Do you remember what it was like to last time you tried to do something?

Since becoming a Qi Cultivator, meditation has gradually replaced some of the normal physical needs, such as sleep. Since I was a child, I have had insomnia for the first time, and I also left my hometown, and on the first night in this bustling Liuyun City, I actually had insomnia.

Jumping on the roof of the inn, he had no intention of refining qi, and the spiritual power in his body became a little chaotic due to the influence of restless minds, I knew that Master must have noticed all this, but he didn't say anything, just a person who breathed quietly, maybe he wanted me to figure out what was happening.

It's been almost a month since I met Master, and it seems that there is some tacit understanding between me and Master. From the sluggish old man I saw at first sight at that time to the founding master who has now taken me into the cultivation realm, time seems to appear suddenly, and it seems to have disappeared in an instant, and all kinds of strange feelings have come to my heart.

I have grown a lot in the month since I left my hometown, and I am a little overwhelmed by the amount of information that has penetrated into my head, and I want to make it clear by the bright moonlight.

Since ancient times, there have been three major philosophical questions, "Who am I", "Where do I come from", and "Where am I going". With similar questions, I was caught up in thinking about my past, present, and future.

From an ordinary child in a mountain city, a small one of the many living beings, he began to practice by coincidence with a teacher, all this is just fate, I don't know.

What is the meaning of getting in touch with the cultivation realm and exploring the true nature of this mountain and sea, I don't know.

There is no longer a simple competition in the "City Lord Ring", maybe every step in the future is a test of life and death, is it worth it, I don't know.

The great snake of Cheng Nian, the alien race of the East China Sea, the gods and demons of the ancient mythological era may be the catastrophe in the near future, I still don't know what I can do.

I, a little shrimp who has been refining qi for a long time. Dao Ancestor, the legendary existence of the Dream True Realm. Is there a comparison between the two, this seems obvious.

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Looking at the thin curtain that constantly flows and rolls under the moon, the insects in the forest make the night seem more peaceful, and the aura emitted by the moonlight nourishes all the spirits in the sky and calms those chaotic minds.

I closed my eyes and let the aura around me wash over my body, smelling the unknown scent of flowers in the distance brought by the breeze. I gradually forgot everything I was thinking, and my body gradually relaxed, as if I was about to retreat into nothingness, with nothing around me and no self.

The wind moved lightly, and as soon as I thought of it, I withdrew from the state I had just been, and the moon was still in its original position, but it felt like a long, long time had passed.

As my senses regained my senses, I felt the wind still blowing gently on the roof, and the surrounding aura fish were constantly swimming outside of my body.

Naturally, I activated the Qi Refining Technique passed on to me by my master, and between my exhalation and inhalation, the pure qi and spiritual energy in my body hit the source pool, and the light sound of breaking came from nowhere. When I opened my eyes, the moonlight was the same as before, and I just stepped into the realm of the double heaven, without any vision, without any comfortable and uncomfortable feelings, just so plainly and insipidly, I felt that the aura was more dense and refined, and the source pool was also much deeper and condensed.

I don't know what will happen in the future, but I know that I am now an "old man" in the cultivation realm of the Qi Refining Double Heaven, everything is like a cloud and a cloud to break through myself, and my heart, which has been overwhelmed by a series of recent problems, has also opened up at this moment.

I used to be me, a carefree me who ate and drank and had fun in the mountains every day.

Now I am me, I have stepped into the realm of cultivation, I am constantly practicing in order to find the true nature of this mountain and sea, and I am also looking for the highest meaning of life.

The future me is the past me, the present me, or more precisely, the me who has gone through cultivation, the constant search for the truth, and the many burdens that have been added to the body, and I am still me at that time.

Why should I be obsessed with whether the future will become the same legendary existence as Dao Zu. Why should I care if my apprenticeship is due to fate, or if there is a pair of invisible hands to push me.

I am a part of all living beings along with the surrounding spiritual energy, flowers, trees, wind and rain, and I coincidentally entered the Tao and cultivated the truth, and I am just one of the human races who practice for the enlightenment of the origin, and I am an ordinary part of this mountain and sea.

In the blink of an eye, a dawn light appeared in the sky, and the endless night sky was shattered in an instant, the cold moonlight receded, and the warm clear stream sank into the body along the top of the Baihui, I moved my numb arms and legs, and the gurgling sound from my belly made me a little helpless and a little expectant, "It's time to eat again." ”

Master had already woken up from meditation, drinking tea in an old fashion, and now he was a bit of an "old cadre", watching me rush in through the window, he couldn't help but smile, "How does it feel to break through." ”

"That's it, nothing special." I told the truth.

"Lingxiu is born in accordance with heaven and earth, and the cultivation is the unity of Tao and man, the law of man and the earth, the law of the earth, the law of heaven and the way of nature. Life in this world must be natural, in line with the truth, stick to the heart, and clear oneself can move forward. Watching last night's epiphany has improved your mood a lot, although the realm has only broken through to the double heaven, as long as you have a firm path forward, everything can fall into place. You, got it. ”

I grinned, bowed deeply to Master, and said nothing, all without saying a word.

