institute at other times. I haven't been able to see little Annie's smiling face for three years, God, can I really hold on?, dear goddess of the silver moon, please give me courage and perseverance.

December 8, 2915, weather, I don't know.

After more than five months of adaptation, I finally adapted to life here, no longer habitually getting up in the middle of the night to visit Anne next door, no longer habitually getting up early in the morning to make breakfast for Bell, no longer habitually planning to clean up the yard and rest the lawn, and no longer habitually holding the futon out to dry.

As Bell said, working here, except for the freedom of not seeing the sun all year round and not leaving at any time, except that the house is a little small, except that we can't see our little angel, a qiē is the best. There are people to take care of each qiē, and there are people ready for us. When we were hungry, the restaurant was waiting for us 22 hours a day, and the ingredients and quality of the food were absolutely first-class. When the body is tired, there is a professional masseur at any time to provide services to relieve the fatigue of our body. The clothes and bedding are dirty, and you only need to give a notice and you will be able to see brand new that night. When we were sick, the top class pastors and healers were always there for us. When we are in a bad mood, there is an artificial garden built with a lot of money for us to enjoy. We don't need to be distracted by life, we just need to devote ourselves to our work.

This kind of life is actually not bad. But, little Annie, Mommy misses you and misses you every day.

May 17, 2916, weather, I don't know.

I wasn't in a good mood, and the day before yesterday I failed and put a lot of pressure on me.

All the members of our Circle Study Group have been depressed for the past two days, and it is not that we are not careless about the failure of the real yàn. The generation of a new type of nested combination circle always has to experience countless failures, everyone is a mage, everyone should know this, why do they still look at us with strange eyes? It seems that everything is our fault? This is not fair.

My Annie, my mother has been wronged, you must feel it, will you comfort your mother? Hehe, you will, you are my favorite baby. I really want to kiss your little face, as long as I kiss your little face, my mother will not be afraid of any grievances.

May 19, 2916, weather, I don't know.

I had a big fight with Bell today, and now he is sitting at another table reading a book, and neither of us is angry, hmph, which time is not the first time you admit defeat?

Maybe it's really like Bell said, I've been too sensitive these days, and I've failed, but everyone actually understands our difficulties and sympathizes with us, and no one blames us, but it's actually our self-blame that makes us suspicious, and we always feel that others are very different to us. If you think about it, maybe that's true. Alas, after staying here for a long time, the whole person has become abnormal. There are still two years to go, and I wish I could see my little one in two years, even if it is only ten days to see each other.

I thought about it, for the sake of what he said, and I mentioned giving him a chance to admit his mistake?

On November 24, 2916, the weather was said to be cloudy.

Today a friend from vacation came back and brought back a painting that his son had painted for him. It's so ugly, and at first glance it's a stupid child, as smart as our Anne.

Today's pharmaceutics group failed once, and five animals died. According to a friend in the therapeutics team, it was because the vitality was too strong and the blood movement was too fast, which blew the heart alive. How could this happen, what kind of potion were they working on?

June 3, 2917, weather, I don't know.

I finally know what the hell is going on here.

Is there anything more ridiculous than !! prolonging life?

It's not about curing a disease and delaying death, but it's about extending the basic life span fundamentally, and I want to become like the elves and winged people.

God, this is not a world for mortals to meddle into, this is the realm of God alone, what should I do?

Guide me, O great Mia, what the hell should I do?

Dear Anne, please give Mom courage so that she can make a decision.

October 1, 2917, the weather, said to be rain.

Bell and I finally got to the bottom and we continued to work here.

Eternal life is simply impossible, mortals will never have the opportunity to succeed in research, and we don't have to worry about being punished by God for violating God's authority.

That's fine, knowing that the final reality has no chance of success, we don't have to expect too much, we just need to do our own tasks well and be worthy of our salary.

However, although the final goal does not have a chance to succeed, some intermediate results are quite good. It's like three days ago successfully

The Restoration Circle can speed up the healing of wounds, but unfortunately it needs to consume too much life force, which will affect health, and it will be perfect if you rule out this side effect.

June 15, 2918, weather, I don't know.

Oh my God, my God, my God. Fifteen days from now, I will be able to see my baby, my Annie. Is this true? I can really go out and see my baby? I'm not dreaming, great Mia, please bless me if I'm not dreaming.

