At this moment, I can't put into words how I feel at the moment.

For a moment, it was very calm, and then I thought about the past six months, and I was like waiting for the light of day in the dark hell.

Looking at the light in the distance in the sky, shining through the dark clouds, I suddenly felt so sad that I couldn't do it.

It's sad that if she wasn't dead, why didn't she tell me?

Even if there is a reason for her, why can't even I tell it?

In her heart, is there me?

I missed her so much that I suffered from depression and almost committed suicide!

And now, I've pretty much come out of her shadows, and now I'm here to tell me she's still alive and controlling everything behind her back.

How can I figure it out? How can I figure it out?

I took out my cigarette with trembling fingers and lit it, and took a few more puffs to try to calm my emotions.

But no matter how hard I tried to calm down, I couldn't calm down.

Jiang He seemed to see through my thoughts, and he said to me again, "Do you find it difficult to accept? …… Because she's still alive, but she's been hiding it from you, and there's not even a little bit of news that she's still alive. ”

I was silent, and then smiled bitterly: "I'm not sad, she's fine...... It's just that I want to be sure, is she really alive? How do you know? ”

"I didn't know it at first, and I didn't think about investing in you at that time, because I never wanted to get a piece of the Internet pie, I have made enough money in this life, and I am not such a greedy person."

After a short pause, he continued: "Anlan found me, we knew each other before, and I also told you that I have an overseas cooperation project with Anlan Group, which is actually a contract signed with Anlan...... She found me that time and told me a lot of information, and from that time on, she already knew that you were deceived by Sun Xiaoxiao and Jiang Feng. ”

I was so shocked that I was so stunned that I couldn't speak for a long time.

In my silence, Jiang He said again: "In fact, most of everything that happened in the past six months was because of An Lan, and when she came to this point, everything was operated by An Lan, she knew that if she directly told you that Sun Xiaoxiao had a problem, you would not believe it, so she had to use this method to expose her true form." ”

My emotions were close to collapse, but I tried my best to endure it, I wanted to cry, but at least I couldn't cry in front of Jiang He.

I picked up the teacup with trembling hands, and after taking a sip of tea, I finally said in a trembling voice: "I don't know what to say now, my feelings are very complicated, do you understand?" ”

"I can understand, Anlan also told me, when I tell you these things, you will be surprised and confused, but she believes that you can make the right judgment."

I sighed and asked him again, "And where is she now?" ”

"I don't know, we haven't met."

"And how are you sure she's still alive?"

Jiang He was silent for a while, then took out his phone, clicked on the screen a few times, and then handed it to me.

I grabbed my phone and watched a video above, who is the person in the video screen if it is not An Lan?

She cut her long hair short, and although her face was devoid of makeup, it was still very delicate.

She is the only one in the video, and she is still so confident and calm in front of the camera.

"Chen Feng, I think you will be very surprised and surprised when you see this video! I don't know how to explain it to you, but I want to say that there are always a lot of unexpected things going on in our lives...... Even what we're doing right now, I didn't expect it to turn out to be the way it is......

Yes, I'm alive, or I've always been alive. Perhaps it was providence that in Sanya, after I fell into the sea, I was rescued by a passing fishing boat...... No one expected that I would come back to life after two days in a coma, and I would have liked to come to you as soon as possible.

But you know that...... I was framed by Min Wenbin, I need to know what they used to frame me, and I have to figure out what will happen when they know that I am dead. So, I made the big decision to let everyone know that I was dead, so that I would have more time and opportunity to learn about what was going on inside Ahn.

In the end, I hope you can understand me, and I hope you don't hold a grudge against me...... I know you've not had a good time in the past six months, and there have been several times when I almost couldn't resist coming out to see you...... Please forgive me, I can't see anyone, including you.

When the time comes, I will naturally appear in front of you, but now is not the time, please understand me. ”

Watching the whole video, I have mixed feelings in my heart, indescribable taste and depression.

But in an instant I became very calm again, no why, still the same sentence, she is still alive, this is better than anything.

But the pain in my heart is also real, because I can't understand it, she didn't tell me anything so important.

What does this mean? Maybe she didn't care about me at all in her heart, all she cared about was her An's Group.

……

There is a pain, a heartache.

At this moment, I couldn't hold back anymore and hid my face and cried bitterly!

In my bitter crying, Jiang He didn't say a word, just smoked lightly next to me, as if all this had nothing to do with him.

yes, what can it do with him?

I always thought we were good friends, but now I know that I was wrong, and it was because of Anlan all along.

But I hate Anlan, I hate her for not telling me that she has always lived, I hate her for being so selfish and not showing up during my most painful time.

Even if she was worried that my fake death would be exposed by me, then she would rather believe Jiang He than believe me, what else does this mean?

Maybe in her heart, the group is really bigger than everything, and I can understand it, after all, there are still many people like me.

Crying, crying, I laughed again...... Because she's still alive, isn't that what I've been looking forward to the most?

But this huge news seemed to drain my whole body, and I didn't even know how to face her in the future.

I'm really like a knife......

What I have is a pain that I can't talk to others about.

Because no one has ever been able to truly understand what kind of feelings I have pinned on An Lan.

I didn't expect that I originally came to Jiang He to confirm who was trustworthy about his and Sun Xiaoxiao's words, but I didn't expect him to tell me such a huge news.

Who I should trust now, is self-evident, although I'm really miserable right now.

I didn't talk to Jiang He anymore, I wasn't in the mood to stay here any longer, I needed to go to a place where no one was around.

Leaving Jianghe's residence, I took a taxi back to my residence, and then bought a bottle of liquor and two bags of drunkard peanuts at a convenience store outside the community.

At this moment I desperately longed for alcohol to numb me and keep me from thinking of so many bad things.

When I got home, before I could sit down, my phone rang.

It was Chen Min who called, and as soon as I got through with her, she said to me in an excited tone: "Chen Feng, I have great news for you...... I've already confirmed, Anlan is still alive, she just contacted me, she's still alive! ……”