My admission notice to the police academy was received on the day when Xia Feiqin's house in Qian Cang caught a gamble!

Whenever I think of the past of my work in Xiangshan, Ningbo, I have been reflecting on how ruthless I have done to the son-in-law of Lao Xu, the security director of Tangao Village. The two of us were facing each other in the mountains far from the village, and no one would have known about it if I had the slightest distraction.

What makes me blame myself the most is that on the first day I left Qiancang, I did a chapter of "ugly things" that lingered for forty years with Lao Xu's youngest daughter, that is, the sister-in-law of the "brother-in-law" who I chased for miles.

Fortunately, if I hadn't found out in my conscience in this matter, I might have ended up in the slow flow of years.

How many such ugly things in the world have been silenced forever, and everyone wants it to be buried deeply, deep under the river where there is no sunlight!

Maybe I'm a special case and I don't want to deceive myself!

I dragged that brother-in-law to Xia Feiqin's house, and Wang Dongjian and the others had already counted the spoils of war, registered their information, and fiercely carried out legal education for them.

Other comrades in the institute may also know this brother-in-law, and they did not unduly investigate his escape, and searched and registered him as usual.

Considering that there were already personnel in the institute who were retained, he did not take them to the institute on the spot to investigate and deal with them, and left a sentence: "Wait for processing!" ”。

In my memory, the participants in this gamble are all Xiao Luoluo, and there are no dozens of yuan in total, but there are a little more onlookers.

When I returned to the office, the information that I had been admitted to the Hangzhou Command School of the Armed Police was passed to me through various channels.

First of all, the duty officer of the day, it seemed that Zhong Zhiguo was on duty, and he gave me a punch in the shoulder when he stopped me.

"Your offer is here!"

His words were like frying D and frying the pan, which caused a reaction.

"Wow! We're in for a treat! ”

Everyone surrounded me like a star and went into the duty room to look at the phone records.

Immediately afterwards, Liu Shijun, Qiu Shiliang, Director Yu, and Director Huang all conveyed the good news to me. The happiest is Director Huang, who smiled so much that there was only one slit left in his eyes.

"Great! That's great! Our Qiancang police station has produced talents! Go check out the notification ready to prepare! ”

At this time, I felt that Director Huang's Xiangshan dialect was particularly cordial.

"I'm going to go back to the money warehouse after graduation!"

"Don't forget us when you become a big official!"

What I said was very heartfelt. With tears in my eyes, I responded to everyone's congratulations one by one.

Lin Huacheng and a few other recruits even took my hand and climbed on my shoulder, as if I was about to leave.

It was time to eat, so I hurriedly took out two yuan and handed it to Lin Huacheng and asked him to buy two catties of rice wine.

Seeing this, Zheng Song turned around and pushed his bicycle and took him to the supply and marketing cooperative, which was 200 meters away.

Everyone tacitly chatted about the school I was admitted to, while waiting for wine and making an exception to postpone dinner. As soon as he came back from buying wine, Zhong Zhiguo, who was on duty, blew the assembly whistle, did not assemble the whole team according to the regulations, and directly gave an order: "Enter the canteen!" ”

Everyone, you poured a little wine in one sip and half of me, and they all raised a bowl to celebrate me. The large porcelain basin that can hold one bottle of beer at a time makes a "ding" sound when it hits.

Xu Longnian, who was cooking rice, deliberately added a peanut when we were waiting for the wine to start the meal.

The peanuts that day were so delicious that I still use them as the best accompaniment to my drink.

At noon that day, I participated in the review of the liuzhi persons as usual and continued the work that had not been completed in the morning.

Through the joint efforts of everyone, some doubts have been confirmed one by one.

Before dinner, several major case-handling cadres met in the director's office and put forward preliminary opinions on how to deal with the three people. Two of them let them go home for the time being, and one for another day.

That night, Director Yu volunteered to pay out of his own pocket to ask someone to buy wine and food to celebrate me.

That form of "treat" is to buy two catties of bulk wine on the basis of normal meal standards, plus one or two snacks, which can't turn into four or five yuan. If you add vegetables to the ingredients in the cafeteria, it will be calculated according to the purchase price of the main ingredients. Therefore, several cadres took turns to invite me to guests, and those days were like the New Year, with wine at the meal, and it was very lively.

After the dinner, I talked with everyone individually or in groups, and expressed the words hidden in my heart in different ways, for fear of leaving some regrets. The most common thing to say to the leaders is gratitude and help, to the backbone and fellow villagers are mainly to communicate with each other, and to the recruits the most words of encouragement.

It always felt like there was a lot to say at that time.

There were only two days between the time I was notified and the time I left, and the director told me not to participate in the work, but in fact I never stopped for a moment.

I barely had a break on the first night. On the one hand, I drank some wine because I was happy, and my spirit was very high. On the other hand, he also remembered the matter of the young man of the supply and marketing cooperatives who was left in detention.