I decided, I want to buy the most beautiful clothes for the baby, the funniest toys, I want to take the baby to the best restaurant to eat, no, no, no, I want to buy the best ingredients and cook for the baby by myself.

Ah, I haven't cooked in three years, can I still cook? No, I'm going to talk to the chef at the restaurant and borrow the kitchen every day from today to brush up on my cooking skills.

Baby, mom is coming back to see you, mom misses you so much, mom can't bear it for a day.

July 11, 2918, weather, rain.

I've been depressed all day today.

Anne doesn't know us anymore, Anne doesn't know Mom and Dad anymore. As soon as we got close, Anne hid in her grandmother's arms and cried so loudly that we couldn't cuddle and kiss our baby.

How so? Is it really like Grace said, we did something wrong, shouldn't we really leave Anne to work here? But we also think about Anne's future.

Now there is no way, if we leave before the ten years stipulated in the contract, we must return all the salary, and also compensate for the cost of living here, this money I am afraid we can't afford, so I'm sorry Grace, you grandmother will continue to help us take care of Anne for a few more years.

I'm sorry Annie, Mom and Dad may really be wrong, but trust us, everything is for your future, don't blame Mom and Dad, okay?

February 18, 2919.

Today, there is a breakthrough in the research project of the pharmacy group.

Only now did they know the name of the potion they were studying, the Life Force Mixture. They plan to increase the life force in the human body through guò potions, so as to prolong life. Listening to their reports, there seems to be some truth, but I always feel that there is something wrong in them. Today their potion performed the first step of the real yàn, and the effect was very good. According to the results, a large amount of life force has indeed accumulated in the body of the animal, and there is no guide to die because the animal cannot bear it. However, as for whether the purpose of prolonging life can be achieved, it still needs to be tested by time.

I don't think it's likely to succeed, many people have used things to improve vitality, and oral healing agents are actually one of them, which improves the vitality of the body in a short period of time and achieves the purpose of making wounds heal quickly. Now, perhaps, it's just an enhanced healing potion.

October 27, 2019, weather, sunny.

Today is the little angel's fifth birthday, but Mom and Dad can't be by your side, I'm sorry, my baby, I can only bless you silently in my heart.

Recently, I have been irritated, and all the research groups of all schools, all the research projects, have to give way to the drug administration group. Instruments, medicines, materials, labor, all have to be prioritized to meet the requirements of the pharmacy group, so that all the other team members are scolded.

But there was no way, they did have a research project that was closest to the goal, and some progress was made, and the protests of others were in vain, and the director was on their side.

However, whatever, anyway, I believe that their project will not be successful in the end, and the base life is not so easy to change, so it doesn't matter, there is a day when they cry, hehehehehe.

My baby, isn't mom bad.

March 30, 2920, weather, I don't know.

It was so busy that there was no record for ten consecutive days, and during these ten days, our entire Dharma Circle Study team stayed up late to work for four days.

It needs a constant temperature environment, and the temperature change cannot exceed half a Kenar, to put it lightly, no magic array can automatically achieve this effect. If you want this effect, you have to control it by our circle mage, and you can't leave it for a moment. We are mages, not ordinary mage assistants, let alone hard labor, and we are actually asked to do these chores, O almighty Mia, please punish this group of people who don't know how to be considerate of their colleagues.

But fortunately, it's over, no surprise, they failed, and I feel like everyone is happy except for them, hahahaha.

August 9, 2920, weather, cloudy.

Bell's energy conversion team is in trouble. Today, when they were using the Activation Crystal Energy Instrument for 10,000 Ter, there was an explosion of the unstable high-capacity Crystal, destroying three real rooms and killing eight research mages. Fortunately, Bell's real room was far away and was not affected.

Fortunately, this is only a 10,000 spar, if it is a natural spar with an ultimate capacity of 20,000 terres, I'm afraid half of the research institute will be destroyed together. Presumably from now on, the deputy director will have to talk about topics such as safety every day.

It seems that working here is not as safe as it seems. Although there is no danger in our magic circle study, but Bell is different, and the magic energy transformation science is indeed a high-risk school. I wish I could get out of here sooner. Calculate carefully, half of the time has passed, and we can leave in five years. Anne, my darling, wait a little longer, Mom and Dad, we will be back with you soon.