After eating morning tea, the master went to the martial arts arena in Liuyun City to preach. The reason why I say this is because Master didn't take me with him at all. Originally, I thought this would be a good opportunity to improve myself, maybe I could learn a few small spells by the way, and let everyone be happy when I was bored, but obviously I didn't have this opportunity.

I also asked Master why he didn't take me there, and he just laughed and said, "Because I'm your Master." I couldn't refute the mindless sentence, so I could only "lose sleep all night" and ask the store to arrange an ordinary meal for me. After the breakthrough, I ate more ground than before, which may be the reason for the large amount of food I eat.

When I had nothing to do, I walked around the street, and I have to say that the prosperity of Liuyun City really let me see what it means to be a rich man. Needless to say, the local tyrants of the Zhou family, the streets are full of vermilion and white marble aisles and walls, although Gong Shuhua took us through some more distinctive, precipitated places over the years, but when we enjoyed it in person, it was a different scene, and the impression was even more profound.

After a while, I went back to the inn, and ignoring the shopkeeper's smirk, I went straight back to my room, sat down on the stool, and pulled the broken fan from my waist.

Since Master gave it to me, my attitude towards it has always been disgusting, but I have to say that its two changes have made me very curious about it, at least it will not be as useless as it seems on the surface.

Turning over the fan, it is still the same, and it is not because there is anything more or less after the first two changes. I don't know what wood fan bones, I don't know what material of fan surface, one side is blank and the other side is jet black, there is no picture on it, a few broken places on the fan bone are fortunately just blooming from the surface, it is not broken, otherwise I must be more disgusted with it.

Master said that this fan is related to me, and since I got the broken fan, it only changed when I saw it, but I personally felt its special ability twice.

I looked at it again and again, but it didn't respond as if it was asleep.

With the mentality of giving it a try, I said to it,

"Hey, broken fan, I'm your master now, can you speak, are you hungry or not, you move again like before."

No response.

After discussing it for a long time, it still didn't react at all, and my little temper also came up, "If you don't move again, I'll burn you, hurry, move it and show it to the master." I pinched my waist and pointed at it and scolded.

Coercion and temptation, I have used all the methods that can be used, but it still has no response at all. I had to go downstairs to the fat shopkeeper and ask for a fire fold, blow it and poke it at the fan. But I regretted it as soon as I started, who knew that this thunderous broken fan would be like a flammable and explosive explosive.

I hurriedly let go and threw it on the ground, worried that the fire would be too big and ignite this inn that was still a bit of history. Who knew that this could be like adding fuel to the fire, the fire on the fan burned more and more, but fortunately it did not ignite the surrounding tables, chairs and benches.

Seeing that water can't extinguish fires, I made a mistake. Suddenly, I had an idea, and remembered the Yang and Mantra recorded in Master's small notebook, although this method is used to gather spiritual power to warm the side, of course, it can also be used to guide the aura, so I recalled the magic of the Yang and Mantra, and silently tried to use the spiritual power, I wanted to lead the fire into the air, and the fire would be extinguished naturally without roots.

But I ignored one problem, my realm was too low, and the aura consumed to run the Yang and Mantra was not something that I, a young monk with two levels of Qi refining, could control. As the Yang Harmony Spell threw the flames into the air, the light rain of the Falling Rain Technique was still ticking, and I didn't know if the rootless fire would be accelerated by the water, but I only knew that under the consumption of the two phases, the first thing I couldn't hold on to was the source pool in my body that was not condensed enough. The last trace of aura was quickly drained away, and my chest and abdomen were like being hit by a strong force, and a mouthful of blood spurted out directly. It's so coincidental that it just landed on the broken fan.

I didn't have time to pay attention to these, I hurriedly sat down and breathed, my body was like dry soil, frantically absorbing the aura around me, slowly, a wave of exhaustion poured out inexplicably, and I gradually fell backwards in the dark.

This is also at that time, if it is changed in this era of spiritual energy, it will definitely be a different scene, of course, this is all off-topic.

When I woke up, it was almost dark, I endured the pain, pulled over the stool and poured myself a glass of water, looking at the broken fan that had fallen next to me, I sighed, "If I let Master know that I tossed the apprenticeship he gave me so much, I would definitely blow my beard and stare again." ”

Thinking of this, I pointed to the fan, "Tell me about you, what do you want, you don't have other skills, but just a little." ”

But as soon as I finished the last word, the fan, as if to punish me for humiliating it, suddenly rushed straight at me like a flying sword, and I subconsciously tilted my head to dodge, but did not want to fall backwards from the stool. What surprised me again was that I didn't fall to the ground, and with a flash of light on the fan, I entered the fan in a blink of an eye.