The reason why he stayed was because there was a girl he had found a partner who reflected in the transcript that he was reluctant to have a relationship with him for the first time. And he himself has always insisted that it is consensual, and he has had a voluntary relationship many times in the future.

I thought that I was leaving this place soon, that I couldn't leave the tail of my work to my comrades, and that I was sure I was capable of telling him the truth. The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't sleep, so I simply didn't sleep.

After waking up, I woke Zheng Song up and asked him to accompany me to participate in the review.

The worker was twenty-four or five years old, unmarried, and lived on Tutz Street. It seems to be a supply and marketing cooperative.

He may not yet understand why I interrogated him in the middle of the night.

I wanted to do it quickly and get straight to the point right from the start.

"How many people have you been looking for?"

"Two."

"What's the name of the current subject?"

"。。。"

"What's the name of the one in front, where is it, how old is it, what is it doing, tell me the details!"

He told him about the girlfriend in front of him.

"Have you ever had sex with her?"

"It happened."

"How many times?"

"Many times, I can't remember."

"Where was the first time?"

"On the edge of the field outside Tutz."

"Did she volunteer?"

"Voluntary."

He still insisted on his original confession.

In a hurry, I walked over and lifted him up from his seat and told him to stand up straight against the wall.

"I don't want to sleep if I don't make it clear!"

I started putting psychological pressure on him. At the same time, I "brainwashed" him to eliminate his sense of forgiveness, and reminded him that we had already looked for the little girl, and what the two of them were doing could not be hidden.

The fight lasted until the second half of the night, when he let go.

"I forced it."

I asked for further details of the process, and he described it from beginning to end.

What he said before and after, including the one I focused on, summed it up as follows: It was a summer evening, and they watched a movie together. He tricked her into going outside the village where no one was around, in order to have sex with him. She realized that she had been fooled and wanted to return, but he grabbed her and didn't let her return. Then the two of them sat on the ridge. He kissed her and touched her. I didn't see her object, I wanted to take off her pants, but I always refused. At three or four o'clock in the second half of the night, he forcibly took off her pants and had sex with her, regardless of her objections. During this time, she cried out in pain, and he did not stop.

At the end of the transcript, I asked him a specific question: "Are you raping?" "

He replied, "Yes." "

From what I knew at the time, I also thought it was rape. But in order to write this chapter, I specifically contacted two comrades-in-arms who were in the same batch of enlistments and asked them to recall whether they had dealt with this person, and they both gave me negative cases. It also made a stone that had been floating in my heart fall to the ground.

Who didn't make mistakes when they were young!

But there was another mistake that I couldn't forgive myself all along.

The next morning, Director Huang asked me to accompany him to an old acquaintance's house in Zhongbao. His family opened a sofa factory and was a well-known local boss. The family also lives in a rare building, which is used as both a residence and a factory.

At noon, I stayed at his house to eat.

Now that I think about it, it should be the director's disguised invitation to my guests. Naturally, the wine should be drunk less, and I slept beautifully in the afternoon to make up for the good sleep I didn't have the night before.

On the first day of my departure, a fellow villager from Dinghai (who was married to Qiancang) whom I knew asked someone to bring me to her house for lunch.

I thought that there was a farewell party in the afternoon, and I didn't have time to say goodbye to Lao Xu and a group of security cadres, so I bought some candy and went to Lao Xu's house after breakfast. When he entered the house, he saw that only his youngest daughter, his daughter, was at home.

When I explained why, she cried for some reason. When I asked her, she didn't answer, but cried even harder.

In the process of my persuasion, the two unconsciously hugged each other.

"Go to the backroom."

She whispered in my ear, but I heard it so well that I knew what was going to happen. When we came to the room behind her house where her brother and brother slept, and just as we were about to do something, her mother called out to her, "Beloved daughter! "

Footsteps could seem to be heard coming from the front room.

She hurriedly pulled out and dressed to meet her. Luckily, it was summer.

"He was drunk yesterday and wanted to take a break, so I brought him over."

I heard her panicked words to her mom and went on pretending to be asleep. After less than half an hour, she walked back to the bed where I was sleeping.

"I'm a matchmaker, I'm going back."

"Hurry up!"

I pulled her over...

When I rode back to the office, I saw my daughter's mother saying goodbye to the "matchmaker" at the entrance of the village. I immediately understood why my beloved daughter was in a hurry to urge me, and she should have calculated the time for her mother to go back and forth.

I had no contact with her except for another meeting in Dancheng the next day. More than ten years later, through her father, she learned that she had married into a village at the foot of Zhushan Mountain.

There are all kinds of signs that the "matchmaker" who came that day came to connect with the specific details of the marriage between the beloved woman and the man. There may be no choice for her in this marriage.

Now that I think about it, the way she saw me off seems a little tragic!

In comparison, the send-off of the comrades-in-arms was a little more enthusiastic and reluctant...