Yichuan Shengxue, who was lying on the ground, didn't get up for a long time, which frightened Chu Fan, and thought that he had hurt her, so he hurriedly walked over and apologized: "Are you okay?

However, as soon as he came over, Yichuan Shengxue suddenly raised his head, grabbed him with his backhand, and then dragged his feet up with his own hands: "Hmph, if you say that you will bully you, you will be bullied!"

Chu Fan pouted, his hands suddenly hugged her neck, a backhand pull, the whole person rolled over, and knocked Yichuan Shengxue out, and then met it, and attacked with both hands!

At the critical moment, Yichuan Shengxue could obviously avoid it, but she didn't expect that she didn't avoid it, but raised her head to meet it!

Chu Fan was stunned for a moment, and when he saw that his move was about to turn into a XX dragon claw hand, he hurriedly stretched out his arms and hugged Yichuan Shengxue.

At this moment, neither of them was embarrassed to do it again.

It didn't take long for Yichuan Shengxue to hug him tightly: "Brother, do you know, I'm not a good girl, I'm also very." When I first met you before, I was looking forward to teasing each other like this. But at that time, I was like a female sling, still running for life, and I always felt that you and I were out of reach, you were already famous, and I ......"

"Don't talk about the past, let's talk about the present, how does it feel to be with me now?"

"Brother, you are more open than before. ”

Chu Fan also hugged her slender waist and smiled faintly: "I can only say that after comprehending life and death, I found that death is easier than anything else, and living is the hardest." Do you know what? What do I say to myself when I was badly wounded, bleeding all over, walking out of the salty waters and walking onto the beach, almost unconscious?"

"Say what?"

"I told myself, I can't die, I want to live, I want to live. Because only if I live, I can continue to enjoy all the good things around me.

Perhaps, God can also see that I have too many unfulfilled wishes, so he is not willing to let me die.

Since we are alive, we have to live well, and we have to abandon some of the concepts of the past. ”

"If you abandon those concepts, my brother's life may be full of troubles, sweet troubles. ”

Chu Fan fell into a short thought.

After that, he still said seriously: "I only know that your favorite is me, and I also know that Zi Tian's favorite is also me, and I also know that Shuang'er's favorite is still me." I know that if it was because of someone else, Yan'er would never stab himself with that knife...... I don't know what will happen to us in the future, I just want to say that since all you like now is me, even if I can't be with you in the real sense, I will definitely not let you down. ”

In fact, this is the case.

It has been nearly a month with Chu Fan's "Jiang Cheng state", and the two also have emotional impulses, but the final result of each impulse is just a sweet hug, just a zipperless Plato, a relationship that is higher than the flesh.

Chu Fan is not a saint, he also eats grains and miscellaneous thoughts, he also has seven emotions and six desires, and his body is healthier than many men, but Chu Fan does not want to use momentary thoughts to destroy himself and Yichuan Shengxue's original dream.

In contrast, Yichuan Shengxue is still not as simple as him: "Brother, can I go too far and ask a very realistic question?"

"Say it. ”

"Brother, we are all adults, you are twenty-two this year, and I am twenty this year. We can't always be like junior high school students, keep this kind of Plato, we will one day, accidentally cross that horizon, and when that time comes, what will we do?"

"Then let me take all the responsibility. Chu Fan said, "The most beautiful things in a girl's life have been given to me, and all I can do is to protect her for the rest of my life." Shengxue, please forgive me for my simplicity, this is what I think, it has always been, it has never changed. ”

At the moment when materialism is rampant, this kind of sweet words of men is not enough to believe, but it is also divided into whose mouths such words come from.

If a scumbag with a bad heart says this, this sentence will become garbage and worthless, but if it is said by a man who knows how to cherish it too much and is clean and self-conscious, this kind of thing is every word.

"Brother, you ...... Intend...... How to be responsible?"

Chu Fan smiled: "Try hard until the day I stop breathing, and let her live happily, otherwise, why do I work so hard every day? Why do I have to go more than others? Why do I make money so hard? I can't give a promise, so I have to turn my responsibility into something that I can see and touch, and give it to that girl, in this way, even if I am not by her side in the future......

"Don't say it!" Yichuan Shengxue suddenly burst into tears, and couldn't hold it back anymore, "Why do you torture yourself like this? Can't you live well? Do you know that this is how you killed yourself once! That's how you made yourself Jiang Cheng and abandoned the name and identity of Chu Fan!"

Chu Fan stared at her and showed a faint smile: "You are wrong, Sheng Xue." In fact, I know that today, you don't know my true personality. You know what? I've never treated myself like a mortal. From the very beginning of my memory, I felt that I was destined to be extraordinary, to endure things that many people could not bear. Therefore, even if my parents are divorced, even if I sleep with my father and run around, I have never shouted tired.

My father died, and he became a poor man with no father and no mother, and he gritted his teeth and insisted, the school gave me a grant, I refused, and the street gave me benefits, I also refused, I didn't have much ability, there was no way to find a better part-time job, I just worked in a fast food restaurant, and I was also insisting on what I should insist on.

I'm not torturing myself, I'm cultivating myself. I don't want to be a sling, I never want to, I have a heart to conquer a certain field, that's why I work so hard.

In the same way, I will not give up my feelings, my way of life! I am still Chu Fan, and I have never changed. ”

Chu Fan, extraordinary.

What is extraordinary is not that he has achieved anything amazing in the field of e-sports, but that his heart is not willing to be ordinary, and he has always been fighting against his fate and trying to conquer his own field.

In the same way, he treats his feelings in this way, so he conquered this field, but he once didn't know it.

But after penetrating the realm of life and death, he suddenly had no teacher and was at ease......

It's just that, even so, in his heart, he still reserved the hottest position for that girl.